seems legit

but it keeps getting thrown back in my face saying that im not tryingif i wasnt trying i would have blocked him by nowif i wasnt trying i wouldnt be trying to talk to him and doing all this shit if i wasnt trying i wouldnt be hiding the fact that it bothers methat he bothers methat the entire situation bothers meand that i know my own brother paying more attention to him than to meif i wasnt trying i would have found kankri and punched him straight in the face and beat his fucking face in until he knows how much i fucking hate him about how much i want him to be out of my fucking lifeabout how much of a hypocrite he is and how he thinks hes a good person when no the fuck hes notabout how stubborn he is with not listening to anyone but my brother who he magically understands

i would have blocked him by now and not even allow the people at the funeral invite him the fuck ini could block him out and not have to deal with him i could do a whole lot of thingsbut i fucking dont 

and he doesnt acknowledge the fact that im tryingbut instead he does this shit when i wanted to be left alone

“.. Fine. I get it. 6ut that d9es n9t mean y9u have t9 make it difficult t9 even try t9 talk. I'll leave y9u n9w t9 y9ur dirty mind 9f what my w9rds meant.“

when i just wanted to be left the fuck aloneim fucking trying to get over thisim fucking trying and im this close to just beating his face in

i wanted to be left alone today and he threw passive aggressive shit in my facemaking me feel guilty for feeling bad and not wanting to talk making me feel bad for just wanting to be left alonefuck you kankri 

and hes not going to even apologizehes going to continue to make excuses over himself to make himself look good while my brother comes from behind and sweeps up the mess and kissing all over his grey ass and then probably apologizes for him when he fucking shouldnt have to kankri should be the one apologizing but he fucking isnt