✨travela of other worlds✨

being neurodivergent and having a contentious relationship with your own discomfort will have you in your thirties having basic ass baby revelations like "oh, I feel bad when I'm going to do a thing that causes me pain. and I feel more calm when I'm not in pain or about to experience pain."

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

I really like dont get it. I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it I dont get it

“but if i communicate it perfectly then they will understand me” WRONG 10,000 years of suffering

dehumanization as horror is great and all but what about humanization as horror. Being forced into a role that was not made for you. Being forced to fulfill expectations that you can never achieve. Being made to exist in a society that so cruelly expects you to act in a way that is against your nature.

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dress up is one of the most important pillars of gameplay that is often ignored by game developers to disasterous results

I have a headache because I'm a bad person