Dumb bitch

i now have another dilemma with the shortcut keys for this shithole, the "j" to scroll down only works every other post. i keep having to hit the space bar and then go back to j, bc it stops working every one or two times. this site fucking pisses me off.

did a**d this weekend with maddie and ended up sitting there staring at grass for a few hours. i wanted to try and paint bc last time i also ended up sitting on my ass, but i couldnt bring myself to do anything bc my arms were so weak. watched a few things on netflix and ate a lot of snacks, felt sweaty and hungry but also pukey and hot and everything was good and bad at the same time. i dont know why i cant bring myself to do anything productive when im tripping, but i really cant. i just sit there and laugh until i cry. when i got home though, i did start theorizing on the meaning of karma and putting out what you want to recieve and starting thinking heavily on how youre stuck in just one body for the entirety of your life and boy was i ready to sleep at that point. anyways, thats my word dump. have a good day/ night.

@ vampire teeth thanks bro ur my only real one on here lmfaoo