🏳️‍🌈Felix🏳️‍⚧️

Tally stop motion animation❤️💛

I've made this over the past 9 months, i had no budget, no professional equipmnet, just dedication

To recover, you literally need to manually learn skills that most people learn as a toddler

You need to learn what makes your body uncomfortable, and what to do to fix it

If you are high-masking, that usually means that you have learned to ignore every distress signal your body sends unless it is a distress signal that a neurotypical person would recognize. People have likely been unintentionally gaslighting you about your lived experience your entire life

If you feel bad or panicked for no reason, stop and try to pay attention to your body. Are you tense? You are likely feeling physical pain somewhere. If you've been gaslit about your pain your entire life, you might not be able to identify it.

Go through a sensory checklist.

SIGHT: Try closing and covering your eyes. If this gives you relief, the lights are probably too bright. You may also need differently-colored lights

SOUND: Cover your ears. Does this give you relief? If so, you may need earplugs or noise canceling headphones. You may also benefit from a neutral or pleasant background noise, like soft music or brown noise.

TOUCH: Are your clothes uncomfortable? Your chair? Your body? Do you feel greasy, like you need a shower? Do you need softer, sensory-friendly clothing?

TASTE: Do you need to brush your teeth or tongue? Would chewing on something help?

SMELL: Is there a strong or unpleasant smell in the room? Do you need to clean or empty a trash can? Would an air purifier help? Would a pleasant smell like a candle help?

INTEROCEPTION: Are you hungry? Thirsty? Tired? How is your posture? Are any of your muscles tight or sore? Scan your body slowly from head to feet, tensing and loosening each group of muscles. Going for a walk or doing a series of quick stretches may help a lot.

Learning how to do this stuff is not intuitive, if you've had an entire lifetime of gaslighting telling you that everything hurting you isn't a big deal and you're being dramatic over nothing.

This takes time, it takes work, it's not intuitive, and it's hard. Most people forget how hard it is, because they learned this as toddlers.

getting up from bed cheats

getting up from bed codes

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

sources: unknown // unknown // maplepecanpastry on tumblr // ashmanathletics on tiktok // i saw the tv glow (2024) // pray for me by kendrick lamar // unknown // what are you waiting for? by derald cannon jr. // unknown // unknown // drunk drivers/killer whales by car seat headrest // polekingrasputin on instagram

2nd base: exist in a public space together

3rd base: you witness me have a real, candid emotion

a friend who has very recently gotten into the band wants me to compile as much joshler content as possible and, though i can find quite a bit on my own, i want to be as thorough as possible because when else will an opportunity such as this land in my lap?

so i ask of thee, do you have any screenshots/interviews/clips/pretty much anything that i can use in this eventual, delightful compilation of every joshler moment possible to compile in about a week?

ok hi anon. i was going to make this multiple posts however. i am good to make one post w my rab era moments because this is my specialty. if you find yourself i need of moments for a specific era feel free to ask me tho!!! i just got really frustrated w myself writing out the vessel era and i wanted to get this posted tn😭

i think in your presentation you need to include churchgate as in -> tyler saw a house of heroes show before josh had heard of tøp, josh listens to a tøp cd loves it instantly, meets tyler after a show (tyler saying “i know who you are”), they hang out later that week and stay up past 3am talking about their dreams, tyler follows josh to church, tyler switches churches for josh.

josh also at one point gave tyler his swimsuit? they talk about it in the vessel anniversary livestream

photos of josh at a tøp show before he joined:

ok now that that’s out of the way. there’s josh quitting his job to play for a twenty one pilots show that got shut down after one song

josh’s band contract:

they used to sit in a mall in columbus and wait for people to come buy tickets — there’s another one i can’t find where tyler says people need to come buy tickets or else it’ll look like he and josh are on a date

the regional at best web series is really important. both for rabler and as someone getting into the band.

for ode to sleep, tyler took a verse from a song off of his album no phun intended (just like yesterday), but changed it to include multiple lines including “i’m afraid to tell you who i adore / can’t tell you who i’m singing towards”. also the entirety of lovely is very. !!

2011 clip of them dancing together at another band’s concert:

in 2011 they covered alien by katy perry which is soo awesome considering josh’s interest in aliens and the x-files

they spent nye 2012 together and then josh posted the other photos on instagram after:

first two photos are the first photos they posted of each other on instagram, second two photos are just ones i like:

(links to posts w more photos they posted of each other)

happy wheels adventure is a MUST WATCH.

some awesome tweets from tyler:

also obviously there’s the whole. van thing. and the multiple photos of them sleeping in the same bed really close to each other that will not fit in this post.

some live show notes: josh would sing for anathema (a song he named) and they also had dual drumming <3

in 2012 they burned each other, saw grouplove for tyler’s birthday, and also broke up with their longterm girlfriends at the same time!!!