frustration crawled up her throat. they have long diverged on their awe toward dragons. a by-product of her youth without them compared to vaeron. she rarely wished for them to exist anywhere except inside her dreams. but vaeron --- seven, how better he looked. like the burdens of the crown could be forgotten, for just a moment, hoping to ride the dragon and feel the wind on his face.
"i am not asking you to decide it lightly." daera pressed her lips together, careful in her next choice of words. "but under the hand of one with valyrian blood, vaeron, they will always be more weapon than creature. beings who once soared with no master, no guide, yes, and they lived and breathed just as the animals we care for do. but tell me, what were they used for when under our hands?" a gritting of teeth, a rush of breath. "it is difficult for most to view them past the fear, ruin, and fire because our family thought their greatness was ours to wield."
she rubbed at her forehead, turning her back to her brother. "you say you know what father believed," she began softly. "but you weren't there, vaeron. during the last year of father's life. it was more than just belief. no one else but me witnessed his --- his deterioration."
try as she might, tears still brimmed. nearly a decade later, and she couldn't shake the image of aegon, clutching his skull, wailing for sunfyre to stop. as if a dragon would listen to anyone other than its bonded. as if the flames would wilt under his command. daenaera's death rattled the family, but none more than their father. grief stole the little softness he possessed; his dreams wrecked his mind in ways that left daera sobbing herself.
a shaky breath. "do you know what plagued him before you returned home?" finally, she faced her brother once more, eyes glassy, but with no tears falling. "that dragons would return to the skies. that for all he did for the realm to prevent another devastating dance of dragons, it would all unravel."
the unspoken lingered: that it would unravel because of you. but vaeron hadn't. the starks and their shared valyrian blood started this descent. and yet, vaeron could end this wildfire of change. he could extinguish the spark before it caught.
but as daera stared at vaeron, dread sloshed through her veins, an ugly, slow defeat. he would do none of it. not when wonder danced in his gaze whenever he thought of a living, breathing dragon.
so she stepped forward, crossing her arms as she did, forcing her shoulders back and head up. emulating not just lewys in the hand's wisdom, but aegon, the decisive strike before the end ruined him.
"if you take the dragon from them, then all you can do is study it. we must expect it has chosen a rider by now, and it won't accept any targaryen. so we learn what we can. but it will only be brief if its heart belongs to a stark." lavender eyes burned, ever steady as she didn't relent. "then save the realm by killing her, vaeron. vanquish this power and remove it as an option."
carefully, she unfolded her arms and placed a hand on her brother's chest. a gentle press, right above his heart. "a good king balances emotion and logic. but a great king does what is best for the realm he serves. and that will always outbalance emotion. it will always come at a cost most painful for you."