Padded fun

Suns out padding out.

So i recently got asked what do I do when I met up with people for abdl reasons (I don't anymore) and i explained lots of people are different. And a few different styles I did, before getting carried away describeing my best expirence...so I decided to share it.

So it started with me chatting with this daddy online, and we agreed to meet up. This guy (who is now going to be called BD for big daddy) met me in town and drove me to his house. Telling me "daddys got a fun evening planned". I just remember being really nervous and flustered when he said that to me. Ariving at his house, the first thing he did was push me in the door and against a wall. Then thrusted himself upon me to made out with me, jamming his tounge into my throat and Striping off my clothes. However this didnt last long as he soon grabbed me by the arm and put me on the floor, to put me in a diaper (I told him i was into this pior) Throw me in a corner of his front room. Before I was able to get up of the floor BD chained me up to a radiator with soft guarded strong hand cuffs.

He then left me there a tad confused and horny, to come back with 6 litres of water and told me "drink it all bitch". Left me there and sat on his setee/coach and watched tv with a beer. And ignored me when i tried to speak to him.time went by, it took me a bout half hour to drink all the water (i chugged it desperate to see what was going to happen next) obviously after that much water didnt take me long to really REALLY needed to pee. As i started to sqiurm, BD turned off his tv and just watched me.

This is were BD became more vocal and began to tease me. telling me to "be a big boy" and "dont you dare pee bitch" gradually getting more agressive with his wording. After bout 15 mins I burst. So BD got out of his seat, came over and tossed me over to spank me. "Punishing" me.

After he brought me another 2 litres. This point he decided to strip down to his boxers and socks and continue to watch me for a few mins telling me "what a pathetic bitch you are, cant even hold your own bladder" and "daddys gona give it to me soon." "Is the bitch excited?" Then went silent for about 10 mins watching me struggle and with out saying anything BD got up, came over, pulled his large dick out and just pissed on me. After slapping me in the face with his dick a bit saying "you like that little bitch" . I instently peed myself again. this was a tad much for the diaper, It leaked on the floor so i was sat in a big puddle of both our piss for a while.

During my time wearing diapers. Honestly they have been many times, were i thought "I don't wanna do this anymore" keeping this embaressing secret from everyone I know, always worried people will find out. Spending alot of money on products. Putting effort in to keep my room clean and hygienic after use.

Plus I wont lie I often realise how ashamed I am to wear them. (Makes me feel wierd... in a bad way. Somtimes)

So on a few occasions I have attempted "the final time". Were I decide no. no, no, no, nope, na ah, no more, im done! And gathered all my stash and binned it.

Inuding all the diapers, onesies, pottys, bottles, mats, binkies. ALL OF IT!

... and think thats it I am done.

Only to find in a few months...weeks sumtimes days. I will desperately crave them again. And find a time were I am alone with time and can wear them. And HAVE to buy more.

And I learned a few times I cannot quit even if I want to.

Dunno why

Just cannot.

Ands its just really REALLY expensive to try quit. So im gona stay padded when I can.

And my advice for others trying to stop. dont get rid of your stash untill you know u can. Just lock it up sumwhere or summit

ABDL PRIDE FLAG So I  have been to a few different pride events -LGBT Prides- (struggle to remember most of each of them). and at them I saw an array of different flags. mostly showing sexuality E.G gay, bi, pan. however there was also a lot of fet flags. like Bears, leather and BDSM. but NOT ONE ABDL flag. EVER! I asked ABDL’s I know about it and asked if they would wear it with pride. quite a few said they deffo would online. But haven’t seen any in that scary real world place. (which I get tbh) however that being said I went to get myself a flag and found its really chuffin hard to find a physical printed ABDL flag