* 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐘 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎 . lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.
𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .
❛ i want it to be , like , messy . ❜ ❛ i’m so insecure . ❜ ❛ i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you . ❜ ❛ they’d all be so disappointed . ❜ ❛ where’s my fucking teenage dream ? ❜ ❛ i don't stick up for myself . ❜ ❛ i'm anxious and nothing can help . ❜ ❛ i wish people liked me more . ❜ ❛ all i did was try my best . ❜ ❛ this the kind of thanks i get ? ❜ ❛ i wish i could disappear . ❜ ❛ god , it’s brutal out here . ❜ ❛ i feel like no one wants me . ❜ ❛ i only have two real friends . ❜
𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .
❛ i played dumb but i always knew . ❜ ❛ i kept quiet so i could keep you . ❜ ❛ ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜ ❛ you betrayed me . ❜ ❛ i know that you’ll never feel sorry . ❜ ❛ loved you at your worst but that didn’t matter . ❜ ❛ but you’re still a traitor . ❜ ❛ there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly . ❜ ❛ and you told me i was paranoid . ❜ ❛ i wish that you had thought this through before i went and fell in love with you . ❜
𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .
❛ i got my driver's license last week . ❜ ❛ she’s everything i’m insecure about . ❜ ❛ how could i ever love someone else ? ❜ ❛ i know we weren’t perfect but i’ve never felt this way for no one . ❜ ❛ i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that i’m gone . ❜ ❛ all my friends are tired of hearing how much i miss you . ❜ ❛ i kinda feel sorry for them . ❜ ❛ they’ll never know you the way that i do . ❜ ❛ i guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me . ❜ ❛ i still see your face in the white cars . ❜ ❛ can’t drive past the places we used to go to . ❜ ❛ i still fuckin’ love you . ❜ ❛ i still hear your voice in the traffic . ❜ ❛ you said forever . ❜ ❛ now i drive alone past your street . ❜
𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .
❛ i called you on the phone today . ❜ ❛ all i did was speak normally . ❜ ❛ somehow i still struck a nerve . ❜ ❛ you got me fucked up in the head . ❜ ❛ never doubted myself so much . ❜ ❛ like am i pretty ? ❜ ❛ i hate that i give you power over that kinda stuff . ❜ ❛ it’s always one step forward and three steps back . ❜ ❛ i’m the love of your life until i make you mad . ❜ ❛ do you love me , want me , hate me ? ❜ ❛ no, i don’t understand . ❜ ❛ maybe in some masochistic way i kind of find it all exciting . ❜ ❛ which lover will i get today ? ❜ ❛ will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜ ❛ did i say something wrong ? ❜ ❛ did i do something wrong ? ❜ ❛ maybe this is all your fault instead . ❜ ❛ i’d leave you, but the rollercoaster’s all i’ve ever had . ❜
𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .
❛ i bet she’s braggin’ to all her friends . ❜ ❛ so when you gonna tell her that we did that , too ? ❜ ❛ she thinks it’s special, but it’s all reused . ❜ ❛ do you call her , almost say my name ? ❜ ❛ that was our place . ❜ ❛ i found it first . ❜ ❛ do you get déjà vu ? ❜ ❛ let’s be honest , we kinda do sound the same . ❜ ❛ i hate to think that i was just your type . ❜ ❛ that was the show we talked about . ❜ ❛ don’t act like we didn’t do that shit , too . ❜ ❛ a different girl now, but there’s nothing new . ❜
𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .
❛ well , good for you . ❜ ❛ i guess you moved on really easily . ❜ ❛ remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜ ❛ you look happy and healthy . ❜ ❛ not me , if you ever cared to ask . ❜ ❛ you’re doin’ great out there without me . ❜ ❛ god , i wish that i could do that . ❜ ❛ i’ve lost my mind . ❜ ❛ i’ve spent the night cryin’ on the floor of my bathroom . ❜ ❛ you’re so unaffected . ❜ ❛ i really don’t get it . ❜ ❛ i guess you’re gettin’ everything you want . ❜ ❛ it’s like we never even happened . ❜ ❛ what the fuck is up with that ? ❜ ❛ it’s like you never even met me . ❜ ❛ remember when you swore to god i was the only person who ever got you ? ❜ ❛ you will never have to hurt the way you know that i do . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m too emotional . ❜ ❛ your apathy’s like a wound in salt . ❜ ❛ maybe you never cared at all . ❜
𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .
❛ ‘cause i thought you’d like me more . ❜ ❛ tried so hard to be everything that you liked . ❜ ❛ stupid , emotional , obsessive little me . ❜ ❛ i knew from the start this is exactly how you’d leave . ❜ ❛ the nеxt second, you were gone . ❜ ❛ you left me there crying . ❜ ❛ you always say i’m never satisfied . ❜ ❛ but i don’t think that’s true . ❜ ❛ all i ever wanted was to be enough for you . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m just not as interesting . ❜ ❛ you couldn’t have cared less about someone who loved you more . ❜ ❛ i’d say you broke my heart . ❜ ❛ but you broke much more than that . ❜ ❛ now i don’t want your sympathy . ❜ ❛ i just want myself back . ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded ? ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to think i deserve nothing ? ❜ ❛ don’t tell me you’re sorry . ❜ ❛ feel sorry for yourself . ❜ ❛ someday i’ll be everything to somebody else . ❜ ❛ you’ll be the one who’s crying . ❜ ❛ i don’t think anything could ever be enough for you . ❜
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .
❛ i thought my heart was detached . ❜ ❛ does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me . ❜ ❛ i’m selfish, i know . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy . ❜ ❛ but don’t be happier . ❜ ❛ an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean . ❜ ❛ now i’m pickin’ her apart . ❜ ❛ i wish you all the best , really . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier . ❜
𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .
❛ i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room . ❜ ❛ wish i didn’t care . ❜ ❛ i know their beauty’s not my lack . ❜ ❛ It feels like that weight is on my back . ❜ ❛ i can’t let it go . ❜ ❛ comparison is killing me slowly . ❜ ❛ i think i think too much . ❜ ❛ i’m so sick of myself . ❜ ❛ i’d rather be anyone else . ❜ ❛ my jealousy started following me . ❜ ❛ i see everyone getting all the things i want . ❜ ❛ i’m happy for them, but then again, i’m not . ❜ ❛ i can’t stand it . ❜ ❛ oh god , i sound crazy . ❜ ❛ their win is not my loss . ❜ ❛ i can’t help getting caught up in it all . ❜ ❛ all your friends are so cool . ❜ ❛ yeah, you’re living the life . ❜ ❛ i wanna be you so bad . ❜ ❛ i don’t even know you . ❜ ❛ all i see is what i should be . ❜
𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .
❛ know that i loved you so bad . ❜ ❛ i let you treat me like that . ❜ ❛ i was your willing accomplice . ❜ ❛ i watched as you fled the scene . ❜ ❛ the things i did just so i could call you mine . ❜ ❛ i hope i was your favorite crime . ❜ ❛ you used me as an alibi . ❜ ❛ i crossed my heart as you crossed the line . ❜ ❛ i defended you to all my friends . ❜ ❛ you know that i’d do it all again . ❜ ❛ it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do . ❜ ❛ i was doin’ it with you . ❜ ❛ i say that i hate you with a smile on my face . ❜ ❛ look what we became . ❜
𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .
❛ somehow we fell out of touch . ❜ ❛ hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush . ❜ ❛ don’t know if i’ll see you again someday . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re okay . ❜ ❛ we don’t talk much . ❜ ❛ i just gotta say i miss you . ❜ ❛ address the letters to the holes in my butterfly wings . ❜ ❛ nothing’s forever . ❜ ❛ nothing’s as good as it seems . ❜ ❛ i hope you know how proud i am you were created . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re happier today . ❜
