summer nights come and go and he lingers in the heat while you console yourself in hollow hugs of promises, lamenting lies that you’d never let the fire lick you twice. yet the moon sets and flaming embers burst from the horizon; it lights your skin. his touch and his scorch consuming you; how have you come to the point of playing double? living a life reckless in crafted fallacy.

it’s a question that is left unanswered and not one that you don’t have an answer to—no, you knew the answer well. it was right in front of you, staring accusingly up at you, questioning you, mocking you—every fiber of your being refuses to admit to it. and to that, you think to yourself: if only he heard your thoughts would he laugh? or would he glower? because who were you trying to kid other than yourself?

you knew.

and he knew. he knows better than anyone and he never fails to remind you too. it’s evil. the way he knows just how to string you up, keep you going then disappear, leaving you alone with smoke and bruises and thoughts. it isn’t until the sun rises that he returns and the flames begin to take your life once again. it’s a never ending cycle of a crave to be burnt and the woes to be left cold.

and of course, he knows that you’d never do anything about it either.

‘cause you like that shit, don’t you?

yeah, you do.

the thrill and the constant ecstasy is what keeps you going, has you coming back everytime for more; even though you know shouldn’t. it isn’t rational but you convince yourself that rational people don’t always do rational things. no far from it. rationals were once dreamers until they saw demons that scared them away and hushed their barks, kept them cowering away into safe corners of all things logical and sensical. that was the cost of dreams and while you’ve seen those demons you’ve never wanted to run away from them. instead you grasped them—held him.

and for him? well, it has always been the need for something real. something tangible. changkyun has had too many variables in his life; ghosts and whispers of smoke being the only things that has ever graced his skin, touched his heart, warmed his soul and kept him company. but he revels in the feel of skin, the touch of lips, pretty little whispers that weren’t all just carnivorous vapors. he didn’t want variables, he needed someone.

the answer to your question burnt into your chest.

it all started with a pause. silent. small. vulnerable.

“love.”

and it ended in a voice. silent. small. vulnerable.

“i want love, baby.”

now as amber stung his tongue and smoke spilt from his lips, speaking in soft midnight secrets, your head spins. the heat returns and the chills that ran across your body betrays the summer night.

your mind spoke, “what is love?” and your heart raced. almost as if it was trying to run miles in a haste to defend its purpose. to convince even you of the lies that you willingly allowed to soffocate it, abuse it.

you knew.

a scoff left him and his lips curled into the devil. he stares deeply into the clouds of gold within the glass grasped in his hands. he swirled it once, as though to check if it would change the fate written on its surface. you knew.

his eyes returns to you, a reflection of murky escape.

“something better than gin and smoke.”

something he desperately needed.

because while changkyun didn’t know the perfect meaning of love—not like you do, not the meaning you have locked away in your heart—he did know that the missing piece of him, the one that held onto hopes and secrets and wild freedom was the piece that he was looking for to make him whole again. and he knew he’d only find that in one place; one person; one emotion.

he leans in and he takes you in. what is love, hm? you know, baby.

“show it to me.”

you’re scared. hes scared too.

“what if i don’t know how?”

those devil lips again, they smiled too much like an angel.

“show it to me anyway.”

lingering potent in the air is your sweet scent and the tranquil night singing soft symphonies. his heart thumps the rhythm of a lover’s tune as he cages you within his arms. it’s a sweet embrace fit just right for tired limbs and even more tired souls.

and while sleep lays heavy on your eyelids, he’s wide awake, soaking in your warmth like a marigold blooming in search of the sun. he’s content, so much so that it constricts his chest. the feeling is blissfully painful. blissfully full of you. every eyelash flutter, every soft breath, the tickle of your hair against his nose, the way your hand tightens over his every so often, gripping his palm, fingers intertwining; threads of fate knotting over, weaving your souls as one. not letting go. his heart feels whole and it’s scary how much it wants to burst.

happy birthday shownu

✧.

ₓ˚.

❛ in your eyes little star . . .

my everything is yours

i want to protect you forever

together forever . ❜

｡˚ ⋆

STARDUST ; S H O W N U

I love her.

It’s as simple as that. I love her.

My sweet angel

Hyunwoo leans against the hood of his car, his eyes staring up at the starry night looming heavy over his head. Beside him was you with your head laid upon his shoulder, eyes dancing with awe and transfixed on the star speckeled sky above. In that moment, Hyunwoo felt his chest tighten as if the breath in his lungs had been knocked out. He looks down at you and thinks that if kisses were like the stars, he’d give you the sky—If only he had the courage, though. Lamenting deeply on the fact, he breathes out a soft, quiet breath, feeling just as enrapt as you were, only his rapture was sullied with unnerving questions; should I just tell her? How should I? Would you feel the same? Is it too soon? The fear of rejection was crippling and frightening to him and looking up at the dark velvet sky, he found his nerves unraveling before him tenfold as those jumpy little friends seemed to wink down at him as if teasing the inevitable. There is fate in the stars; he remembers you telling him that. Hyunwoo felt his cheeks heating up, blushing at the the mare thought. His confession wavers on the tip of his tongue.

His heart stuttered,

The stars hung above them

As if strung in the air by invisible strings.

Your hands creeped onto his making him jump out of all the seemingly apocalyptic scenarios that he managed to conjure up in his messy head and slowly but surly, stuttering, slender fingers nervously curled over yours in a comforting embrace; warmth, racing pulses and bashful j’adore’s were trapped in between your enclosed palms.

Your eyes shyly found his. Coy, your cheeks tinted in the sweetest rose and lips curled in a playful promise.

stars twinkle in her eyes

shining with unspoken words

unspoken emotions

There’s that jumpy feeling in his chest again. The one that flirts dangerously with his heart.

“Y/N.”

“Mhm?”

He’s known it for what it feels like eternity now, been holding it in his chest for too long. Hyunwoo looks into your eyes and sees the reflection of the winking stars above; tell her...

“I love you.”

•

@vitaminbtob

@xx-sacha-xx

—dilly

I don't think there's a word for what that is!

Actually there is a word for that, it's love

I'm in love with her, him, okay?

If you're looking for the word that means caring about someone

Beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want

No matter how much it destroys you, it's love!

And when you love someone, you just, you don't stop, ever

Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy

Even then, especially then!

You just, you don't give up because

If I could give up, if I could just, you know

Take the whole worlds advice and

And move on and find someone else that wouldn't be love!

That would be, that would be some other disposable thing

That is not worth fighting for!

I walked with you once upon a dream

I know you

That look in your eyes is so familiar, a gleam

And I know it's true

That visions are seldom all they seem

But if I know you, I know what you'll do

You'll love me at once

The way you did once upon a dream. . .

But if I know you, I know what you'll do

You'll love me at once

Happy birthday, bunny 🐰

#HBDtoWONHO

#몬베베에게_내린_원호라는_기적

#HopeToSeeYouWonDay

I know you tryna hold on close,

but it’s slipping through your fingertips

the heat between their gaze was excruciating as the war between their eyes continued. his hot with rage and weeping lust as hers swam in a daze.

“stole something from me?” his tone edged with a deep threat as he stalked up to her on the bed.

She shifted slightly, hands gripping the duvet with what he believed was innocent excitement hidden under her heartened woes. the subtle pout on her frowning lips didn’t cease even as his body shadowed over hers, his scent bathed her; bitter, whiskey and ice.

he hummed as he closed in, his forehead gracing onto hers. Bourbon. potent on her fair skin. thief in the night, changkyun grasped her face softly in his hands:

“sweetheart? why must you always take things that aren’t yours, hm?”

it was a dark whisper filled with promises of a darker outcome. their eyes met again and the frown that kidnapped her smile faded into a light smirk; what a tease. . .

“Because. . .I want it.”

two great minds that think alike; oh, how he loved when she liked to play. . .he copied her devious smile and leaned in with his lips ghosting over her own. nothing but hot breaths separated them as her rouge painted lips parted sinfully, breathing him in.

“then. . .” His head cocked to the side with a feverish promise in his hooded gaze, “are you prepared to give it back?” he murmured, allowing their lips to caress with each word. she keened, pushing into him as her arms wond around his shoulders. she breathed in sharply; its like she’d kill him. . . her lips pressed against his ear and Changkyun tensed with every hot breath that left her lips:

“only if you are willing to beg for it.”

so sensual, her words riled him up. the hold he had on her lost its gentleness. gripping her arms roughly, a growl bubbled in his chest as he ripped her off of him and pinned her unto the mattress.

a fit of laughter left her lips but the fire in her eyes only burned brighter; she loved getting him riled up.

“no begging." his words were mumbled onto her chest with dark pretense.

“no teasing." he looked up at her through hazy, hooded eyes. she drew in a laboured breath as her fingers curled tightly over the ones that had hers pinned with nails digging deep into his skin.

he smirked at the pain. “tsk..” with calculated lips, he trailed his way up, leaving his mark before arriving at her lips.

“you’re not in control today, baby.” he promised, giving her lips a gentle kiss.

“I think it’s time we did things my way. don’t you think?” he leaned back, taking her captive as he devoured her, not getting enough. her breaths wavered, chest heaving as it pressed onto his.

she still fought him, still defied him even as he had her pinned down, his lips taking hers as his own. Even then, her dark eyes still glared as she stared right back at him. she loved the control, loved the affect she had over him.

and he saw it

he loves it too

he loves the chase. loves the fight. love that in the end, he has her in his grasp. in his control.

“Do it, baby.” he coaxed, with her lip caught in between his teeth.

“submit to me. . .”

give me back my heart . . .

-dilly

MASTERLIST

“...hey babe?”

You immediately groaned, hiding your already heated face with the sleeves of your sweater. “Ki...please no.” You whined with a flustered laugh.

He just smirked.

“ Are you a parking ticket?” He leaned into you, his lips set into a soft smile as his nose brushed yours.

He looked into your eyes, watching as they curled up with a smile. Kihyun could see the bright pink blush dusting your cheeks as it peaked out from under your sleeves. He swooned ‘cause, your so freakin cute!

“ Cause you’ve got fine written all over you.“

It was silent for a moment.

Then both of you collapsed in laughter. Him falling into you as his arms clinged around your form, his laugh ringing in your ears.

With both of you sporting rosy cheeks, Kihyun leaned in and captured your lips in a sweet kiss.

“I love you.” He whispers, smiling fondly down at you.

-dillyxx

MASTERLIST

M O N S T A X

⤷ SOHN HYUNWOO

﹅ MIDNIGHT SECRETS

⇾ fluff

shownu x reader ; hyunwoo spends the night with you and his lingering midnight secrets

﹅ STARDUST

⇾ fluff

shownu x reader ; the stars witness hyunwoo’s confession

⤷ LEE HOSEOK

﹅ SEE U AGAIN

⇾ angst

wonho x reader ; plagued by heartbreak, he visits you only in dreams you crave

⤷ LEE MINHYUK

⤷ YOO KIHYUN

﹅ ROSEY CHEEKS & GIGGLES

⇾ fluff

kihyun x reader ; kihyun and his crazy cheesy pick up lines never fail to have you in a blushing giggling mess

⤷ CHAE HYUNGWON

⤷ LEE JOOHEON

⤷ IM CHANGKYUN

﹅ US

⇾ fluff

changkyun x reader ; changkyun reminisces on you and him

inspired by Horizon.

﹅ NIGHT LIFE

⇾ fluff, suggestion

changkyun x reader ; changkyun wants to love you all night, but responsibility weighs heavy on your chests

﹅ SUBMIT

⇾ suggestion

changkyun x reader ; a battle of submission ensues. changkyun finally lets go and submits to you, finally offering you up his heart without any takebacks.

L E T T E R S OF A L O V E R

of guns & roses

of sugar & goddesses

of lullabies & caresses

of bitter sugar

love, love, love

birthday wishes

MIDNIGHT SECRETS ; S H O W N U

Oh darling, I see it. The way he is so devoted to you. So completely in love. I see as your breaths even and eyes flutter close, fast asleep. He is there, beside you. He admires you. From the way those delicate lashes kiss the apples of your cheeks in the softest caress to the way he yearns for you, the way your lips part, soft breaths fanning over his own lips. It’s a ghostly memory, a hot reminder of how those velvety lips crashed onto his only moments before with the most passionate honey coated taste. His heart is filled to the brim, drowning in its earnest love for you but he still can’t get enough. Greedy. Hyunwoo just wants to devour you whole. Or perhaps it’s the other way around? Perhaps he just wants you to envelope him in your warmth, wants to be covered in your scent, your marks. Anything that has to do with your touch. For you to shield him with your protective hold. Yes. That’s it.

Midnight Secrets.

He paints them onto your skin, littering them in scattered promises. He whispers them in your ear with a sultry sshh...sometimes they come to you in sweetened melodies after a night’s heated throe of passion and others are much like tonight.

He has you in his arms, his nose nestled deep in your hair as his fingers trace gently over your skin, spelling out his love for you and branding you his with his wispy touches.

In truth, Hyunwoo tells you many things and my dear, he promises you twice as much.

But a secret is a secret.

And as you lay in his arms, fast asleep, blissfully unaware of his thumping heart; a heart that is ready to jump out of his chest in its feeble attempt to become impossibly closer to yours, Hyunwoo reflects. He finds strength in you. He finds hope in you. He finds a home and love in you.

And for everything that he is and you are:

You are indeed,

his midnight secret.

-𝐷𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑦

MASTERLIST

‘Let me dream. Let me dream. Please. I want to dream.’ Thoughts scattered and mind in a storm, I drop down on the disarrayed mattress, eyes squeezed tightly shut as I prayed to see you again. It’s like this every night since you left me. You’ve abandoned me and left me as weak prey for the darkness that’s after my heart. I want to hate you, I really do. You’re selfish for doing this to me. So fucking selfish for leaving me scraps of you; having to rely heavily on my dreams so I can go back in time, forget about my heartbreak and dwell, greedily lost in our memories.

슬픔을 뒤로한 채 우린 잠시 안녕

잘가란 인사를 건네

그저 우린 잠시 안녕

Why did you leave me? Can’t you see I’m missing you? I’m desperate for you. I want you. I need you here. Next to me. Your hands in mine, your eyes looking in mine. And I don’t care how broken they are, I don’t care if they’re glazed over in ugly tears. I want all of it. I want it’s brokenness, I want the tears. I want the cries, I want the fights, the arguments, the stupid sharp words. I want it all. I need it all for my heart yearns for it.

My chest is tight, struggling against the gaping hole that you used to fill. There’s a part of me that I can’t find. And that’s you. Have I truly lost you? My love, are you really gone?

Is this the end?

Promises. Broken. Hearts. Broken. I? A disaster. All because of you. Are you happy? Us parting. Are you happy? Are you sleeping well? Do you think of me as I do of you? Do you lie in your bed squeezing your eyes shut, wishing for dreams of me as I do for you? Is your heart yearning for me as mine does for your’s?

Are you happy?

In a haze of dazzling white, a hand reaches out for mine. Let’s make it so that we meet. Just me and you. Let our souls wander, feel free of this cage. Let them be free from this heartbreak. Let’s meet each other.

I’ll see you again.

처음 봤던 그 모습 그대로

우린 다시 안녕

행복해지길 바래

Goodbye

Dream, dream, dream. I’ll dream of you.

Dream, dream, dream.

We will see each other again...

-dilly

MASTERLIST