DK

I can’t help being a “you should read the manga” like sorry but the manga really is a better way to experience it 😢 especially with shoujo anime like you can’t trust a shoujo anime adaptation to actually be good and get multiple seasons anymore read the manga !!

The way OCD or at least OCD-like traits manifests for me is extremely meta, like observant. I realise I have thoughts and that my thoughts aren’t necessarily “real” but my organs are, my thoughts are only real in the moment I am thinking them but they don’t exist in the material world, unlike my organs which are real. Like let me clarify, and I know trying to clarify this spiral is a compulsion and I should just let it go but who cares. The thoughts “inside” my head aren’t actually inside my head because my thoughts aren’t material, by that I mean they don’t take up any physical space, compared to my organs which very much do. That’s my most common intrusive thought and I had to stop myself right there because I realised me talking about it and trying to analyse is like… the whole thing like that’s the compulsion. I am actually like holding myself back from writing more because I just have been stuck in this spiral for quite some time.

Trying to relate to other OCD posts when you don’t struggle too much with moral OCD is silly because it makes me doubt myself and sort of manifests moral OCD traits? Like generally speaking I am not worried that I might be a bad person but because a lot of people (at least on tumblr) associate OCD with that it makes me think “oh what if I am a bad person and my OCD symptoms aren’t that bad??” Or even weirder “what if I actually do have moral OCD and I just never notice whenever I’m worried I might be a bad person”

Thank fuck for the Skip Beat omnibuses what would I do without you

I am not a leopika hater btw honestly I just never shipped it and I kind of as an inside joke with myself, made a bit out of hating on the ship even though I dont mind it that much. I think I just began doing that because I kept on seeing anti krkr posts and I don’t ship that either but it was getting ridiculous so yeahh I just decided to “hate” on leopika.