[ID: A sketchy digital drawing of Hanzawa Masato from Sasaki to Miyano. He is standing with his back towards the viewer, turning his head to look up at the camera. He's standing knee-deep in a flowing river and has sunburns on his neck, arms, and face. Blood pours out of his back, staining his shirt and diluting into the river below. One version uses blue lines with red blood while the other uses green lines and red blood. The artist's signature "sunnfish" is written in the water. /End ID]
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[ID: A digital drawing of Shirahama from Sasaki to Miyano. He is shown from the waist up, grimacing and looking to the side with a full-face blush. He is wearing a Hatsune Miku t-shirt, where shes smiling and posing cutely, with "ćæć" ("Miku") written under it. It's rendered with a sketchy style, using a limited color palette of dark red, red, light pink, blue, and dark blue, labeled "19." on the side. The artist's signature "sunnfish" is written near his shoulder. /End ID]
we're back with an entirely different style Dont worry about it . shirahama 1000% the kind of guy to wear anime girl graphic t-shirts
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Just read chapter 3 of the 2nd years novel for the first time and i remembered a post from like a year ago that i saw talking about the miso soup metaphore and the way tashiro makes intimacy for himself in his own home.
(I dont even think you made the post lol, i just came to you bc your the Hanzawa & Tashiro guy in my mind)
CONGRATULATIONS ON READING CHAPTER 3 OF SECOND YEARS NOVEL FOR THE FIRST TIME. also presumably the second years novel at large for the first time. it is sooooo good. I am actually so glad you came to me for this because it gives me the opportunity to highlight @sunnnfishās miso soup document post from last year that it turns out I apparently never reblogged. Iām sorry sunnfish. my dear friend sunnfish. it is such a good document post. and thereās a weird love mention in there too and everything :)
Iāve been just awful about posts and asks lately but I remember halfway recently I said something about tashiro being a surprisingly, astonishingly stoic guy. and I think that truth is related to the weird bubble of practical homeliness he creates for wholly himself with those cheap packets of miso. It really just was the craziest thing harusono shou couldāve said about tashiro. his folks ask him to get the expensive stuff but he just keeps making that soupā¦
in thematically appropriate fashion I feel really inclined to get into the relation between the effort it takes to make food and looking after oneself and looking after others and suspiciously adhd tendencies. in tashiroās case. but I just canāt get myself to do it. because of adhd tendencies in my case. so forget I said this but also donāt. great thank you. for the forgetful remembrance and also the ask on the whole
You can tell a lot about a person by entering their mind palace and encountering their greatest fears and darkest hopes in a labyrinth reflective of their subconscious thoughts.
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color palette 14 for your dead wife totsuka tatara whose name I had to go hunt down
color palette ask game !
[ID: A digital drawing of Tatara Totsuka from K Project. He's sitting at a bar, looking at the viewer while holding a glass in front of his eye and smiling. It's rendered with sketchy linework and a limited color palette of light pink, pink, red, dark red, and yellow, labeled "14." off to the side. It utilizes a dark red background, with Tatara popping out in brighter colors. The artist's signature "sunnfish" is written to the side. /End ID]
MY BEAUTIFUL DEAD WIFE TATARA TOTSUKAAAA... could kiss you dirtbrain thank you. my beautiful dead wife. the deadest wife to ever do it. everybody watch k project
bigichinosefan how do u feel about the recent hrkg chapter... ichinose giving me feelings. guy who imprinted on a game with the message to "move on" okayyyyyy bro..... I'm not seeing it.... (/silly)
āI donāt know how to move on,ā Ichinose said to the blank, unfeeling wall of his bedroom. HIS alarm had rung out a half-hour ago, clear tones, bell-like. Ichinose had dimmed the lights and felt enveloped in his presence. Then heād thought about the upcoming weeks, and graduation, and his heart hadnāt been able to settle itself, since.
ā violeta fantasy, by valdera (@aranarumei)
well, anon. first I am delighted to receive your ask and be recognized as a bigichinosefan. second I am delighted to be frequently right about everything. third I am compelled to shamelessly advertise violeta fantasy, which is an ichinose-centric fic all about that game. fourth, under the cut, a whole lot of thoughts on ichinose in this chapter:
have to start with that note, oh my... dorm manager leaving a specific note for ichinose. and giving him carte blanc on his food... that hits me right in my heart. it's such a natural extension of the whole setting alarms thing, like of course he'd still care about ichinose's health like this... I get why it'd be hard for ichinose to move on. but, like he says, he's got to graduate eventually! what a loaded choice of words. it grounds the whole thing in this idea of him as a student not being able to mature and move on. also of interesting note is ichinose saying that it can be cool to just... give your all, even if it's ultimately not affecting your final grades.
and I think all of this is very reflective of the tensions of his relationship with yanagimoto. ichinose likes him, likes him a lot, but it's also not going anywhere, and at this point it's certainly going to be harder and harder to stay in touchāhirano mentions that the dorm is pretty far away from his place, and ichinose says it's a good workout or not, but good for him or not, it's still effort, isn't it? it takes something out of you.
as you say, where is the "moving on"? ichinose is still here, for the time being. he said he'd spend 10 years in this. but he's also self-described himself as impatient, always rushing for the future. and I think his love of yanagimoto exists in this tension. knowing there is an end of it, wanting and yet not wanting to meet it... getting excited by silly things, like the character in his name... it makes you go red in the face with delight. it makes you hurt. it is so many complicated and conflicting things all at once.
I love ichinose because I have a deep love for love that is unrequited, because I think so much focus is put on that unfulfillment, and I think there is actually something very powerful to it, even when it is "incomplete". this is part of the reason why ichinose has to feature in my dating sim au. but the best way I can describe my feelings on this is actually by talking about the ending of violeta fantasy, so... spoilers!
what's it mean for a game to have the message of moving on, when ichinose clearly doesn't want to? well, I think that tension must exist within the game itself. so, within the game of violeta fantasy, ven is wracked with grief, and believes that being held to memory of his friends is useless, but... it isn't. it's wasted effort to try to bring them back, but it's never wasted effort to love them. it just doesn't mean nothing. it's important to move on, because you can't let it hold you back, but that doesn't mean discarding it, not at all. and I've never seen ichinose falter in his goals, yet. he loves love! of course he'll cherish it the best he can, while he has it. it's all there is to do...
(and, well... in 10 years, maybe he will drop it, or maybe it won't be unrequited, then...?)
bee emoji bumblebee honey bee Please autofill š I gave up and manually searched for it . your fake fic title kiri is āstandard deviationā
send me a fake fic ask from this post!
started laughing so hard after reading this ask. um. so. "standard deviation" was actually one of my prospective titles for runtime exception. obviously you couldn't have known that, but... props to you for picking a title that's very provably Me.
standard deviations are fun. it means something, statistically, but as a phrase it's quite oxymoronic... standard as normal, deviation as away from normal, but altogether it's kind of within expectations... lots to play with. now I like statistics. I think it's one of the more real-world applicable maths and think that most people would benefit from an introductory course on it. as for a fic... if we're playing with maths, sasaki is a pretty easy choice. so from there, since it's the indomitable @dirtbra1n asking me this, I'm bound to think about steps left, which is their term for a universe wherein things are just... slightly different. the key I'm focusing on here is that sasahira happens. it thematically works on the math end, and it's a "deviation" from the standard story we know, but also not that crazy of a departure, since that's the whole point of a step left... it's not too far a shift from the center.
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I like that kuresawa's looking right back at him here. guy who knows what's going on and is self-assured but sensitive about it.........................................the weird sasaki-kuresawa bond is kind of everything to me
really canāt emphasize enough how two consecutive nights of poor sleep and a long lasting inability to make food is enough to drive people for real crazy. I am of course fine but keep those other pitiful bastards in your thoughts
