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i did have a muse name im julie and she was a qt other than that i think my singleship muses are my fav for obvs reasons but i hope i can make new muses i will grow to love lol this is probably eons old of a question

“its  alright,”  she  quietly  nods  with  a  slight  smile  as  he  apologized.  the  question  was  a  shot  in  the  dark.  she  honestly  didn’t  have  plans  on  being  on  speaking  terms  with  him.  she  wasn’t  sure  how  to  navigate  that  and  was  honestly  too  afraid  to  initiate  something  of  that  sort.  at  least  it  was  something  she  knew  she  wouldn’t  be  able  to  do  sober  so  maybe  she  was  lucky  that  the  set  up  happen  to  stop  her  from  any  embarrassment.  her  eyes  widened  for  a  moment  when  he  asked  if  he  wanted  to  join  her.  she  wanted  to  but  didn’t  quite  expect  him  to  say  yes.  she  thought  they  maybe  this  would  be  the  time  where  they  parted  ways  from  one  another.  “sure,  i  would  like  that.”  she  nodded  her  head  and  follows  him.  “i’m  starving  too  -  luckily  i  trust  your  recommendations.”  she  wasn’t  sure  what  to  expect.  she  knew  that  they  had  things  to  talk  through  but  she  also  would  be  okay  if  they  didn’t.  she  was  just  moreso  happy  that  they  were  able  to  stand  a  minutes  together  without  any  arguments  happening. 

truth  was  that  sometimes  he  was  so  in  his  own  head  that  he  couldn’t  tell  when  he  was  in  the  wrong.  it  was  something  he  was  working  on  but  it  was  easy  for  him  to  be  blinded.  there’s  just  times  where  he  was  good  at  holding  back  in  fear  that  things  might  turn  into  a  big  fight.  “yeah...”  he  sighed  biting  his  tongue  not  wanting  to  pick  at  the  fight  further.  “sorry.”  he  nodded  looking  away  from  her  for  a  moment  as  he  tried  to  compose  himself.  sometimes  he  thinks  that  their  relationship  was  going  well  but  then  the  speed  bumps  were  there  for  them.  “i’m  just  trying  alright...  i  know  this  is  not  what  you  want  to  hear  from  me.  i’ll  let  you  be,  okay?  just  -  i  don't  know  let  me  know  when  you're  done  for  the  day.”  

"i  know  this  is  random..."  she  grins  presenting  the  tiny  paper  bag  containing  an  album  she  had  got  the  other.  "you  mentioned  something  the  other  day  and  i  just  thought  of  you."  -  @sweetamias​

he  knew  that  he  didn’t  deserve  the  last  drink  but  gave  into  peer  pressure.  jonah  was  quick  to  sober  up  once  he  had  turned  to  violence.  he  male  nodded,  face  scrunching  slightly  as  she  applied  pressure  onto  his  face.  “hopefully  that  was  my  first  and  last...  i  don’t  know  how  people  can  do  this.”    he  muttered  as  he  winced  due  to  the  freezing  ice  and  the  slight  pain  from  the  bruise.  jonah  gave  her  a  lazy  smile  then  chuckled  once  she  kissed  his  forehead.  he  takes  hold  of  the  ice  pack  with  one  hand  and  takes  her  hand  to  press  a  kiss  on  the  back  of  it.  “wait,  i  can  get  it  myself  -  its  fine.”  he  reassured  her  as  he  got  up  and  wrapped  his  one  arm  around  her  to  pull  her  into  a  hug.  “i  appreciate  it  though.”  

jonah   was   coming   down   from   all   the   adrenaline   rushing   through   his   body.   nothing   ached   until   he   stepped   food   into   her   place.   he   didn't   realize   his   face   was   in   rough   shape   until   he   glanced   at   his   refection   when   gayoon   scattered   to   get   ice.   "shit,"   he   muttered   under   his   breath.   he   settles   himslef   onto   and   runs   his   hand   through   his   air.   "i   didn't   intend   on   showing   up   like   this.      he   reached   out   of   the   frozen   bag   but   retracts   it   once   she   goes   on   to   hold   it   for   him.   he   winced   at   the   initial   shock   of   the   cold   bag   pressed   against   his   face.   "a   stupid   fight   at   the   bar   happened,   someone   just   thought   he   had   the   right   to   talk   to   my   friend   the   way   he   did."   he   explained.   "i   didn't   think   this   would   hurt   this   bad."   the   male   added   with   a   low   chuckle.

adjusting   to   a   work   and   life   balance   was   something   he   was   still   getting   a   grasp   of   but   once   their   child   was   in   the   picture,   he   felt   like   he   was   back   to   square   one.   he   was   confused   when   she   pushed   him   away.   it   took   him   a   moment   to   say   anything.   "okay   fine..."   he   replied,   "i   didn't   say   stop   working   completely.      i   can't   take   five   minutes   out   of   your   work   time?"   he   sighed   trying   to   not   blow   up   on   her.   the   last   thing   he   wants   is   to   ruin   her   day   by   saying   something   stupid.   she   did   need   to   meet   a   deadline   anyway.   "kaia,   i'm   just   trying...   had   this   been   the   other   way,   i   feel   like   you   would   be   pissed   at   me."    

smile   instantly   appears   on   her   face   once   she's   pulled   into   his   arms.   she   wraps   her   arms   around   him,   a   bright   laugh   leaves   her   lips.   it   doesn't   even   cross   her   mind   how   odd   it   must've   been   to   feel   someone   grab   your   hand   without   saying   a   thing.   "i   don't   know   i   wanted   to   surprise   you."   she   shrugged,   "maybe   keep   you   company   if   you   wanted   it   but   if   you   have   something   planned   or   something   that's   fine.   i   just   wanted   to   see   you."   

wandering   eyes   drift   at   the   screen   of   her   computer   for   a   moment.   there   wasn't   much   progress   and   from   the   last   time   he   had   visited.   he   knew   it   was   no   help   that   he   would   check   up   on   her   from   time   to   time   but   since   he   was   home   more   often,   apart   of   him   wanted   to   spend   time   with   her.   "sure   you   can."   he   replied   simply   noticing   her   stiff   up.   "you   need   a   break   othewise   you'll      feel   burnt   out."   he   stops   what   he   does   and   wraps   his   arms   around   her.   "c'mon   babe."   he   whisped   pressing   a   kiss   onto   the   top   of   her   head.      

it   sucked   how   the   restaurant   was   still   open   but   she   knew   it   was   a   busy   time   due   to   the   holidays.   she   roughly   had   an   idea   when   he   would   be   done   work   and   waited   outside   for   when   he   was   done   to   surprise   him.   she   sat   on   the   bench   outside   and   instantly   got   up   once   he   had   walked   past   her.   she   quickly   caught   up   almost   next   to   him   and   held   his   hand,   lacing   her   fingers   with   his.   "surprise!"   she   grinned   looking   up   at   him.   the   two   didn't   have   plans   ironed   out   for   the   holidays   but   she   didn't   want   him   to   spend   the   evening   alone.   -  @badbov​

a   dinner   at   the   pub   turned   into   a   fight   he   never   thought   he   would   parttake   in.   he   was   out   with   a   few   buddies   from   work   when   a   stranger   had   crossed   the   line.   a   simple   shove   to   push   the   stranger   away   from   his   friend   turned   into   a   bruised   face.   truth   was   he   wanted   to   cancel   on   gayoon,   but   he   couldn't   get   himself   to   do   it.   he   wanted   to   see   her   but   not   in   the   state   he   was   in.   he   cared   more   about   what   she   thought   than   his   own   workplace   where   he   has   to   be   seen   on   camera.   "hey,   its   nothing."   he   ressured   her   although   the   bruising   told   a   different   story.   -   @badbov​

he looked over at her and shook his head. he knew the two were constantly bickering with one another like they were still together - like they had a reason to be like this. sungjae shook his head and shrugged his shoulder. “i don’t mind driving, it enjoy it. i want to make sure you get home safely. no one walks to walk or take the subway home with all this downpour.” his offer was firm, in a way he hopes that sunmi takes it. “when are you done your shift?”