Doll

There's something nirvanic about the feeling of watching them beg for something they want so desperately— so needy for— and seeing their pleasure hinge on your decision and your decision alone. Watching them squirm and whimper away when you tell them no. Watching their thighs twitch, drenched from their own neediness, holding back their own pleasure just because you said so. Seeing how powerful your word is, that your commands are law for them.

Being able to selfishly indulge myself after a long day of being kind and considerate of others by telling my sub they're not going to cum tonight because that'll make me cum harder. That I'm the only one who gets to use their body to cum. That they're going to be a shaky, twitchy mess of a cumdump by the time I'm done with them. Full of loads from giving me better orgasms but not full of any of their own.

How every orgasm they give me while they wait for my permission to cum feels like pure, unfiltered love. Someone loving me so much, wanting to see me happy so much, that they kneel and hump my boot while I mount their face until I cum down their throat as they quiver with need and squeeze their thighs together helplessly. Making them thank me afterwards for denying them so I could cum harder.

The emotional intensity and ego high of knowing this extra pleasure comes specifically at my partner's expense. I already love making them suffer for my amusement, this is just the disparity of power in our relationship laid humiliatingly bare for us to see. It makes my balls swell up with pride and cock burst with love.

They're just there for us to use for our own pleasure. maybe we have em kiss each other while we all jerk ourselves off watching. or two of us spit roast one of them while the other one gets roughly fucked over a studs lap. hmmm or two butches kissing while a femme sucks each of them off.

all of us lined up to fuck each femme. each cock/strap dumps a load before pulling out and another one taking its place. and some finger the poor femmes' already wrecked holes to oblivion instead.

“You’re getting so close baby..I need you to cum for me now, show me why you begged so much for this” Sitting next to her with a vibrator between her legs, looking down on her until she can’t hold it anymore “You did so well baby, you’re such a good girl I’m so proud of you..Look at how much your pussy is throbbing, isn’t that cute?” But her relieved face changes when I don’t take the vibrator off her clit

“Awwh..it hurts? I know, angel, I know it hurts. But you begged to cum so much, I can’t stop now no matter how much you beg me to..” She tries to close her legs but I keep them spread out, kissing her forehead and whispering “It’s okay baby, it’s okay. You’re going to keep taking it for me now, and I need you to get close again sweetheart. You’re going to be good for me, won’t you?”

Tears falling down her cheeks, her whimpers getting louder, grabbing onto the bedsheets and nodding with her head “That’s my good girl..I know you enjoy this deep down, baby. I know you love it even if it hurts. Then say it, thank me for doing this to you. Thank me for forcing you to cum again. Use your words sweetheart and say it..”

Shuttering and struggling to say coherent words, tearing up and whining like the pretty little girl she is. Making me turn up the setting to get her closer “You’re going to cum again now, love. You want to make me proud, don’t you? Then get close right now because I need you to make a fucking mess for me..” her legs shaking, her clit now swollen and sore. Coming no matter how sensitive she is

then pressing a vibe to their swollen, oversensitive clit and turning it on, watching my cute little pet whine and squirm, tears running down their face as their cunt starts to leak against the vibe despite the discomfort

playing with them while they wriggle on the vibe—kissing the tears on their cheeks, licking and sucking at their nipples, bringing them right to the edge and then pulling away entirely, leaving them moaning

sometimes i fantasize about being a porn star super popular with butches. run an onlyfans or a pornhub page or something, and all of my top buyers would be butches. they'd comment on how cute my whimpers are, how grabbable my hips and breasts look, and fill the comments and my messages with all the filthy fantasies they have about me.

maybe one day i'd have one fuck me on cam. force all my followers to watch me stay on my knees like a good girl and swallow proper butch cock like i'm meant to, make sweet little noises as she fucks my throat. let tears make my mascara run and smudge my lipgloss around the base of their cock in little pink rings. the comments would be so damn good... "god, i wish her mouth was around my cock," or "she looks so cute drooling on her tits like that."

i'd let the butch pick how to fuck me afterwards. maybe she'd want me in missionary so the camera could pick up the way my eyes watered at getting filled up, the way that she'd whisper sweet nothings to me while wrapping her hand around my throat.

maybe she'd want doggy style instead-- want to see the way my ass bounces as she fucks into my cunt like she's trying to breed it, to claim it as her own property. the camera could pick up the way she could slap my ass and make me yelp and whine like a little bitch in heat.