Cariño The person I love 
is the person I’ve lost

that sinking feeling inside your chest when shit doesn’t feel right

i enjoy my alone time a little too much sometimes

You move different when you understand your power.

sometimes you gotta really vibe alone to understand some things

music and late night conversations >>>

i feel like i'm wasting my life trying to get better and waiting to get better but not actually getting better and it's just so tiring

Sometimes "getting better" means it hurts less to get up in the morning. Means it is a bit easier to step into the shower. Means small things make you smile again. This is okay. "Getting better" doesn't have to be giant steps. I'm so proud of you, no matter what.