βstanding in the supermarket shelves full of feelings at the same time spend in our minds : I really want these chips, the chocolate and the candy, I will purge after like I hadnt eaten but is what I really want ? no I will not resist i cant resist this urge today is the perfect day no one is at home I can eat in front of TV make me vomit and spinning under my bed take a nap it will be great! but do I really want to eat all that? I will feel heavy after even if I throw up my belly will be round and I will be so tired after, and i feel so much beautiful w nothing in my stomach i feel so strong, i love this feeling of emptiness but at the same time i love feeling all this food in my mouth, all the different flavours its incredible eating pasta w so much oil and after chips and two ground beef and a home made cake with chocolate, chips, maybe ice cream too? Im not found of rice but why not? Everything is good with oil ! β i can stand 20minutes like this thinking if i should binge or not
Its insane, you cant imagine how hard it is to be like this, its hard to talk in an other language then french but⦠i cant, we cant Wanted to be full and empty at the same time
