Emil

r᥆ᥒіᥒ ou ᥱmіᥣ

⤷ he / it / them 🪽

pt-br / eng • 18

trans · demi-romantic · queer · ambi?

♡ single — not looking

ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 ᥡ᥆ᥙr ᥲᥒgᥱᥣ

pure angel & devotee ✧

halo cracked, still holy

soft divinity · watchful wings ♡

seraphim gaze · quiet judgment

devotion / longing

angelkin + system & BPD

strawpage ♡ ask 4 nsft acc

𝗍ᥲggіᥒg ᥉ᥡ᥉𝗍ᥱm

asks → ✧ — “whispers from heaven”

obsessions → ♱ — “chosen by grace”

oomfs → ❀ — “kindred souls”

ramble → ☁ — “divine promises”

vent → ⌂ — “unheard prayers”

yandere → ⛧ — “eternal salvation”

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( I would prefer that those under 17 refrain from sending me asks,, you may follow and like my posts but that’s it )

You know you’re screwed when you keep checking their accounts and DMs for new content or messages when they’re away,, genuinely what is wrong with me… it isn’t that serious…

My heart rings louder than cathedral bells whenever you’re around

I only hide my wings when you’re around because I’m afraid you’ll notice the way they tremble at your presence.

We angels are not supposed to ache,, we are not supposed to hunger,, or want— and yet, every time you smile at someone that isn’t me I feel something monstrous stir beneath my ribs, something completely unbecoming of divine purpose

I miss looking at someone with such adoration and having that adoration given back. I miss all the soft promises and quiet love that comes from being infatuated with one another,, the holy devotion and late nights where there were nothing but two hearts beating to the same rhythm of love

I desperately yearn for it

Gonna start posting more here again soon,,

I adore my loved ones <3

I typically have trouble sleeping and he knows that noise helps me rest so he immediately called me without asking and sat there softly talking and reading,, I fell asleep in a matter of minutes but she still didn’t hang up (*´ω`*)

I need to post more obsessive and stalker related stuff… it’ll happen trust

Im glad he’s ok and I hope he’s happy

I wanna message specific people but I don’t want to bother anyone or force them to be around me

Getting food which ig is good,, i wanna try to post more yan or darling related posts again bc i miss people interacting with my account,, i want mutuals on yan tumblr and jirai tumblr :(

Vent post,,

Pictures of some of my favorite outfits this week that no one asked for..

Thanks,, that means a lot

I really struggle with looking out for myself and just not letting others overstep my boundaries for their own benefit or happiness but,, I want to try and get that under control and do better

So thank you

The immense guilt I feel from relapsing <<<<

I'm doing ok at the moment, sorry for replying so late, dear star. I've been rather busy with end of the year work and dealing with other stuff,, but I'm well enough at the moment. What about you ? Anything planned for today ? I have to go grocery shopping.. I keep forgetting to buy milk and other things /yap

Thanks for stopping by,, I really appreciate it, our conversations are nice distractions for me, and I often look forward to them

Hello ! ^_^

I do apologize for my absence, how are you little star ? I hope you're well

I just simply adore people who do not read my intro and ignore the fact that I am not at all looking at the moment and I'm rather uncomfortable with others seeking me out in such a way right now. How lovely ! ^_^ /sarc

In all seriousness,, I'd rather someone not interact with my account at all than come off so strongly,, not to mention overstep boundaries I have in order to keep me safe and comfortable.. Perhaps it was wrong of me to put someone on blast in such a way, but I am not at all in a good mood and haven't been in one for quite some time. Do I really need to highlight certain parts of my intro and point out the obvious in order to prevent this from happening any further ? Goodness gracious...

It's true, I do not know-- but to say I don't care would be a misconception. Especially if the memory of me plagues you. I do not know who you are, but I hope you're well. Sorry for such a late response, I've not been well recently,, a lot of things happened which have very much negatively impacted me and I've been on a semi-hiatus.

Whomever you are, I hope you can find peace