K̶i̶r̶b̶y̶ Transformers Obsessed

yesterday i tried drawing and i put up an image of gaster as a joke/motivation and it kept on crashing to the point where i had to save per every stroke. i couldnt get him off and it wouldnt let me select the layer he was on. eventually i deleted him and suddenly everything was fine

WHAT THE FUCK. MY COMPUTER GLITCHED OUT. IM NOT FUCKING JOKING. NORMALLY I HAVE A “COOL LANDSCAPE ROTATING” BACKGROUND BUT ITS GONE. AND YKNOW THE ONLY 2 APPS STILL ON MY COMPUTER? (I NORMALLY HAVE SEVERAL) A SEARCH ENGINE AND FUCKINF UNDERTALE.

i think Wing Gaster wants bro idk /j

my devoted but dangerously unstable knight will be hearing about this

The fox keychain tucked into Grace's last minute name tag has a fucking St. Christopher's medallion on it oh I'm going to be fucking SICK. WHAT IF I KILLED MYSELF

developing the hots for ryan gosling because of project hail mary is so fucking embarrassing I swear to god. that is a conventionally attractive man. a noted hollywood heartthrob. he's even blond, are you kidding me? did he win people magazine's sexiest man alive? I don't know. I'm not going to check but it wouldn't surprise me at this point. it's such a mainstream taste. such a clichéd celebrity crush. like oh I fancy ryan gosling and my favourite drink is coca-cola and my favourite snack is ready salted crisps. jesus christ. 'b-b-but i only like him when he's in a science pun tshirt and playing a dorky-awkward loner type!' doesn't matter. he's still ryan 'ken from barbie' gosling. it's so trite. I feel like the weird nerd girl in a teen coming-of-age romcom falling for the super popular jock. don't I know that I have a reputation to uphold here? cringe.

Do you think Markiplier knows people are shipping him with Ryan Gosling? Or will that just be a fun surprise for later?

I just heard Project Hail Mary's genre coined as "Cosmic Hope" instead of cosmic horror, and I'm getting emotional all over again. I need to sit down. God do I love this story to bits.