Noa (he/him)

my fear food?? bananas,,,,,why are there soo many calories in one banana for them to be the size they are and not filling at all???

i have the sat today so i know i’ll do better if i eat something before hand and i can’t afford to do bad on this so i got dunkin,,,163 kcal already before 7 am for a coffee and hashbrowns

gonna post to try and stay accountable but i’m doing a mix of intermittent fasting and low restriction cause i have been gaining weight on high restriction and i need to try harder

i hate that whenever my partner talks about men they talk about how skinny men are the cutest and send me lots of pictures of skinny men they think are attractive knowing i have an ed,,,,

no idea how i’m gonna get through today very well,,,there’s only three of us and they made so much food and i have to eat something or they’ll be confused

so i’ve had an ed since,,,,7th grade?? and i’m now 19 and like,,,,i’ve never been underweight and i know bed exists and there are so many people with ed’s that have never been underweight but i feel like i’ve never tried hard enough to look the way i need to??? idk i’ve had a twitter acc to be able to talk to people who understand and i’ve had tumblr for other things and i haven’t used it in years sooo,,,,hi i’m back for a not great reason i guess.