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I’m over you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t miss it sometimes.

You told me you thought I was the one. Where did it all go wrong? I hate you for how it ended, but I won’t forget loving you. I know it’s too late to take it all back now, but I don’t regret it. I just wish that wasn’t the end, that it wasn’t our last goodbye, that we weren’t strangers again.

I still love you, I can't remember not loving you, and I don't think I'll be able to forget.

Thank you for always listening to my selfish rants, dreams, secrets… For always wanting to hear about my day and never going an hour without telling me how much you love me. I miss you so much…

Your love is still stained on my body, but it doesn't matter, because it's my body.

I've been struggling a lot with lacking creativity lately, I have been thinking about adding admins/collaborators to this blog if anyone one is interested direct message me on Instagram > @_molly3mma

You taught me that love is a game, the first person to get away unharmed wins. Now I haven't lost since you.

thank you for teaching me to expect the unexpected; especially in people. and thank you for teaching me to take a chance, cause I took a chance on you and you changed my world. You changed everything. You changed my view on the world. On love. On life. You taught me how to truly love and I'm forever grateful for that. thank you for being you.

I wish I could have noticed it sooner, I wish I knew how it would end not only on my side but yours too. I never got to tell you how much I loved you, I'll regret it now and forever.

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you, how it doesn't just hit me at 3am but in the middle of the day. When I'm busy my mind still finds ways to think of you.

I hate what you did to me, I feel nothing but anger and hurt, you took everything from me. And your ghost continues to rob me of my sleep at night.

I still carry a little piece of hope. Hope that you will wake up and realize we can't live without each other, hope that you will love me, hope that you will come back.

I woke up crying, I had a dream that we were reliving the best days of our relationship. It felt so real, everything was so real. But the more I reminisced of the best memories I dreamt about, I realized they were fiction. It never happened.

I’m not going to sit here and pretend I don’t care about you anymore because if I just continuously tell myself that then I’m just lying. Of course I care about you and I probably always will and trust me that terrifies the hell outta me, but you see the problem here is your not missing me at all. I see how happy you're doing without me and it kills me more than a cigarette ever could. Then again all I ever wanted was for you to be happy even if that meant you would exclude me from you're life. I hope you just never forget me...

Even that I know that you won't be reading this, everytime i see you my heart went into thousands of tiles that now no one could fix. That one time you looked at me, i walked away and in the next corner i cried. I know I'm not getting you back, because you don't love me anymore...This is almost a year ago.. Sorry

I miss hearing about your day. I miss talking to you. Please come back to me. I still love you.

I'm still broken because of you.