holy shit i just got back into this account after 4 years thats crazy
in the four years since i abandoned this blog ive changed my name and pronouns, come out as trans, started and stopped therapy like three times, graduated from high school and college, dropped out of and gone back to university, fallen out with my best friend from the time i ran this blog and then reconnected with him, moved out then back home then out again. like shit, nothing is a bigger indicator of change in my life than looking at this collection of my weird teen ramblings
it makes me just a little sad to come back here and see how quiet my dash is. after four years i just really wonder how the friends i had on here are doing, if they’re okay, what their lives are like how and if they’re happier than they were then















