Dirty Bator Addict

Hard to know. It probably started when I was around 19 and cottaged a lot (hunting for sex in public toilets for any non-English readers!). They were often a bit dirty and often stank of piss. There were glory holes with cum around them which got smelly after a while. Together they had good associations with horny sex.

About 15 years later I picked up a man cruising outdoors and when I was on top of him outdoors he asked if I’d piss on him. I was taken aback and thought it was weird but he was keen so I thought “Why not?”. Once I’d started spraying my piss over him I got completely into it and just got more and more into it - drinking, getting covered and tying it up with the stink of those toilets I suppose.

One of the main connecting themes I suppose is that apart from my late teens, I’ve never been one for artificial flavours or scents so I liked everything natural - flowers, real food, wine, the smells of undergrowth and damp earth I’ve always found very attractive and, in the right conditions, very arousing. I’ve always loved the wildness of the natural world and humanity is an animal in that landscape. It goes to say that I like men to smell of themselves to and the stronger the better. This also ties in with the body hair too I reckon - the smell, spunk, hairy body, piss, shaggy, unkempt, the earth, outdoor sex. I find the natural naturally arousing. We are animals at heart underneath all this dressing up. Our obsession with hygiene and tidiness and the like seems a denial of our essential animal nature and I prefer to celebrate that at the same time as appreciating the value of art, literature and culture generally. There needs to be balance but society has tipped way too far in running away from our base side (except in violence) in my view.

Focus on the penis.

Focus on the pleasure.

Nothing else matters except masturbation.

You’re doing everything you need to be doing to be a good horny masturbator boy.

Good horny masturbator boys play with their penis and if you want to be a good horny masturbator boy, you need to play with your penis.

That’s right, even you bad horny masturbator boys can be good horny masturbator boys by playing with your penis.

Take out your penis and do exactly what you need to do to become a good horny masturbator boi and PLAY WITH YOUR PENIS.Focus on the penis.Focus on the pleasure.Focus on the penis.Focus on the pleasure.

Nothing else matters except masturbation.

You’re doing everything you need to be doing to be a good horny masturbator boi.

Bad horny masturbator bois will try and scroll past this without playing with their penis, but not you, you’re a good horny masturbator boi, who’s reading this and playing with your penis.

Although, you’re kinda stupid. But that’s okay! Masturbation makes bois stupid, it’s a known fact. It feels so good to be stupid though.

 Penis makes you drool

Penis makes you babble 

Penis makes you watch porn, 

Penis makes you play with yourself 

And Penis turns you on even more which makes you masturbate until you’re even stoopidier. 

Focus on the penis.

Focus on the pleasure.

Nothing else matters except masturbation.

You’re doing everything you need to be doing to be a good horny stoopid masturbator boi.

Bad horny stoopid masturbation bois think too much and can’t get hard or make themselves feel good. But not you, you’re a good horny stoopid drooling masturbator boi and you masturbate a lot. You can’t help it, you’re addicted now cause of the pleasure. You’re addicted to your penis like a good boi.

Focus on the penis.

Focus on the pleasure.

Nothing else matters except masturbation.

You’re doing everything you need to be doing to be a good horny stoopid chronically addicted masturbator boi.

The new year is about rededicating yourself to the things that are important to you.  This new year, focus all of your energy on consuming more Porn and encouraging as many others as you can to take the step from simple Porn addiction to Porn worship.  It is understood that you have to maintain a job to survive, but outside of that, Porn should come before everything and everyone else.  Isolate yourself from your parents, or your wife and kids, break off any friendships you have (except with other Porn addicts) and spend the time you normally would have spent with them with Porn instead.

Look for opportunities to bask in Porn everywhere.  Take frequent bathroom breaks at work, and view Porn in the stall.  Masturbate while you are driving.  Sleep an hour less each night, and use that additional hour for Porn.  Get creative to get more Porn into your life.

Don’t simply look at Porn.  Worship it.  Give your mind, body and soul to Porn - utterly and completely.  Embrace Porn’s power over you, acknowledge Porn’s glory and holiness.  Porn is the *only* God, the *only* source of pleasure and happiness.  We honor Porn’s holiness through masturbation, and so we need to masturbate every moment of every day that it is possible.  If you are not masturbating at least 5-hours a day, set goals for yourself to get there.

I’m at the point where all I think about is cock and how I’m going to masturbate. I walk around in a permanent cock haze. I almost never leave the house and I hardly ever wear clothes any more. Even when I’m not masturbating, I fondle and grope myself almost constantly. My hands and my penis are always greasy and my pits are always ripe. I look at penis porn all the time and try to plan my day around at least one two to three hour goon session. If I’m extra horny, or if I’m on a goon binge, I’ll masturbate two or three times a day, every day, sometimes for weeks on end.

I know I can’t stop doing it. In fact, I’m actively encouraging my masturbation addiction every chance I get. It makes me so horny just thinking about being addicted to masturbation that I want to do it even more. I just want to become more and more addicted. I want to get to the point where really all I do is jerk my big dong around. I listen to audio encouragement and penis brainwashing jerk-off music. I get off on guys telling me how much of a fucking jerk-off I am, that I’m a hopelessly addicted dong milking goontard and that my addiction is only going to get worse and worse.