Hi, I'm new here so I don't really know how Tumblr work but uhh... Yeah! Anyway, please do call me Nia. I'm 17 year old and using She/They pronouns and i'm Abrosexual. My birthday is on February 18 and I'm ๐ฒ๐พ so I'm using GMT+8 Malaysia time. English is not my first language so please forgive me for my bad grammar and I'm a bit (a lot) of dyslexia.
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Okay, maybe no fic today cuz I go to the cinema to watch this for the second time... Mb gng๐ญโ๐
(It's not a good adaptation movie but it's fun and I do enjoy it since I don't really have any high expectations on this movie, I'm glad they throw a bit of the reference from the book. Just disappointed that they cut many things from the original source.)
"You have wise eyes. You have Athena's eyes." Yes, whatever you say Telemarkusโโ
Holy I forgot to tell you guys that I will slow down my writing for the time being because my trail SPM phase 1 is this month and I need to focus on my study for a bit. I will probably still write but it will take... Idk a while, be back to normal on 24 July though.
Haiii i Luv ur hetalia fics smm! I was wondering if you could to an america/alfred fic (luv that man sm) x reader where we are a singer like that is so insanely popular? Hehhe tysmm have a great dayy!
If Alfred ever tell anyone that both of you were dating, do trust me he WILL get attacked by your fans. Like what do you mean you, a very talented person in relationship with... Whatever he is.
Just image how offended he feel when people call him delusional. The biggest baby when he got upset by your fans. He's going to be like; "Okay not cool dude, that is just so rude, y'know?" He would sulking for a very long time until you coax him out with your affection and food. (Istg he's a fatass๐ but it's okay, we love himโค๏ธโ๐ฉน)
He would do anything for your happiness but he draws the line when it comes to sharing his food with you unless you have a bad day then yeah, he will share his food.
The spotlight is always on you, no matter where you go, the light will always there to follow uou every move. Your face is plastered everywhere on the town square, no soul could escape your fame as a singer.
You thought born with a singing talent is fun. Everyone kept telling you that you were born with gifted voice and for the longest time, you trust themโ like a fool believing the sky is green. They're not here for your talent, they only see a profit machine.
You wonder how could you be so blind? Maybe its because they were your parent, a family. They said blodd is thicker than water but why do they let their child being exploited by those who seek worldly pleasure?
You love to sing, you really did, it was the reason why you managed to get out of your parent houseโ escaped their constant pressure to be "Perfect"
At first you get why people are greedy. There is many things that money could buy and you don't need to worry about anything since you're famous. It did not last long, yes, it could buy many things but it cannot buy something genuine. Yes, it do can buy love but does that very love is actually genuine? Or it is just because of the money.
You were thinking on giving up on being a singer. You were not how you used to, slowly losing yourself to this exploitation. You can't lie, you don't really have a pretty personality but you are a human too, nobody is perfect. A singer who is this problematic don't deserve to be on stage, so they forced you to be more happy and kind.
so you did. The cost is greater than you thinkโ losing yourself to the very thing you love doing im youre life. You didn't even realize that an empty shell without an owner is nothing more than a decorative piecesโ you are that empty shell. You no longer held those fiery passion.
That is until you met him. Well, at first you hate his guts, he is loud, too full of himself, a gluttonous monster, too optimistic and.... The clear opposite of you. You prefer to be quite, you don't like boasting, you starve yourself to fit into the industry standard and you clearly not optimistic person.
Your feelings start to grow as the time passes by when the two of you spending time together. Your pasfieryfor singing start to reignite with those old fiery coming from the ashes deep within you. You do not mind the feeling, never deny it. How could you? He is nothing like those people, he is GENUINE with his feeling. No flowery word, just him.
Oh how long has it been since the last time you see someone as genuine as him? Maybe that's why you fell for him. And of course, he is your muse. You have those unreleased song that you dedicated it only for him to listen.
It's weird that after you dating Alfred, your work as a singer got more enjoyable rather than... Well you know, that. You don't care though, you prefer the new manager. He such a girly pop, so you don't have any complain.
Alfred is not one of your fan but he do love some of your song. Okay, maybe he do admire your talent for singing.
So, one day he decided to go to your concert. The ticket is pretty expensive not gonna lie but who cares? Alfred want to see what your concert is like since he never go to one. To his surprise, he did not expect your concert is going to be like this. Wow, i guess he did miss a lot of things.
After those event in his life, he start to support you like buying your merch or going to your concert no matter where is it. He make a new account and dedicated it only for youโ that account did not just concealed his identity but all of his feed is about you which he is happy about.
That was five years ago, he doesn't know how he still alive and dating you at the same time. He do know that you doesn't like him and he already accepted those with open feeling and that he will never has a chance with you. Guess what? He's wrong.
Though your personality is his the least of his, he is more worried about you being exploited but he can't bring himself to said anything about it. He know how much you love singing even if its hurt you, so he decided to be blind about to this matter.
He will never said anything but he actually taking care of those corrupted people that exploiting you and replace them with more kind and understanding person. He can't say the same with the fan, welp all he could do is fight them online i guess? For your happiness, he will do anything with his power as a country.
"Maybe I would if you did not just take me by surprise and tackled me to the ground?! Alfie get off of me, you're heavy!"
You yank his hair, "Ow!" He let out a yelp. Not in pain but more like a surprised yelp. "There is no need to yank my head, dude!"
"I just got back from the studio, get off!"
"Hell no! Is this how you treat your boyfriend?!" He tightens his arm around youโ a clear recusal to let you go. He doe not give a fuck about anything right now, he wants your love and you need to give it to him now since he's upset.
He has been fighting off your fan online and their words hurt him. He wants you to baby him. Oh, he's a grown ass man? Guess what? He doesn't care. Just give your love to him before he start to eat less.
Unfortunately this end with you kicked him on the stomach since he refused to listen to you.
Maybe you shouldn't have done that because he refused to talk to you now. And right now you were inside a McDonald to buy him food as a way for you to apologize.
Waiting for a 20 burgers is hell but you were glad that no one to notice you. It would be a big problem if they do, that's the last thing you wantโ being surrounded by a fans when you were just trying to be like the other living their lives.
Every now and then you look at the time on your phone, you are not exactly a patient type of person. You fixed the hat on your head that was tilted because you were in a hurry to avoiding your fans.
A gentle tap on your shoulder that comes before a feminine voice spoke to you, "excuse me..." You instantly freezed up, oh no... Is your disguise really that bad?
You prayed that whoever this person is not one of your fans. Slowly looking at the person who was trying to get your attention and to your surprise it was one of the McDonald employee.
Your tense body relaxed after you see that it's not one of those crazy fans of yours. Putting up a polite smile before you speak. "Yes?"
"I just want to let you know that it will take another minutes to make your burgers and I'm here to give you a free drink while you wait."
While you were busy at the McDonald, Alfred doing his favourite past timeโ fighting those fans of yours. Don't get him wrong, he is not jealous or anything. He just so fucking pissed, it seem like your fans are uneducated. Doesn't they know what boundaries is?
Bitch? Don't they know who he is? I mean, he is on his secret account that conceal his real identity because he doesn't want you to get attacked. But still he feel offended by their remark.
Did i mention that he is popular within your fanbase? No? Okay, well now you know.
The first thing you noticed when you come back home is Alfred typing his phone with vigor. You swear that phone will crack in no time if he continues to harshly typing on the screen.
"Fighting them again?" He jump in surprise when he heard your voice from behind him. "SINCE WHEN DID YOUโ Iโ" He stopped shouting when his gaze falls on the food from the McDonald.
You just shoved the food toward him, "I'm sorry for kicking you on the stomachโ" you didn't even manage to finish your word as he already swallowing those food without chewing on them first.
"Im sorry, what were you trying to say?" He said that after he swallowed the 8th burgers down his throat. This guy literally have a black hole as his stomach.
The look on your face is full of surprise, "I- never mind, just enjoy your food i guess." You will never get used to how fast he devours those food like it was nothing.
You finally turn your heels to walk up to your shared bedroom thinking that he will stay behind and kept eating burgers and fighting online with your fan. Unfortunately he silently following you from behind like a lost child that get leave by his mother on the park.
Before you would collapse on top of the bed, Alfred already tackled you first. So basically he still want your affection, you got no choice but to give in this time because there is no way you going back to McDonald. Your disguise is almost blown off earlier. Better be safe than never.
You runs your fingers through his blonde hair. His hair look so healthy for someone who is only sometimes shower twice a day and even with that he only wet his hair. "It's not fair, how you get this healthy hair."
He doesn't answer youโ instead he hide his face into your chest. If you have a good hearing, you would hear that he let out a satisfied sigh under his breath once in few seconds. "๐๐ฉ๐ฉ... ๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ."
You tug his hair back a little, "it's rude to not answering my question y'know. Especially your own partner." You are not mad. You already get used to it whatever you were playing with his hairโ he will suddenly become mute for some reason.
"Ow, maybe you should stop being mean and just focus on pampering meโ" a yelp of surprise falls out from his lips when you pushed him out of the bed. "You sleep outside tonight."
You wrapped yourself with a blanket like a cocoon, trying to to sleep since you have a big day tomorrow. "Wait! I'm sorry! Please baby?" He doesn't even move to climb back up the bed. "Baby?"
Yeah, let's just pray for him since he will stay at that position until you give me a permission to climb into their shared bed. He will wait until the first light of the morning kiss this side of the earth if he have to.
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Hihi!! I've been religiously reading your x Canada fics, and I was wondering, if you do it, could you do one where he's kinda like a yandere? I don't like the full abuse and stuff, but he seems like a character that would get kinda obsessed and manipulate because he wants the person who actually sees him to stay with him :c
โ No matter what universe that both of you in, Matthew will always make sure that he will make you love him just like he is with you. It's just so easy for him to like someone who sees or acknowledge him as Canada instead of United States of America.
โ At first, he may only like you, nothing more than that and his obsession will not be triggered until at some point. The obsession will take time to grow into something more sinister.
โ But once the obsession start to grow more and more every second he spend his time with youโ there is no turning back now once he embraced this side of him. Matthew is no innocent guy at all, he may look harmless but don't let the soft expression fool youโ he will bite you and sank his teeth deep into your neck like a polar bear so you won't escape him.
โ His feeling for you is complicated. He want your attention at him and him only all the time but the other part of him know this is wrong, he is not that delusional like his brother. Don't get it wrong, he is still delusional but not as much as the other countries, he still have some self awareness.
โ As I said before, he have a soft features that make him look weak and he take this to his advantage to lure you into his life. He won't kidnap you, he want you to love him and doesn't want you to hate him just because he want your whole attention and love only for himself.
โ He is not proud on what he did, really. But the thought of you not being by his side is too much for him. You are one of few people who give a damn about him, why should he let you go? All he wants is you and nothing else. So please just love him.
โ Call him dramatic or whatever you want, he just not in his right mind anymore when it comes to you. You plague his mind for months, making his heart race just by the thought of you and missing you even if the two of you are hanging out. He just too far gone into his head.
โ He is easy to please, all you need to do is just talk to him sweetly and he would FOLD instantly. Maybe get too excited sometimes if you don't stop. Don't worry he won't do anything you don't like, he would gladly suffer for it in exchange for your love.
Thick white snow surrounding Matthew house, painting the window with its frostโ making it harder to look outside without seeing the blizzards dancing aggressively without mercy.
Matthew sets a mug on top of the coffee table, a small offering to ensure you feel warm. "ma lumiรจre, won't you stay with me until the storm ceases?"
He giving his best sad puppy eyes knowing damn well you wouldn't say no to him. It is wrong for him wanting you to stay inside his house for few more hours? No, of course no, you are not the prisoners hereโ he is.
But seeing you hesitate to stay make him a little bit upset. He kneels before you, wrapping his arm around your waist. "ma lumiรจre, please just stay with me okay? It's not safe put there yet. Look at the outside, you won't be able to go through it." His voice is muffled since he hide his face pn your stomachโ nuzzled his head like a clingy cat.
By any means both of you are not in relationshipโ the two you are nothing more than a friend. Who needs a labels when he already knows that his heart already on your hand, willing giving his life to you. A label is only for those who is desperate to have something knowing damn well a label is only a label to categorize someone relationship.
"I don't know Mattie... I have busy day tomorrow and Iโ" you feel his arm tightened around your waist, not tight enough to hurt. He only want yout to feel the pressure, he will never hurt you.
"ma lumiรจre, i know you have a busy day tomorrow but just please stay."
"Mattieโ"
He released his arm from your waistโ slowly standing up to look down on you who is still comfortably in his seat. You can't see what expression he's making, his hair got covered by hiw hair. "Please, what if you got lost? Think about the storm will your life. You don't want to worried your loved one do you?"
"I-" he lean in, caging you into your seat. "ma lumiรจre, won't you just listen to me just this once. I begging you..." The tone of his voice is quiet. More quiet than his usual tone of voice. If you focused on his tone, you would maybe hear that his voice is trembling as of he's holding something back.
A sigh escape from the between your lips. Giving in to him just like you should to. "Okay, I'll stay but I'll go back home as soon as the blizzard is gone."
Tension on his body leaving him instantly as soon as you said those word. He change back to his usual self after the confirmation that you will staying here with him. "O-of course, ma lumiรจre!" He sound so eager, too eager. He takes both of your hand and kiss your hand that are borderline to worshipping a deity.
He nuzzled your hand wanting to merge your whole being with his. "C'est pas assez, mais... je le prends." He muttered the word under his breath with such devotion, it almost scary if you heard it.
Though, it's not enough for him. But what can he do? He can't be picky on what you decide to give him. It's funny how he act like a mutt sometimes, he can't lie he will lick at every ounce of the attention you give him.
If you can Iโd love for you to write headcanons for Prussia with a gender neutral s/o that likes to wear feminine and lolita clothing!! Recently discovered youโre account and I love how you write for Prussia ^^
You love being a Lolita. Your main style is Ama-loli, you did another Lolita style too but your favorite is Ama-loli. You were pretty popular on the social media since you love to post a selfie about yourself with these cute pink dresses and your boyfriend help you too! Even if Gilbert have his own style of clothes, he would help you getting dressed, he mostly helping you with your hair. He actually pretty good at styling your hair.
Oh? You were asking how both of you met? Welp, it's easy. You just outside taking a picture for your new account. This is the first time you wearing something pastel and heavy with accessories. (you were new to this Lolita fashion so you don't really know if you should put this much accessories.) A group of people goes near you when you trying to find a good lighting, you doesn't really paid them any mind since your full attention is on your phone.
You should have not ignored them and just leave immediately instead, maybe you won't have to deal with their 'adoration' and their sickly word dripping with poison that disguise itself as something oh so sweet like a honey. You feeling helpless against their heated gaze, just like a baby lamb that got surround by a starving packs of wolves.
"Well, what do we got here?" The white haired man walk closer toward the group, putting his arm over the members shoulder as if they know each other for years. The white haired man lean in closer to their leader ear, whispering only the leader could heard. "Hรถr mal zu, Kumpel, lass die Kleine doch einfach in Ruhe, sie scheint sich in deiner Nรคhe unwohl zu fรผhlen." The leader flinched when he feels the white haired man put his finger to his pulse point. "Verschwinde, bevor dir und deinem kleinen Trottel etwas Schlimmes passiert." The white haired man put a pressure โ not enough to hurt him, just a warning. A very dangerous warning.
It seem they got the idea as they scramble out like a chicken being chased by a predator. The white haired man just scoff at the way they ran off, the smug of his face doesn't fade when he finally gives you his full attention. "You should punch them y'know. I bet those heavy looking accessories would actually make a damage if you throw it to their face." His voice is thick with German accents. "Name is Gilbert and yours?"
You finally looking up at your savior just to find out that heel look the opposite of you. You wear centers cuteness and femininity. With high-volume petticoats, dress with many accessories. While your savior wears a band T-shirt and knee length baggy jeans with only a leather choker wrapping around his neck. He noticed that you were staring at him, he takes a step back giving you some space to breathe. "Relax. I'm not going to bite you. That's not how an awesome people treat someone."
Yeah, you don't trust him but he already saved you and he even giving you some space to think. Your tensed shoulder relaxed for a bit, after taking a deep breath you finally introduced yourself. And the rest are history.
Yeah, that's how the two of you met with each other. But let's focus on the future okay?
Gilbert proudly posing for you in punk Lolita style. It was his idea to wear that dress, he said he want to match with you but in different Lolita styles. You start to think that he loves to wear that kind of dress than you because that man never complained a single thing. Not even when both of you out in the sun for a photo. You were almost feel the disgusting feeling green of envy at his confidence. Keyword; Almost. You love him too much to let those negative feeling clouding your heart.
"kleine Schรถnheit! How about this pose? Or this! Hah! I like this one!" He changed the pose for a billion times already and because of this you never managed to take a pic of him as he claimed that he need to look good while doing an awesome pose. "GILBERT JUST CHOOSE ONE POSE!"
"Woah someone mad! C'mon kleine Schรถnheit, you know someone as awesome as me should take time to choose a perfect pose. I would command the time itself to stop if I want to." You swear to God that you want to smack him in the head sometimes. He's an idiot but he is your idiot. No refund, you already claim that man as yours and besides who's going to do your hair that are better than him? No one. Well, except those trained hair stylist but! He do your hair for free, he even do it with his hear out in front of you! (Well, that's dramatic.)
After gazillion of attempts to find a perfect pose, he finally found the right oneโ a flash of light flicker on his face for a second. You already wait an hour to take his pic and you did NOT want to waste a second. "Alright... We're done, finally. Let's continue our date please." You whine as you would feel the exhaust nestles deep inside your bone, you just want to go to a cafeโ their date is literally almost ruined after Gilbert found a perfect spot to take another pic of him in this specific spot.
You can feel his arm warped around your waistโ pulling you closer to him before kissing your forehead. "Impatient. Tsk tsk tsk. kleine Schรถnheit you know I need to maintain my awesomeness from my rival! Can't let them take my title." By rival, he means no one because he knows damn that he doesn't have one.
The cafe atmosphere is calmโ the opposite of his usual loud and proud self. But hey, even someone like him need the tranquility from time to time y'know.
The cup of black coffee that once warnโ now cold still in front of Gilbertโ untouched. He didn't even paid his drink any little ounce of his attention. His gaze is steady watching you happily eating the foodโ it was cafe special. 'Oh ja, das werde ich in mein Tagebuch schreiben.' He thought to himself, finally lifting the cup to his lips. The rim of the cup no longer warm but instead it was cold, all of the heat that his coffee offer could no longer hold the temperature after being ignored in favor to watch you eat.(not in a creepy way, he only want to admire his kleine Schรถnheit.)
His face hardened at the taste that have hit his tongue. Ugh... He should have not reject the waitress offer to put some creamer or sugar to lessen the bitter taste of the coffee. Shouldn't have acting tough when he can't even take a second sip of his own drink order. It's all worth it though, just being here with you is already sweet enoughโ Ack?!?
Gilbert cough violently when he tried to take a second sip of the coffee. The whole cafe customer looking at him with a weird look saying something like 'what's up with that girl...' Under their breath. Though Gilbert didn't paid any mind to the sudden attention that he received. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. "You okay?" You pushed your drink toward him, an offering to lessen the bitter taste on his tongue. You know this is going to happen, that's why you order an extra drink for Gilbert.
He chugged down the sweeten drink that you had offered to him. Finally washed out the bitter taste of the coffee out of his tongue. He let out a satisfy sigh, leaning against the chair with his stupid smile displaying on his face. "Fine now. Thanks for the drink kleine Schรถnheit." You just let out a scoff at him as you continue to eat your food.
The rest of the evening is great, both of you have a good date together. Though there were some comes forward to ask for Gilbert number unaware that he's a man. Over all it was a fun experience for Gilbert to match fashion style with you. Maybe in the future he would surprise you with another Lolita style while going out on a date.
Hรถr mal zu, Kumpel, lass die Kleine doch einfach in Ruhe, sie scheint sich in deiner Nรคhe unwohl zu fรผhlen. : Listen, buddy, just leave the little one alone, they seems uncomfortable around you. (I use they but the translation turn they to she.)
Verschwinde, bevor dir und deinem kleinen Trottel etwas Schlimmes passiert : Get out of here before something bad happens to you and your little idiot.
Oh ja, das werde ich in mein Tagebuch schreiben. : Oh yes, I'll write that in my diary.
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๐) this man grew up with Francis. Which means, he would love you no matter what. He would love all of your flaw and loving you in his quiet way.
๐) it's not like he doesn't want to show the world that both of you belong with each other. He prefer to just keep it between the two of you. A perfect paradise.
๐) oh you hate your chubby body? Well, he's not. He would still worshipped you, taking away all of your insecurities with gentle kisses and praises.
๐) as we all know, he's spend most of his childhood with France. A child easily mold and follow their parent figure step or personality and Matthew is not excluded by this.
๐) between him and Alfred, he is more romantic than his brother.
๐) his favorite about you is that you were always warm and soft. Since his country is cold, he loves to take the opportunity to snuggle close to you.
๐) he would whine if you trying to escape this cuddle session even if you only want to go to the bathroom or to drink water. He will whine and won't stop until you come back into his embrace.
๐) he is a good cook but only a simple meal, the more complex one would either be bland or very salty. (Damn Arthur what did you do๐)
๐) he would love to learn cooking or baking with you. Food is another form of art that we could eat anyway. And seeing you eating the food that both of you make making him very happy.
๐) he LOVES to pinch your cheeks. But of course, if you don't like it then he won't do it, your comfort is his top priority. Just so you know, he will looking at you with those pathetic yearning expressions displaying clearly on his face.
๐) overall, this man show his affection is quiet and romantic devotion.
๐ฆ ) this man doesn't give a fuck if you're chubby or skinny. If he love you then he will gladly turn to a blind eyes if you ever commit a crime.
๐ฆ ) he himself is a little bit chubby and he is very proud of it.
๐ฆ ) you hate your body? Babe, you just broke Alfred heart by saying that. Like how dare you? Don't you want to be chubby together?
๐ฆ ) jokes aside, he will shut down any insecurity that you told him. Not in a bad way, more like he tried to comfort you but it came out a little... Off. He will apologize for it though if it's hurting your feelings.
๐ฆ ) as I said, Matthew is more romantic than Alfred but it doesn't mean that he any less romantic.
๐ฆ ) his attempt at romance is more clumsy but that was part of his charm that you love.
๐ฆ ) don't let him cook. It's not like he going to burn the food. No, it basically just terrible. It may look good but don't be fooled, you could get high cholesterol if you eat it often. (Ok fr Arthur what did you do๐)
๐ฆ ) he is not a great dieting buddy if you want to diet. He would always know a way for you to eat something that consider cheating on your diet. Won't forced you but most of the time you have in to his whims.
๐ฆ ) he would tell you that being chubby doesn't equal to being sick and begin skinny doesn't mean that you are healthy.
๐ฆ ) he would remind you that being chubby is not a bad thing, it's only what the other people force their ideals into someone and making them think it's bad for you. You don't need to follow their beauty standard just to be loved. He love you and that's a prove that the standard is fucked up.
๐ฆ ) If you don't love your body then let him do all the loving with biting. Matthew may be a kisser but Alfred is a biter. His biting did not hurt you, it's only a gentle nibbling but of you into the rough biting then sure. Your fantasy is his too.
Hello!! I would really appreciate something to do with Canada :D maybe something with a reader who is American, but wishes they weren't and truly likes Canada better than America (especially the people because America is sometimes very annoying)
BYE AMERICA, HELLO CANADA!โ CANADA X AMERICAN! GN! READER
You moved out from the United States of America as soon as you can to move in with your online friend you met four years agoโ Matthew Williams. He such a dear to offer an escape for you. I mean, who would blame you? You had always been whining about wanting to get the fuck out of this country. Especially after these past few months... It got lot more worse than before and you couldn't take it and decided that enough is enough.
Anyway! That was a month ago, there's is no need to enslaved yourself by that thought anymore! You do feel the remnant of remorse for leaving your friends and family behind thought it did not last long as you would just video called them whatever you missed them. Now, your only worries is solved!
Matthew elated when you finally agreed to live with him! He's not very religious person but doesn't mean he can't pray for you, can't he? Now his prayer has been granted... All he need to do is to deep clean his houseโ he is not a messy person but hey, he only want his place to be comfortable for you too. What kind of roommate he is if he let hisโ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ home very dirty? Couldn't be him that's for sure.
"Hey, Mattie. I'm almost running out of my nail polish. Do you think we could go out and buy more?" Your eyes land on his face briefly before continuing to do his nail with intense focus as if even the tiniest mistake is equal to being torture by a growing bamboo up your ass.
"I dunno? Tonight maybe?" He taps his finger that have finished getting paint, polish and dried against the coffee table. "Yeah, tonight is good. There is a new movie that you kept talking about, we could go buy some of those before going to the cinema." He suggests the idea. He is not a fan of comedy horror but you have been talking about that movie non stop since their official trailer came out.
You hummed under your breath, thinking about it for a few minutes before replying. "Yeah, I need to buy more of those nail polish." A final touch and done. You close the cap of the nail polisher and putting it back upside down into a box full of your nail paint, polish and remover. "So what do you think? My skills has improved since last time right?"
Looking at his own fingers that have been beautifully painted by you. He can't help but admires your craft that were on his nail. "It's far from the norm. Did you try a new style?"
"Well yeah, need to get out of my comfort zone if I want to improve no matter how much I hate it. But glad it turn out good enough, for me at least." You didn't bother to look at him as you were playing with Kumajirล who been sleeping on your lap an hour ago.
"No no. That's too bright, unless you want to be those light stick."
"What...? There is nothing wrong with this color!"
"Some people can't handle this bright kind of color and I'm one of them. Just looking at it already make my eyes strain." Two people could be seen arguing if they should buy the neon color nail paint or not. And it seem that his partner is wining the argument.
"Alright Mattie, stop whining let's go to the face mask section now." You dragged him by the armโ weaving through the crowd in Sephora.
Both of you stopped at the face mask section. There is not many options available right now, welp this is going to be hard to find a good face mask that suit your skin. Just to be safe though, you take the blue package on, it almost got the formula and ingredient that you need for your skin. Taking few into your basket. "Alright, we're done here. Let's go."
He nodded his head before following you from behind like a puppy. He noticed an anomaly inside your basket before asking you. "That's not the brand you always buy."
"They run out. Fortunately this brand almost got the same formula as the one brand that I always buy."
There is a long line ahead and it may take few minutes to get to the counter. "Mattie, you should go buy the tickets before our favorite seat got taken."
"How about you?"
"I'll stay here and waiting in the line. Don't worry I'll catch up to you as soon as I'm done with this."
"Don't take too long then. I'll see you there, okay?" With that, he walk out of the store not before looking back at you with a hurt expression as if you just reject his marriage proposal.
Matthew was agitated, he can't stopped taping his feet on the floor worrying about you. "๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ... ๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐'๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ข ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฆฬ๐ณ๐ฆ..."
Matthew jumped when someone poking the side of his waist, their popcorn almost slipped out of his arm. He turned his head to the person wanting to give a piece of his mind. His strain smile vanished instantly when he realizes it was you who had poke him. "Y-you're here! Ahah... Please don't do that again, our popcorn almost dropped to the floor."
"Shit, sorry my man. Can't help it, you look like you're about to explode into a confetti." You gives apologetic smiles at him suddenly feeling guilty.
"It's fine that your here. Let's go in, it's almost show time." He takes your hand and dragged you with him into a dark room. Both of you were searching for your seat before finding it. "Here." He takes out your favorite candy. "I know that you don't really like to eat a popcorn so I smuggle this in."
"Now, what happened to our angel Mattie? Did the devil consume you?"
"Just take it." You thank him, taking the candy from his hand.
The whole movie is okay to say the least. It's more lean into the comedy than horror, wait could you even say that? The only horror element is the jumpscareโ I mean, all of the horror movie is only scary because of the jumpscare. Just like America foodโ too much oil, sometimes the food is lacking the flavor. Given their history with England, you were not surprise.
Fun fact: I js realize that Malaysia is one of the obese countries in Asian, top 10? Idk but all ik is that Malaysia is no. 1 obese country in southeast Asian... Probably not anymore ig???
โ Nobody knows how both of you get together. The two of you literally in two different world. You were loud and proudโ too confident for your own good and him? Matthew fucking Williams? His voice is too soft where anyone could have thought it was just a wind.
โ your presence command anyone attention whatever you go meanwhile him, he barley got recognized by his own friend and family.
โ maybe that's why both of you are perfect for each other. You did not feel afraid to put someone in their place if they disrespect you and him. Heck, you even would throw a hand for him.
โ the first time the two of you meeting each other were very different. Both of you have your own opinion toward each other.
๐จ๐ฆ thought on ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ณ๓ ฃ๓ ด๓ ฟ! Reader: they were too loud and prideful. They reminded me so much of America...
๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ณ๓ ฃ๓ ด๓ ฟ! Reader thought on ๐จ๐ฆ: Och, tha an duine sin ro bhog. Is gann gun cluinninn e aโ bruidhinn! (ey, that guy is too soft spoken. I would barely hear him talking!)
โ in relationship, you were the one who is always taking him out on a date, praise him basically in control. But that was only what people see, the thing that they did not see that both of you doesn't need one of another to be in control in the relationship. Both of you just follow where the flow take you both.
"Maple beag! C'mon! Taste it! Its good I promise!" You slide a plate of freshly toast bread topped with Mull Cheddar Cheese. Your smile widen when he takes the bread topped with the cheese that you have brought from your home country.
"It's good. But what are you doing here, ma lumiรจre? (My light)" He is mostly curious why you come visit him here. He continues to chew the food savouring the pleasant taste on his tongue.
"carson? (what?) Can't I visit you?" Your voice is heavy with Scottish accent that you were very proud of.
"No, that's not I meant... Just surprise."
"Well, I came to take you on a date, Mo ghrร dh!" (My heart(?))
โ usually the date consists of going out in the nature especially near the river or stay at home, cooking together, watching movie and cuddling for hours.
Matthew favourite date: camping near the river. His reason is weirdly tied to the quiet environment itself given the now loud modern world. Escape from the artificial light from time to time just to stargazing with you is far more appealing.
โ though, since you still living in Scotland, it's rare for you to fly from your home country to Canada over and over again. You wouldn't say that you were poor but you have something better thing to spend your money on rather than the flight to Canada. It doesn't make you love him any less but at this economy? Well, yeah good luck finding those money.
โฉ he loves your heavy accent and he will make sure to tell you that.
โช Matthew probably love those alcohol you brought from your home. He may not going to drink those whisky, he only reserved that when he missed you to the point where he start to hallucinate your voice calling for him.
โซ he has a room dedicated for you if you don't want to sleep with him inside his bedroom way back in the early stage of the relationship. It never got use, now it was Kumajirล room.
โฌ since most of the time your relationship with him is long distance one and you only visit him for few days in few months; he will make sure not to leave your side to maximize the short time you both had.
Matthew love language: quality time. He may come off as a needy boyfriend but he prefer the quality time more than the other love language. Just staying by your side is enough given the short time that both of you had together.
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The village is bustling with life as you weave through the market with easeโ dodging the hurried passerby. The basket that on your arm is rustling with dried food ingredients like lemongrass, turmeric, daun kari and etc. You mostly low on turmeric for literally almost everything in your cooking especially the fried one.
You finally out of the bustling and loud market area. Your home is a bit far from the market and some of the other villagers home. Its not your fault that you prefer to stay deep inside the forest but still near enough to the village chief house. Humming the old nursery rhymes as you walking in a slow pace.
Metallic smells that have been brought by the gentle wind broke the peaceful walk and stopped you humming a song. Did someone got hurt? Fear consumed you, your late mother used to tell you something like; "Maka, adapun apabila bertemu dengan orang Inggeris itu, hendaklah anakanda segera berundur dan menjauhkan diri daripada mereka itu dengan seberapa daya upaya."
You sometimes doesn't understand your late mother words. She have always been speaking in Bahasa Melayu klasik (classic Malay language), she never taught you how to speak the language anyway. You wouldn't say that your family is rich just because your late mother used to work as a servant to the Sultan daughter.
A man coming out from the bush grabbing your attention to the manโ heavily wounded. His voice comes out is strain and hoarse, heavy with British accent. "Please... Helpโ" the blonde man collapse on the ground with a heavy thud. That man wears the military outfit, his blonde hair is messy and dirty with grime.
You were shaken with the person who is now unconscious on the ground. You wanted to leave him like that but looking back at him now with the guarded attentionโ you find him quite the beauty. Debating. Should you help him or should you leave him here bleeding to death. You are now gambling with your and this man life now. Despite your better judgement, you helped him.
Carrying the man all the way to your house is hell, you almost giving up but you pushed forward anyway. Now you just need to hide him from the other villagers. Especially the village chief. After you cleaned him and his wounds, he look more attractive now that he all cleaned up from those filth. Now you have time to think as panic start to consume you slowly. You don't know how to speak english?! How are you going to communicate with him?!?
"Bagaimanakah aku hendak berkomunikasi dengan dengan pemuda ini?! Aku tidak tahu untuk bercakap dalam bahasa Inggeris?!" your panic lasted exactly three weeks and unfortunately the day he decided to wake up from his coma.
Arthur wakes up with a throbbing headache. Can't really move his body as the pain restricts all of his body movement. He thought that the first thing he sees is a white ceiling but instead he got greet with a dark plank wood ceiling. Trying to remember what happened is basically a torture the only thing he remember is asking for help from a local villager and being stabbed two times on the shoulder and his abdomen.
"oh, awak dah bangun. Saya gembira awak dah bangun, saya ingatkan awak akan mati." Arthur look at the source of the voice just to see a woman in a malay traditional wear. The woman put the tray on the night stand besides his bedโ the smell of the porridge warps his sense of smells and it does look good despite the simplistic of the food.
"Thank you for saving me, miss." When you start to feed him the porridge.
Your body went stiff instantly when he speak. "???" you just politely smile at him. You don't fucking know what he said?! You are doomed. You are going to get killed for sure.
Arthur seem to notice that your frame went rigid and that is not reaction he want especially his savoir. He cleared his throat before trying to speak in Malay now. "T-terima... Ka-kasih, pu-an." damn his malay is so ass and I'm sure that your ancestors will laugh at his attempt.
"Ahah... Sama-sama..." The word falls out from your lips with a tremble, the silent falls over the room as the warmth from the sun wrapping both of you in a comfortable temperature.
Months after that day, Arthur recovering pretty quickly but still need to be careful as his stabbed wound is not fully healed yet.
And this past few months, he teaches you how to speak english though he is not a patient man. He would rise his voice slightly and being passive aggressive when you continue to failing to understand english. Despite that he actually a good teacher to you at least. That's all he could do for youโ teaching you english. Though it was a good payment for you.
Now both of you could hold a conversation even if you pronounce certain english word wrong like, relationship. Heck even his name you pronounce it wrong, he would get all pouty whatever you try calling his name. This is why you give him a nickname so he won't sulking around and infecting your happy house to gloomy one.
Maka, adapun apabila bertemu dengan orang Inggeris itu, hendaklah anakanda segera berundur dan menjauhkan diri daripada mereka itu dengan seberapa daya upaya. = So, when you meet the Englishmen, my child, should immediately retreat and stay away from them as much as possible.
Bagaimanakah aku hendak berkomunikasi dengan dengan pemuda ini?! Aku tidak tahu untuk bercakap dalam bahasa Inggeris?! = how do I communicate with this person/youth?! I don't know how to speak english?!
oh, awak dah bangun. Saya gembira awak dah bangun, saya ingatkan awak akan mati. = oh, you're awake. I'm glad, I thought you died.
