Point of no return

4/20

To those that wondered. Akane is alive. I wish to dehumanize. Don’t worry.

20 messages. Too much to deal with right now. I’m sorry.  I’m tired. 

I don’t deal well with being pushed aside. Fuck off. Remove yourself.

Tired. Tired. Tired. Hold on. I want to sing again. I miss you. Where are you? Back to bed.

I know that a very important place inside of me is about to fall apart. But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if my heart is going to break. The one who wished for it was not someone else. It’s me. There’s something I want to gain. However, it is putting me on the very edge of downfall. Or rather, it might come right after my downfall. Therefore I’ll go as far as I can get. That’s all.