blackout quotes + universe notes

i’m sorry if it’s the equivalent of spitting in your face to spook the one you may have sent, but i have to believe you encourage it for a reason. you know the answers i seek are difficult for others to give. that’s why they have to be asked. i give too freely to not request earnesty in another’s conviction.

if this doesn’t work, like the times before, i appreciate the practice, however fleeting, in this gravity we named love. i feel stronger already. (though i admit at time i don’t want to)

yours,

though he’s annoying me currently, i think i may have met someone..

potential thanks?

yours,

why can’t i follow any of the perfect schedules i make, i can’t get out of my own way to move intentionally in life and i’m not sure who to blame it on at this point

yours,

it would be super cool if the thing worked out, you know the thing. please give it your best

tired and worried,

trying really hard not to want to give up, can you chill out with the character-building for a year or two?

yours,