you do what I can't do

but i don't think i'll come back tbh; it hurts in a really weird way.

my fanmixes, which some people out there really liked, will soon all be available on my spotify. here's trying to feel invincible, a mix for ace, sabo and luffy. and you were always gold to me is on there as well! i always really liked those two mixes, and i still do actually.

anyway.

i still love one piece, but i’m quite far behind by now. i mean, i was happy sanji appeared again, that something new started, etc. but i wasn’t too happy with what one piece was becoming somehow.

by now, i have no idea what’s happening anymore.

i’ve been in the fandom for really long, and i’ve had this blog since three years or something now, i guess, and it was fun for the most part.

but my depression is making things harder and harder, and i’m currently not enjoying anything as much anymore.

also, you probably noticed i’m constantly disappearing and then suddenly reappearing, and some of you are worrying about me and i feel bad for just leaving, but sometimes everything is just too much.

so

maybe i’ll delete this. or just leave it or something.