M’s Diary

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𓊈Intro post ⋆˚꩜.ᐟ𓊉

Hi everyone!!!! 🪱🦷

23 |♀| she/her | androgynous | alt

I love to dress in goth. I also love to pretend I'm an angel (not necessarily a 'wholesome' one ;)), vampire, alien, or feral creature. Not exclusively for fetish, but it can DEF tie into it.

I made a blog to share this fet that makes me uncontrollably h0rny cuz sharing makes it so much more fun!!!!😋

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𓊈Kinks𓊉

This blog is mainly for hunger(my largest fetish). But I’m also into:

✮ sadomasochism, power play, and primal play

✮ water inflation (or alcohol… I’m crazy like that)

✮ intox (specifically alcohol, weed, DPH and DXM)

✮ weight loss (thru fasting/restricting)

✮ mild vore

but not the kind where you swallow someone whole… like, I deadass wanna take a bite out of you… like, cannibalism… can u even call it vore?? Lmk if there is a better term😭

✮ Blood.

✮ Emotional edge play

✮ auto sexuality (yes I get turned on by myself yes I wanna fuck myself)

✮ CNC

✮ domme/sub, sugar momma, daddy/mommy kink and little/bottom type shit

✮ raceplay

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But lemme be clear: I am NOT pro ana. NOT pro sh. Just… really 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂, okay? I do this stuff purely bc I genuinely get unfathomably turned on by it; not to promote illness or struggle. I have boundaries, aftercare, and stay healthy—as should you. Just like in BDSM!

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𓊈DNI if...𓊉

- You’re racist (I am a COLORED PERSON),

- anti-LGBT,

- looking for thinspo,

- underage…

just any of that stuff.

I’ll cook you if u try me😹

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My presence will also be inconsistent but I’ll always be looming

Hopefully my shit don’t get shut down 😓

Links:

It did few of them loud deep rumbles that could fill the whole room earlier

It keeps gurgling and growling, won’t shut up

I’m starving🤤

She was like “OMG IM STARVING” because she may or may not had passed out from not eating recently due to being insanely busy and having a crazy day

She got up and lifted her shirt and said smthg like “my stomach’s growling so much!”

It was videographed like a video game

When I woke up, I felt hunger in my stomach from last night and i was like “oh… that’s why I had that dream”

Now I kind of wanna go hungry or whatever today lollll

I had my first good-ish orgasm in a while tho, i started moaning loudly

I jerked off for like an hour… usually my jork sessions are like 15 mins max??

Im fucking exhausted now tho

Omg im so gladdd🥰 see this is why oversharing on the internet is important

And well, i’ve hardly ever had a partner in my life in the first place, so i’ve never told them

BUT… I have told a couple of people i’ve “dated” recently.

It doesn’t have to be a huge revelation. I just say it in a very specific way. Like… I told a guy once “I have a restriction fetish/kink.” He didn’t quite get it. Didn’t need to. (He still wanted me… ofc😭)

I’ve also told my bestie about it in a couple different ways! Like, the other day, i said “being hungry makes me really fucking horny.” She’s just like oh okay LOL (she also has a lot of kinks/fetishes so she gets it)

People may react better than you think, depending on how you say it. Like, I’ll even chalk it up as “masochism” and be like “oh im a sadomasochist” well, cuz… technically my hunger kink can fit in that category😭 people tend to understand ‘masochism’ better than ‘niche hunger kink’.

I’m finally getting out of bed or something at 2pm and I need to shower

So I go shower and I haven’t eaten in a long time and my stomach is just like, touching my fucking back

It feels like a gravitational pull in my little belly bc i haven’t eaten in a while

And jt grumbles as i enjoy my hot shower

I specifically want that really sunken feeling in my belly, and I wanna see it all shriveled

I want that empty feeling

And one of the fiancees had a reallyyy flat tummy and it kept growling from hunger, like she was so sunken

Sometimes she would lift her hoodie and we could see her stomach, like that shit looked like a cave, and her leggings were loose around ber tummy

I need to uh… visualize smthg rq

It wasn’t even about hunger necessarily, but i remember i had a crazy day

Then came home (wasnt my house tho??) Laid back, pulled my shirt up, looked at my belly. It was tatted and very full/soft. Full of slushy

Was very primal for some reason

(My mouth had just finished bleeding profusely in the bathroom sink w teeth falling out but we will not address that part of the dream)