hellhound .

whaddup y'all . i have been dead and deceased from my shitty 40hr/week job that has recent given me a shitty 15 cent raise , which was just enough for the state i live in to cut my insurance off . my life has been good , as u can all see .

now i understand that we can have our likes and dislikes of characters , hell , we all have em . but what makes it okay to shit on one of the main characters , where it is EASILY AVAILABLE to others who relate to the character to see ??? WHEN DID THAT BECOME OK ??? opinions are opinions at the end of the day , i'm not here to scold or to change anyone's mind about how they feel , just to keep it out of sight . you don't know who's gonna see it and feel discouraged from ever picking up that character in the future .

   “ most ‘ dangerous ‘  ability users ...  the hunting dogs .  seems we share a nickname in that department .  i wonder which dog is more powerful ... “

“Of all the shit you could ask at time like this…” 

Chuuya trailed off and eyed his own cup of tea, staring at the steam floating up from the surface of the liquid. The question wasn’t entirely unexpected; it was something he’d asked himself several times on different occasions, and it was only natural that Akutagawa would ask him the same thing at some point. As an executive, he always had the option to shoot the question down without answering it at all, but—no. He wouldn’t do that. 

He breathed a sigh, letting it blow across the top of his cup. “…I never stopped loving them, for one thing. For a while, I thought I did, but I was a damn idiot. If I had to name a better reason than that to sum it all up, it would be…trust. That probably sounds like crazy talk, but I’m serious. I trust them with my life, always.”

   he remains silent ,  respectful as the executive talked about it .  at first he feels like interrupting ––  is he insane ?  trusting dazai ?  he might as well be signing a death certificate ,  but then he remembers his own partner .  kanae was inhuman ,  a GHOUL for the matter .  if kanae really wanted to ,  he could easily kill akutagawa with his sheer strength .  but ,  the hellhound had placed his trust in him .  he loves him .  he loves him .

     ❛ Is that for me? ❜

   “ ... “

   “ chuuya - san ,  how do you do it ? “  he asks quietly ,  the cup of tea in his hand still too hot to drink .  “ after everything they’ve done ,  you still love dazai - san .  why ? “

   “ nakahara - san ,  i’ve finished with the assassination mission .  there’s nothing unusual to report ––  it was completed within minutes of getting the target alone . “  his voice is deadpan and unenthusiastic ,  but he’s glad it was smooth sailing .

   “ is there anything else you need me to begin ? “

   “ it’s a shame you’ve chosen to side with the agency .  your ability would be much more useful within the ranks of the port mafia ...  so tell me ,  how exactly does such an ability work ? “

   “ ... interesting .  i’ve never seen an ability like yours .  is it constantly activated ?  or do you activate it on your own ? “

   “ ah ...  the idealistic man .  don’t you know you’ll only end up setting your expectations to heights that will never be reached ?  you’re setting yourself up for failure . “

   “ it is wise to not place your trust so easily in others .  you never know who is behind you holding the knife . “

   life lessons from akutagawa .  take notes ,  kyouka .