melancholy

some of y'all weren't suicidal at 12 and it shows

it’s amazing how women are able to navigate crowded rooms without ever touching a palm to a man’s lower back

you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.

i need to cut my hair i need to evolve i need to see a good thing when it’s in front of me i need to be respectful i need to listen i need to respond i need to move on

mind if I come over and behave somewhat like a scared animal before I adjust

whoopss sorry i slipped up and hinted at the great darkness that roils within me. won't happen again

smalltalk is probably great if you've got your shit together but if you are a total fuckup of a person then seemingly innocuous questions end up forcing you to reveal information about yourself that you would have preferred people didn't know about you. i wish there was a socially acceptable way to decline a question about yourself that didn't require you to justify it somehow

im considering bursting into tears

depressed at 11 was crazy i should have become a child prodigy

the most attractive thing you can possibly be is an earnest dork