It has been a while. I decided that to help me become more positively focused I would write again. From my head and mostly my heart. I have also started a journal project that will be a visual reminder of what and who I really am 🙂
I was recently given words that are “labels” to describe what is wrong with me…
I had a very painful and definitely negative reaction. I also had tears of release. To admit and know there is actually something wrong with me. Yes, it’s to do with my head…its real and it has been destructive, humiliating and at times very controlling.
I have never ever admitted to being perfect. I know I constantly seek approval from others. We’ll get to that later…. I have never been a competitive person (until University last year).
I have become more aware of how I have allowed negative reactions and negative reflections to control me and made me totally forget that here is actually more “good” than bad”.
Onward, maybe upwards (travel) and most definitely smiling.
My new Journey … has begun….again It has been a while. I decided that to help me become more positively focused I would write again.
