Why don't you call me what we both know I am?

Meanwhile children in Iceland:

If you have depression or anxiety? you’re not tired for no reason.

You’re tired because you have depression/anxiety.

Not only do they both come with low energy/fatigue as a legit common side effect, but they’re both fucking /exhausting/. fighting your brain all the time? exhausting. adrenaline crashes from anxiety/panic attacks? exhausting. being on edge all the time? exhausting. plus doing things costs /more/ energy when you have those mental illnesses.

I already knew it when your voice started to change it’s tone and your words are just hushes and short.

I already knew it when mornings feel heavy whenever I search your name in my message box and the nights are even lonelier after your calls.

I already knew it when you told me once that my voice annoyed you and my jealousy is pointless.

I already knew it when I wasn’t introduce to your new circle of friends and they are’t aware of my existence.

I already knew it when you don’t ask the same things anymore nor ask different things to prolong are conversations.

I already knew it when your presence is like an obligatory and your momentarilly absense made me anxious and restless.

I already knew it when my hands and bones shakes in indenial whenever I forsee an answer to my whys.

I already knew it when I started to forgive you even if you never ask for forgiveness.

I already knew it when you hardly whispers your love and plans in our future.

I already knew it when one evening someone asked me if we are still together?

And I already knew it when I finally saw her.

You were falling out of love,

and you are falling in love with someone else.

The day love left us whilst my eyes are never the same again.