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Nodding her head slowly, Chloe could understand where Sarahii was coming from. For as long as she knew Sarahii, she always had issues with her parents and their inability to come to the states, and Chloe felt bad about it. Taking the last few bites out of her meal, Chloe grabbed her napkin and began to clean the corner of her lips. “I understand. The next time you speak to her, send my love!” Finishing up, she leaned back in her seat to take a deep breath and wipe her hands clean of any excess food or grease. Furrowing her eyebrows together, she shook her head. “Mexico? Doesn’t he understand that there’s way more opportunities for jobs and better life here? I mean, yeah, Trump is a piece of shit, but other than that. If anything, he should be supporting your dreams. I mean, you’re doing well in my eyes, so I don’t understand.” Shrugging her shoulders, she glanced down at her phone as she smiled at her lock screen. Quickly realizing how selfish her thoughts had been for the past few hours wile with Sarahii, a rush of guilt fell over Chloe’s slightly tipsy conscious. “Uh, Sar, I’m sorry, but I can’t do this. I need to go home, now. I’ll text you and we can catch up some other time, yeah?” she stressed, quickly grabbing her purse and digging in it to throw a twenty onto the table before getting up and leaning over, planting a soft peck against Sarahii’s cheek before mumbling her goodbyes and calling an Uber, heading out of the door expeditiously. 

i’ll definitely be there. why can’t i? i’m your big sister, i have to make sure you’re safe back there. i don’t want anything happen to my little mattypoo!!

The more she sat there and had time to think about it, the more guilty she felt about the entire situation. She knew that nothing positive would come from her relapsing, but at the same time, she had so much on her mind that she knew having something to release her from all of it was what she truly desired. Thinking back to her previous conversation with Maverick before she left, Chloe sighed before shaking her head. Free product did sound really enticing, though... “I don’t know... Sar. My body is saying yes, but my mind and heart wants to say no.” Licking her lips, Chloe grabbed her fork and began to dig into the food that was in front of her. As much as she tried to shake off the desire that she had, she just couldn’t and they both knew that. Picking up her glass of her margarita, she took a couple sips of it before returning back to her food. ‘How’s your family doing?” she asked, removing the attention from herself and onto Sarahii.

ooo, i’m in there like swimwear. when’s the next game? i also want my own personal jersey, if you’re apart of the team, then so am i. we’re a package deal.

Tilting her head back, consumed by her own thoughts, Chloe simply nodded her head at Sarahii’s comment about the tequila, knowing that they were definitely going to need it. A small frown presented itself onto Chloe’s face as Sarahiii took her hand, before she sighed and sat up straight. “I know I don’t, but I really feel like he’s the one. And I know it’s stupid because I’m thinking so far ahead or whatever, but I really do feel that way. And if having a child is what he really wants, then I feel like I have to support him and want that too.. I don’t know, maybe you’re right,” she shrugged. As the waiter came back with the bottle of tequila, their drinks, and food, Chloe wasted no time popping the bottle open and tilting her head back, taking her first swig of it before placing it onto the table. As Sarahii mentioned providing something to take Chloe’s mind off everything, she couldn’t help but nibble on her bottom lip as her mind began to wander. She knew that she said that she was going to stop with the drugs, but could she really say no? “Fuck, Sar. Why do you do this to me? I promised M— myself that I was going to stop, and I really was going to do it too...” she trailed off, knowing for sure that Sarahii always had any and everything she needed.