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I’m lost

I miss all of it

Thoughts of you won’t escape my mind

I’m struggling with “moving on”. Such an odd situation that’s forced upon us. How do I deal with these thoughts and these feelings? I’m having difficulties trying to process the idea of you no longer being in my life. There’s absolutely no way I will be able to simply erase or forget everything that we’ve gone through. All the memories we made and all of the feelings you made me feel. Am I just supposed to wait until someone new comes along to help with dealing with all of this? Is it something that just slowly goes away with time? My biggest fear is not being able to find someone who I love as much as I loved you.

This is the first time I’ve felt depressed. My chest feels heavy and the thoughts that run through my head make it hard for me to think straight. All because of you..

Love is so peculiar.

I wasted so much time and effort on a relationship that left me worse off. I’m disappointed in myself.

I try to avoid having hate towards people but you are an exception. I despise the thought of you.