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Every time I think I found some joy it gets taken away
What did I do so wrong

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Im sorry all of this has broken my wings. I canât be forsaken any more. Maybe Iâm just crazy but I feel forgotten by god and spat on by Lucifer the ex angle who was the bringer of light he too casted from heaven. I, a watcher, escaped the bonds that the holy creator himself forged but donât even know how one of the forgotten escaped such a prison that was made by the Devine
The fall from grace and destruction
The tattoo hide the scars so well no one could see his secrets
Like many before he had lost favor with god and was casted from heaven. His white wings scorch to black ones of the demons he was forced to join.
Once thrown from the comfort of heaven he had been condemned to the cold emptiness of hell.
Hell isnt like the vision painted by humans. No fire, no brimstone, no screams of the damned. Itâs a place of cold and emptiness. The voices of the tormented silenced a bitter cold cut both the flesh and the spirts. Isolation. Itâs the torture of being unloved and unwanted. This was now his home. At least for now.
He now was an angel of hell a demon but there had been a mistake. God had scorched his wings and body but some how his heart hadnât. It still shown with the spark of creation. This would also be his down fall and banishment from hell.
In the cold of hell fanned by the wings of other demons, they too cast from heaven for what god believed as crimes , he could hear the soft whisper of the damned. He heard the cries of the alone and forgotten. Cold and silent all of them reach out for a hand that was there.
He felt the pain of being cut off from love he knew the feel well his own creator had learned to hate him like all the other that would do the same.
Most donât realize one can sin in hell.
The sin of sin in hell was kindness and that was his sin. He had reach out and held the hand of one of the damned.
Then once again cast out of the under world to walk the earth forsaken but both the Heavenly Father and the prince of darkness.
His black bat like wings ripped from him. Scares so deep not much would hide the shame.
He was cursed to walk with man but his hell was much worse than the cold and forgotten his was to love without limits to want and desire but never to get it in return. To bare witness of his heart just to be told heâs not enough unlovable, unwanted, and never to be seen for who he was a being of unending love. Forgotten by both god and the devil and by the humans. Just truly alone and unwanted
An ex angle turned demon not good enough for either place and forsaken but human he carried a pain that never was to be taken from him.
Forced into acts of kindness and beaten by the response. Never enough or just too much.
Even with every lose or the pieces left behind he was driven to keep trying. Every time it ended the same he was never enough.and finds out he was never wanted. Never believe the words believe their actions. It didnât matter he was the one to carry the pain. The other just went on to love someone better than he would ever be.
I have spent my whole life unlove and unwanted.
I know some will reach out please donât you dont know the monster that is me and donât be fooled I really am that beast that hides under the bed
I never let my name ever cross your lips again even that is too close to being near you.

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by Daniele Valeriani
I think the monster under my bed loved me more than you ever did.
-Makenzie Hipple
What angels are apparently supposed to look like.
They had 6 wings, covered with eyes on the wings. And had two eyes on their face, but used 2 wings to cover their face at all times because if a mortal ever saw their face they would die.
 The bible mentions multiple faces, being covered in eyeballs, constant singing, lion heads etc.
 Besides being described as beasts and monsters, theyâre practically brainless drones. Heavenly angels are only one step removed from demons. The only difference is demons fell from heaven because they chose to follow Lucifer, who was an angel (angel of music and one of godâs favorites). So they are these eyeball covered animal mashed up monsters who were only created to worship for eternity (part of humanities creation was so that something would choose to love god, not just worship him because they were created to).
Angels fall into a lot of new age and conspiracy beliefs.We were taught that the supernatural realms went in the order of Heaven, Hell, then Earth. So when the angels fell from heaven with Lucifer, some fell through hell and landed on Earth. We were taught they intermarried with early humans and created giants and taught witch craft to women.
 Theyâre abominations, theyâre alien, theyâre beyond us. Theyâre creatures that biology as we know it does not apply to. Often they do not love mankind, they love God and God alone.
Itâs hard to remember that very demon was once an angle.
Sad but true

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âI Canât Make You Love Meâ by Bonnie Raitt
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âAnd I want to know that fifty years from now,
When youâre in a hospital room getting ready to die,
When visiting hours are for family members only,
I want to know theyâll let me in.â
-From âI Do,â by Andrea Gibson
âIâd cut my soul into a million different pieces just to form a constellation to light your way home. Iâd write love poems to the parts of yourself you canât stand. Iâd stand in the shadows of your heart and tell you Iâm not afraid of your dark.â
â Andrea Gibson (via we-the-dreamers)
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âGhostsâ by Laura Marling
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