Diary of A Directioner

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Is it weird that I'm crying?ok. It's the end of the tour. I am so proud of you guys. You have accomplished SO MUCH! Yes, you changed my life. I can't really express how I fell right now.just by writing this... I'm getting emotional. This was one of the best years ever. I finally got to lay my eyes on you guys. I'm happy that you boys are happy. I am going to end this now cos I'm crying already. Have fun back at home! I'm gonna miss you boys. :) I'm already counting down Until I see you again next year. Don't ever change. I love you & I'm really proud of you guys. x W//luff Soleil @the-stairs1d (yes,I changed my URL)

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~Love, Jenna (@jenna_1Derful)

Good news is that I (Jenna) am back and ready again! But this time, there will be no daily topic to write a diary on, we write what we feel about 1D...it can be to them, to directioners, and to Paul too! :p We are also taking submissions now  so you can be a part of this too! Just submit a diary entry and we may choose yours!

Every night I have dreams about the boys. Sometimes in my dreams, they hate me. It makes me so sad. But in other dreams, one of them falls in love with me. Other dreams, we are all just best friends. One day, I really hope that I get to meet them. Even for a second. That is my number one wish, is to meet them. Well actually, it is to marry one of them but you know that is just pushing my luck. But I really just want to meet the five boys who changed my life forever and who are my inspiration and role models.    Sometimes I get really depressed because I’m afraid that I will never be able to meet them. It seems almost impossible. I need luck or money. I don’t really have either of those. I heard it costs $30,000 to get them to play a private concert. I am always brainstorming ways to come up with 30k then I realize how stupid of me to think that I’ll be able to come up with that much money. Why not just get a ticket to a concert? That is a good idea but it requires money. I have no money. Well I’m sure I can come up with like $160-$3000 in a year. I just think that by the time I come up with the money, the concert will all be sold out. If I was rich, I’d follow them on tour. People don’t know how lucky they are sometimes.     But I shall never lose hope. I keep telling myself that I WILL meet them no matter what. I WILL see them live. I think I deserve to meet the boys, no matter what! We Directioners dedicate our lives to One Direction. We don’t just dedicate blogs/twitters/etc. we dedicate our entire lives to them. Whatever they do, we do. We dedicate our lives to them because we fell in love completely. They saved us. I think each and every one of us deserves to meet the boys. With love, Brittany (Twitter: @_juanerection_ )

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I love you. You may be "that boy from One Direction" to some girls, but to me you are... That boy that makes me beautiful. I really want to meet you & become your best friend. Because, you are the sweetest guy ever. Your personality is the BEST. You couldn't be any better. One thing I would like to tell you is... Don't change for anyone. When I first saw you (on my computer screen) I instantly knew you were perfect. Some people say were insecure /: I never heard it from YOU that you were. But if you WERE insecure, I have no idea what you would be insecure about. People say it was your teeth. Honestly, I LOVED your old teeth. Most of the time, I wish you never got braces. But you got to do what you got to do. You don't need tank tops & snapbacks to be a heartthrob, for me. You are incredibly perfect JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. Asdfghjkl; YOU'R LAUGH! I love your laugh !! I remember when you went to San Diego & I heard your laugh in real life. I instantly DIED. Another thing I love about you is your SMILE. When yooouuuu smmiilllee I smmiilllee. Ahaha :) I remember when WMYB was playing for the first time, and you popped up SMILING. I was fangirling THE WHOLE TIME. I can never get over your smile!!! It's seriously the Most beautiful thing in the world. Never stop smiling. :)) Having to end this shortly, sucks. But just can to say I LOVE YOU. & Stay... You. W//love Soleil @sholeilmalik.tumblr.com

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My 5 year old sister is in love with One Direction like me! It makes me so happy. Well she doesn’t fangirl like me but she likes some of their songs and it’s all she listens to. Her favourite song is One Thing. And she always comes into my room and just stares at the poster of the boys on the wall. She even has a nickname for Harry. I have no idea where she heard of it or if she just connected the dots and made it up herself. She calls him “Curly”. I think that’s adorable. I told her today that his other nickname is Hazza. She now calls him CurlyHazza. My 2 year old brother really likes them too. He is always pointing to the pictures on my wall and listening to the boys on my iPod. I think that may be the youngest male fan One Direction, maybe. He dances to them and everything. It’s just so adorable. My little sister dances and sings to their music as well. My mom is so supportive of my love for them as well. Before them, I didn’t have a hobby. Actually, I was quite depressed. Like super depressed. But once I grew to love them, my mom loved that I loved them. She will bring me a drink or some food late at night if I ask because one of the boys are doing a twitcam and I don’t want to miss anything. She’ll understand when I sleep in super late from being on Tumblr all night. When I tell her great news about them she gets so happy. I guess One Direction are my only friend right now, so my mom understands and is supportive of me. She’ll buy me posters and a bunch of other 1D merchandise. She isn’t a big fan of their “tantics” though. Like when they change their lyrics or when they’re drunk and what not. She also seems to think Harry is a pervert. I patted her on the back and was like “Yep, he really is.”. And she thinks they’re gay just like all of us do! I have one friend who is just in love with them like I am. She’s my best friend. My other best friend, likes them but isn’t a Directioner. And my cousin likes them a bit. Well she doesn’t like any of the boys except Niall. I want to force her to love them all equally but I can’t. Oh well. My brother and sister like them but not as much as me. My mom is supportive. I have one best friend who is a Directioner. And I have you guys! All of you guys are like my best friends. That lives in different places all around the world. We have the best fandom ever. With love, Brittany (Twitter: @_juanerection_ ) 

Write a diary entry to one of the boys, yes only one. Tell them what you love about them (: tell them what you may not if that's even possible! <3~Jenna

•meet One direction •tell Paul that he should adopt me •tell Liam to marry Danielle •tell Louis that he has a better bum than me •ask them if they would marry me •make eye contact with them •tell Niall he's beautiful •hold Harry's hand •see baby lux •meet josh & tell him what "ship" means •touch zayns quiff •give them all Nerf guns •become there best friend •get there number •Go to the UK •go to Nandos •Hug them •spend a day with them •kiss them (Cheek at least ahaha) Lol & much more. But I will save that for Narnia. W//love Soleil @sholeilmalik.tumblr.com

Have the boys see this tumblr (:

You know you guys are my life, right? This fandom is just amazayn! See what I did there? I think you did. Sometimes I’m in Payne from how halarouis I am. Maybe I’m in deniall but I really think I hazza good sense of humour. Anyways, enough of my amazayn jokes. You guys are the greatest. You are always keeping tabs on who is where and things like that. Without you, there would be no One Direction. I really do love you all, each and every one of you. Except maybe Directionators? I don’t really know my opinion on them. I mean, we’ve all been there. We all start out as one. Like a freshman in high school. You just fall in love with the boys so quickly that you can’t help but to want to know everything. I remember when I first loved the boys. I didn’t know much about them but I knew that I loved them. And as I grew closer to their music and to them, I fell even deeper in love. I wouldn’t go so far as to say I love Directionators as much as us Directioners. I’d probably just give them a pat on the back and a “hang in there”. That’s like saying you love freshmen. Not trying to offend anybody. But I would pat freshman on the back and give them advice and information whenever they are in need of it. For some people, their love of One Direction is like a little seed and if it’s given water and time to grow, it’s a beautiful flower. Yes, I did compare us Directioners to a flower. Lame, I know! But sometimes people’s flowers are there blossoming within a second. I know I was a seed at first, getting comfortable with them and their music. But now they are all that I listen to and think about and write about. On that note, I read Room 317 last night. You guys HAVE to read it! OMG I was crying. It is so good. I forgot that it wasn’t real.. But anyways, this is just a quick entry as I am in a rush right now. And sorry this was more of a rant than anything, but I promise something better tomorrow. See ya later! With love, Brittany (Twitter: @_juanerection_ )

Hey fambam. You guys are seriously my family. I trust every single one of you. I love how all of us can really joke around with each other. All of us make best friends with each other, because of this fandom. The fandom is the best thing I have in life. I can rely on everyone. We all joke around & have all of our ovaries explode. We are never embarrassed to tell each other anything. Like... Seriously. ANYTHING. Even though I have rough times in life... I just log onto tumblr & can just talk to you guys. You guys make me really happy :) we all love each other. (no homo.) Even though some of us don't get along, we know why. It's cos we are family. & families get in fights. But our fights are......different. I'm so happy to be taking this journey in life as a direction with all you guys. I love how all of us manage to be sisters. & some brothers. Lol Honestly.... YOU guys make me feel pretty. Even though EVERY SINGLE one of you are prettier than me, you still manage to say I'm not a potato. I really love this fandom. My second family is what you are. I know I keep saying it but still. I DO live a Hannah Montana life. My life with my first family is my Miley life. I act normal around everyone. I might not be the best cousin,sister , daughter ,or niece to them but I try. Then when I log into tumblr I live the BEST Hannah Montana life!! I can act completely fine with all of you lovelies. We can talk to each other about hard times in life. We can say so much random stuff and still love each other. I seriously love all of you guys. Family. That is what you are to me. I LOVE this life as a directioner with you guys. No more words can describe why I love you guys. W//love Soleil @sholeilmalik.tumblr.com (sorry its so short)