𝕯𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑'𝖘 𝕮𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖉

And I know I can't, because you said it's impossible.

But know that I'm still trying.

Trying as I'm unable to love myself as much as I wish you could love me.

I wish to be swallowed by the unknown and by the unreachable parts of the world.

I wish to be the perfect person, your most beautiful favorite, your one and only.

But I can't, because you'd be trapped in the loop of my flawless glow.

And when our world ends, I'd be left alone to rot from the inside as my glow still shines for you.

+* R E D. *+!

🎸

Do I see nothingness as an escape from the killer? From whom I can't seem to run away from.

I'm sad.

Simple.

I'm deeply truly sad and tired from all the pain that has corrupted the thing that should keep me sane.

Here I am, losing not only myself but someone I care about just because they are fighting against the same thing that I'm always fighting.

Me.