Ghost Girl

I know that might seem dumb

But I feel like a more fully realized version of myself

And I’m ready to try again

Because I really do want my life to be beautiful

I don’t want to be self sabotaging

I’ve also been really hyperfixated on parrots recently

I need one

I just want to share my love with something small

And parrots can talk

And give kisses

And my heart just feels so full

So I went to a parrot shop

And I hung out with parrots for a while by myself

One climbed onto my fingers

Then climbed up my arm to my shoulder

I felt so blessed, chosen, parrot whisperer lol

I’m 7 months clean off of drugs now

And it’s fucking hard

To be honest it just feels like a bad breakup

And I’ve been through that pain

I will keep fighting through that pain