IM NOT CRINGE YOU ARE @disabledorphan - Tumblr Blog

⭑.ᐟ this blog is for me to read about writing, fandom, geography, language learning, psychology, & especially disability. i dont necessarily want followers or mutuals‼️

⭑.ᐟ im disabled physically & otherwise. i was diagnosed after hospitalization & can't afford to get comorbidities evaluated. now i cost even more to be kept alive than before! yay!

⭑.ᐟ i was orphaned as a kid, entered foster care, and orphaned again two years ago as an adult. i write about death & trauma & CPTSD & poverty a lot as a result. i tag as .vent and i do post about it frequently enough.

⭑.ᐟ i don't post NSFW but occasionally reblog artistic nudity.

⭑.ᐟ i dont answer DMs!

⭑.ᐟ я изучаю русский язык для семьи!

⭐️ i reblog posts from disabled people with the tag "disabled experiences"- this is not me trying to use anyone as a free diversity resource because one person can't represent an entire disability. i just like to learn about other disabled lives

⭐️ if i reblog your post with tags you don't like just send an ask about it, ill delete

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There's something about lazily studying Mandarin Chinese that's made language learning seem far more approachable. It would be cool to be fluent one day, but I've always been clear with myself that I don't have an actual goal with this besides maintaining a streak in my language app for a certain amount of days. I can quit whenever I want, which is remarkably good at making me not quit. Sometimes I have days where I study Chinese for hours because I'm having a good time, but mostly I'm lazily plucking at this language for sometimes literally a one minute a day. After a year of doing that, even though Chinese is so difficult and different from English, it turns out I can still get from knowing absolutely nothing to knowing slightly more than nothing in a pretty short period. An incredible jump in knowledge with not that much work. In fact, the gap between English and Chinese is so vast that microscopic progress feels incredible. When I have to write out literally any pinyin by memory, and I get 75% of the letters and none of the tones correct, I feel like a genius. Today I almost spelled 音乐会/yīnyuèhuì correctly on my first try, and I wanted to call everyone over to see how I effortlessly nailed two-thirds of it.

It's much more encouraging than any of the "easier" languages I've studied. My primary emotion when studying Spanish was embarrassment that I was still so bad at Spanish. Meanwhile, now I'm like, "If I can suck at Chinese, I can suck at anything," which is very inspirational because doing something really, really badly means that you are in fact doing it. I saw an ad for Hebrew language learning course and had the realization that I could probably get really, really, really, really bad at Hebrew in what, a couple months? The thought made me very excited. I could get horrendous at any language in a couple months. I could get horrendous at anything. With a little time and not that much effort, I could nail two-thirds of shooting a basketball. The sky's the limit, but if you don't care about getting all the way up there, one inch off the ground can still be pretty impressive.

#.favorite #.language tag #no idea where my language tag went ok

my best advice to 18 year olds is to not even think about offspring for 20 more years

#biased but 18 year olds should not be having kids ever #i dont care what the context is #you are not raising that shit trust me

dionysian-mystery

Letter to Jane Williams from Mary Shelley / Unknown artist / The Elektra Complex by Joan Tierney / Art by Jesper Waldersten / The Rum Diary by Hunter S. Thompson / I dreamt november 2014 by Karolina Koryl / How We Fight For Our Lives by Saeed Jones

#.psych tag #.dissociation tag

i feel like i rely on adderall too much to stay present

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ACEs questionnaire way too specific

maemaybe

I don't know who my intended audience is here, so whoever needs to hear this, I am begging you to learn to participate in conversations that are about things you aren't interested in.

Part of socializing and having friends is being a good listener even when you don't actually give a shit about the subject.

Your are hurting other people's feelings when you bluntly respond with "Anyway..." and then change the topic.

It can not always be about your preferred topic.

You are being rude. Yes, even if you are neurodivergent. You can be both autistic and rude.

nocturne-fnaf

Thinking about sprout 🌱 sproutin lol and Cosmo enjoying the harvest, please don't listen to me smh.

#i love this sprout so much what the fuck #.sprout tag #.cosmo tag #.fruitcake tag #.fanart #.dandys world

i can't help but feel like my life circumstances have held me back from being a better artist than i am

#.vent

diesaur

my OC Tom, and in his spacesuit

#.art style ref #.nonhuman characters #.visuals study tag

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berlogauwu

WITCH

#.art style ref #.visuals study tag #.others ocs

gellytin

#god the way the vibe is captured in these drawings makes me scream #like this is what makes life worth living‼️‼️‼️‼️#.art style ref #.fanart #.sprout tag #.cosmo tag #.fruitcake tag #.favorite #this is just #i don't even have words but like your mind

dear god i hate being in a fandom full of childrennnn

dotcomgirrrl

legally dandy is not allowed to curse

#.main toons tag #.funny shit #.dandys world #.fanart #.comics

backflip-master

OOOUUUUU first post im nervous😳

#adore how silly he looks here #this is HANDS DOWN the silliest sprout skin!!!!!!!#.sprout tag #.dandys world #.fanart

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