autism

ID: portrait of a tan and white anthro belgian tervuren with rounded ears, long curly fur, and a wrinkled, gaunt face, wearing office clothes, a gold shield shaped pin on their tie, a red digital wristwatch, and multiple hospital bracelets. they are standing wrapped in monstera in a tangled forest of it, holding a lighter up to a leaf above them. they look disheveled and resigned. the background is a dark sunset. end ID

greg is a story about a pharmaceutical company that is going bankrupt and the CEO cuts corners to save it, causing a string of preventable tragedies within the company.

having been prevented from becoming a doctor, sasha maera is a disabled employee that has been with deschamps family pharmaceuticals since its conception, and despite their desire for a normal life, has been forced into racketeering by a narrative determined to typecast them as a bad guy.

greg is primarily about eugenics and systemic ableism, but handles a number of other topics related to disability, like capitalism, monetized healthcare, medical negligence and gaslighting, death, and media representation.

ID: gifs of an anthro dog oc, sasha, a thin shepherd with rounded ears, long fur, and hemifacial atrophy with facial paralysis. they are dressed in unkempt office clothes, with the blazer over their shoulders striped like a mobster's suit, with a TV behind them. the screen flashes through different disabled and visibly different antagonists and villains in movies and TV shows, going all the way back to 1910, with the latest being from 2025. there is a box framing the piece like another screen, which is recording. end ID

ID: a lyric comic using roland by interpol, featuring many anthro dog ocs but centering around one, sasha, who is visibly developmentally disabled.

"my best friend's a butcher, he has sixteen knives:" sasha's acquaintance jack loads and shoots his gun. the bullet is surrounded by a red four pointed star.

a blank page with the corpse and sasha's horrified face is shown. their dishwashing gloves are red, and the half of their face that is atrophied is red and bleeds downward.

"he carries them all over the town, at least he tries" shows jack lifting the corpse onto his shoulders.

"oh look, it stopped snowing": sasha looks up at the sky, and "it stopped snowing" is framed as if sasha is pointing this out themself, while jack carries the corpse on his shoulders behind them. jack is low opacity in the first shot, then sasha in the second.

"and my best friend's from poland, and um, he has a beard": sasha's acquaintance, johnny, is shown laughing as he pushes them off of a boat.

"but they caught him with his case in a public place, that is what we had feared": johnny is shot, and bleeds out on sasha's sofa as they try to save him.

"he severed segments, secretly you liked that?": sasha's friend, beatrice, blows smoke in their face, obscuring their eyes. a panel underneath that suggests beatrice has hurt them, but they've locked it up. the next panel shows sasha laughing with one of their bosses, dr. sutton. there is a bullet wound in her head. the next panel shows bloody gloves, presumably hers. and the next shows sasha, whose face is scribbled out, with jack and johnny, who both have bullet wounds. next to each panel, there is a lighthouse whose beam is changing direction.

"he always took the time to speak with me and i liked him for that": jack threatens johnny after he tried to drown sasha. jack's hands are red. beatrice puts a flower in sasha's fur and sasha flaps their hands. a golden eye comes out of their head, representing another part, who is suspicious of beatrice. sasha's eyes are also red, representing a specific part in control. like jack's, beatrice's hands are red. lastly, sasha sits on an exam table, talking to dr. sutton. there is a bullet wound in her head.

"he severed segments so secretly, you liked that": dr. sutton crouches in front of a door, one hand on a rolled up bloody rug, and the other on the doorknob. the room is too dark to see into, and she is looking over her shoulder. there is a bullet wound in her head. sasha's friend, morgan, is then shown putting his coat on, with a stab wound above his hip.

ID: digital art of a thin anthro shepherd dog with long, curly fur curled up on the ground. they have one hand on their head, dug into their fur, and the other clenching their chest. the outline of a stomach and intestines is visible in their body. on top of their chest there are two black holes, one of which is a bloody scribble, and a blood splatter over it, and nerve strikes in their stomach. they are trapped inside of a red tinted stomach with a narrowed esophagus, which is bright red. the background is black. end ID

ID: digital art of 2 anthro dogs, morgan and sasha. morgan is a short, fat black and white siberian husky with splotches over his eyes, a torn left ear, and facial paralysis, and sasha is a tall, thin shepherd with long tan and white fur and hemifacial atrophy with facial paralysis. sasha has one hand on morgan's face and is caressing his muzzle with the other. both look sad, but morgan has his eyes closed, and sasha is looking at him. they are both implied to be in the dark, but a gold light surrounds them. sasha is being engulfed by fire, and a gold tear falls from their eye. end ID

ID: digital art of 2 anthro dogs, sasha and morgan. sasha is a thin shepherd with long tan and white fur, rounded ears, and hemifacial atrophy with facial paralysis, and morgan is a fat black, grey, and white siberian husky with splotches over his eyes, a droopy left ear, and a silver wristwatch. both are lying in bed with their heads pressed together and their arms wrapped around each other. end ID

ID: two human characters, sasha and morgan. sasha is tall and thin with messy curly hair, facial paralysis, and hemifacial atrophy, wearing a lanyard and coat with office clothes, and morgan is short and fat with short curly hair that is combed to the side, with facial paralysis. he is wearing office clothes and a coat with a tie under the lapels. sasha is hunched down beside him, looking either anxious or guilty, while morgan loosely gestures at someone off screen. end ID

thank you!!!!

you picked questions that have really heavy answers but i'm going to try to cut a lot of it

43: What are common things your OC worries about?

some of these are still related to neglect but aren't as horrific as the stuff i think i should leave out, but, as a warning

having to rely on people who are unreliable- sasha has to ask if they need anything because they don't handle their own money and have no trusted person to do so, which deters them from asking at all, so they run out of essentials and have to either improvise or go without, and related to that, running out of catheters, because their PA will forget to order them and sasha doesn't know how to do it themself, infections and whether or not the antibiotics they're prescribed will work, issues with awareness and memory, if they have enough catheters when they go out to stay out for as long as they need to, whether or not they'll be able to stay out for as long as they need to, not being able to see when they're in public leading to them not knowing how to get where they're supposed to be going or where they are, potentially getting lost when they're by themself and having to ask someone to come help them, running out of pain medicine, sleep paralysis, they worry about the health and wellbeing of people and animals both, and death

and a lot of stuff related to CPTSD and neglect i'm not going into detail about because i feel like it's too much

46: Does your OC carry any guilt with them?

they feel guilty about leaving morgan, but feel also that it was necessary and are easily able to justify it to themself and theoretically to others. they know that it hurts people when you leave and avoid them and don't explain why, but can't creatively imagine what it would be like for the other person because they think that the only feelings the other person could have about it are resentment and worry. they feel guilty about needing regular outside support. they also have a lot of issue with, i don't know how to put it into "telling people about it" words, "people get hurt around me and all i can do is watch" and "people i am forced to be in proximity to hurt other people and i can't stop them because when i try they hurt me too". also, when they do understand what they're doing for marie, they generally feel guilty about doing it

i imagine nail clipping is a common fear like needles

which is why dremels are available

ID: digital art of 2 anthro dog ocs, morgan and sasha. morgan is a fat black and white siberian husky with splotches over his eyes, curly greying bangs, a droopy ear, and a silver wristwatch, and sasha is a thin shepherd with long, curly greying tan and white fur, rounded ears, and hemifacial atrophy. they are lying naked in morgan's bed, embracing, while sasha pushes morgan's bangs back with their fingers in a comforting gesture. lyrics to you and i by the monkees are written on the piece: "you and i have seen what time does, haven't we? in a year or maybe two we'll be gone and someone new will take our place. me and you and the rest of them too" end ID

ID: digital art of a fat anthro siberian husky with black and white fur, purple eyes, splotches over his eyes, curly greying bangs, and subtle facial paralysis, wearing all black office clothes, a coat with a tie under the lapels, and a silver wristwatch. he stands in a snowy parking lot with his hand raised to his face, frowning deeply. end ID

ID: digital art of 2 anthro dogs, sasha and morgan. sasha is a thin shepherd with curly tan and white fur, and hemifacial atrophy with facial paralysis and wrinkles, and morgan is a fat black and white siberian husky with splotches over his eyes, subtle facial paralysis, and reading glasses. they are both wearing black tie formal wear, in the middle of getting ready, sitting on sasha's bed while morgan brushes their cheek and neck fur. sasha looks nervous and morgan is concentrating, with his tongue poking out. end ID

ID:

1: closeup of a digital art piece featuring a thin tan and white anthro shepherd dog with facial paralysis and hemifacial atrophy, surrounded by a bloody ring that forms a clock, with the lyrics to mouthpiece by squalloscope written in and around it.

2: the same oc but older, with longer fur. their nose is splattered with blood, and their face is speckled with broken blood vessels. there is an hourglass behind their head. end ID

i learned it from the television