Lovey

Pile 1

Someone's ex's name could be "Nehal, Sonia, Tori", Chota Bheem's Kichak coming through, maybe they had that built, Southern California,

"I am going forward" y/n says plainly "Moved On" the words leaving her mouth dry as y/n remember all the times she/he didn't want to leave it all behind, all the times y/n screamed in their head that they didn't need to move on, or move forward alone ever again after this relationship but alas "I was wrong", y/n sighs... This is what it is I guess.

All that encouragement in the initial stages only to be left all alone with nothing or nobody to move forward with huh? Really this is messed up. Why did (ex) lead me on so far, "Ah", another sigh "I don't know". "Lonely, lonely guess I am lonely" ~ "spending my time doomscrolling without you by my side. You were my only closure, my only fix. I don't need no help, I just need you"

"Now that I am thinking about it, its all so good without you somewhere in the back of my mind, it used to haunt me ~ your memories. I didn't see them moving forward though... That's nice!", another sigh but this time its of relief. I didn't believe at first "How much I ended up giving into you anyway... now that I am thinking about it, its all so stupid, just like a big mistake, I didn't mean to make. I didn't meant it, didn't mean to embarrass myself (y/n) for a person like you. Its like a garden, my (y/n) erogenous force, I didn't mean to pull you in, yikes! I can't believe it! All the things I did to be with you. "(YOUR AGE)" to be exact! That's how we have turned out since childhood.... so rotten to the core since we first met! I feel gaslit! I didn't want my child/childhood friend to look like that, to look like you! I didn't want to waste my breath like this on you! Why were you leading me on....

[Tarot reader here : take it as it resonates, I am getting involvement of children, Someone's or place name could be Sydney, I am seeing someone went / stopped by somewhere near their ex's past place or a grave. "Torri could be of any age right now in the vicinity of you playing "Side -duster" or "myth-buster" with you", I think there's some child's death coming through here. "But you do not care..."]

Okay I have to stop the reading mid-way, there seems to be an awfully worse than a animal kinda asshole coming in here who doesn't even care about a child and is only concerned with being a top of the cream in the upper echelons of society no matter how rock bottom they are in. I hate this! So I am halting this reading in here, Good on you for moving on.

Please do not look past an asshole who doesn't even has basic empathy for children. Sorry but this is all I have in this read today, please move forward, there is so much hope and love and light and beauty to look forward to than whoever this is. This negative individual could have been your first. But whatever, all that is over now! please take good care of yourself. Do not falter!

I think the reason why I couldn't channel anything angry might be because I was channeling so much regret of making this person the first of everything. I think you also hate this person for using you for your sexuality. I think there's big regrets here than any other emotion like anger. I am sorry I do not want to force you to feel angry if you are way too exhausted due to this bitch. I am the one seething after channeling such a douchebag. Sorry please forgive me.

Pile 2

Idk what it is... the woman in the pic is decorated by lavendar , yet she has to hold a stinky organ in her hand, as if she is holding a defecate placard on her hand telling your ex to start shitting already. Idk was your ex the type to judge someone for their smell, body organs (sexualization and objectifying other humans) or their grades or academic or financial scores. I just heard "UDY cheating you tube channel's "This shit about to be good" opener lines. Like did you hand over this mf their brain cells catching them cheating on camera. Idk sir/mam respectfully, I think you cooked them hard before leaving their ass behind. Like bruv what is this? Its almost like a beautiful innocent nice person just had to get their hands dirty to get your ex for good - Historians call it, "The day she handed him back his brain from his left foot". You could a rapper. I am also getting pepper mint spray, My GOD how stinky are they?

Honestly, first impressions, you could have publicly embarrassed their dumb ass. Sorry my pile 2 stars, I wasn't familiar with your game...👀

Your letter —

"I sat down to get my hands dirty, to do all this work, hoping you would pass this test. Always treated myself like a Goddess, cause I know I am. Prayed to God, thinking I wouldn't have to hand your brain right back to you from your rear end to your face, so you should know this, all that dirty work isn't usually one of my things. Those doubts had pushed me to the edge, you know, those late night calls, sleepless nights, late night text messages. I had to be suspicious, right? Yet I still believed you. Still embarrassed myself into thinking all this UDY was a bad idea. But then you walked right into the den, And My Oh My, The way you fumbled me! Am I even important to you? You think of me as a joke, huh? Whatchu think was gonna happen? Jesus was gonna send some Noah's Arc to deliver you of your humiliation? Mosses was gonna come again but this time to divide the Earth into two, so that the ground you stood on could swallow you alive? Have you lost brains? Oh by the way I think you did! Wasn't it up your ass the whole damn time? You fucker! You made me do all this! Made me work this hard to tell you that's where it was all along! And yet you come here again, with the audacity of some swine's tail that couldn't be straightened! Have you not gotten over the habit of shoving your brain up the ass? Huh? What's wrong with you? Blaming me for setting you up? You Donkey! Is it that hard to understand?!"

"You think I am angry, huh? Bitch! This just my sleep deprivation talking! Watchu coping for? I ain't even emotional bitch! You wasted my time, my sleep, MY ENERGY! You think I am CHEAP?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! Who did you think I was, huh, Mr. Champagne? Lil mama boy, whose money did you buy those bottles from, huh?! I am busy making bag, I am making money. My stocks are rising, no pairs of my pants are the same. I don't even count them, my stylist takes care of those!! Whatchu gaping about boy?! Vandalising my place! Dictating my subordinates, as if you own me? Oh well, do you? Huh? Do you? Did you dare dream of that? That too standing where you are at your life right now, huh? Huh? Huh?!! Speak up little chump! Vandalising my property for what?! For setting you up for a UDY or for stepping up on your ass as you failed your cheating test! Must have hurt your little brain, right? Forgive me, didn't know you were sensitive back there... Oh I assume he/she knew? The one you were running your cahoots with, while I was out and about, running around, making money, missing my sleep all naked while waiting for ya ass to come back home and this is where you have been?! Accidentally stumbled upon their genitals, Isn't that what its called? COINCIDENCE!!!! I have been sleeping without you for past 3 summer nights and this is where you have gone to, huh?"

"Ya Ya I know I understand, you see, you are right, I have always wanted to cheat on you with him, yes yes you are right, What? You think I am gonna give you the satisfaction of "No honey I never ever wanted to leave you for your little wee-wee"? Yes I know after forgiving you for cheating on me for such a long time, I pretended to forgive you and cheated on you right in front of you with another person. Thought it would destroy your peace of mind, the way you did mine. Wasn't it worth it? Watching your sick twisted ass cry out in fear as I writhed my hips right down that person right in front of you. Its called Automatic Brain Relocation Therapy (ABRT). Hope this letter and its contents find you in your sleep. Buh-Bye Loser"

Back of the letter —

"DARE YOU TO EVER TRY VANDALISING MY PROPERTY OR ACTING VIOLENTLY LIKE A HOOLIGAN EVER AGAIN, YOU WOULD BE LEFT OUT IN THE STREETS WITH YOUR HUMILIATION RITUAL CIRCULATING AROUND YOUR FRIEND CIRCLE WITH MY NAME BURNING UP YOUR REPUTATION" 👺😡🔥

"Thank you for reading till here, you ex [OP]😇"

Also ABRT according to what I channeled was like a combination of short forms of some tarot readers, mystics, philosophers, guides, therapists, friends or mentors, you used to train from or take guidance from that this person tried to bribe to take advantage of you or something. Maybe your ex booked a mini hotel/motel cheap ass clown room to cheat on you with this person. Oh boy they fumbled so hard! Serves them right! You dished it out great pile 2! Congrats and bye!

Pile 3

Before I proceed, bruv, these messages can be a bit scary piece of info, idk. There's been some creepy energy on the low. Also Don Tolliver feat Travis Scott You coming through in here. "I am getting if Pile 3 broke up with their ex, Pile 2 broke them" Maybe 2 & 3 are significant for you. Maybe you and pile 2 know each other in real life. Maybe you are a mature version of pile 2, but this time you got exhausted of handing back that brain to your ex. "Portugal" could be a confirmation

Justice is in the back of the deck, so that creepy feeling before wasn't wrong I guess. You got some justice from this fella.

"So I am quite enthusiastic about the new endeavour i am taking in life. Yet due to you and the kind of peg you were to my life, all my energy got stuck in that comfort zone. My path grew to be more convoluted all thanks to you as well as the bitch you cheated on me with. Bitch who you think you are?! First of all for cheating on me, secondly you thinking I have that type of time to give a damn about your dumb ass cheating on me. I have got lots of other things you know. Don't come to my Uni, workplace, neighbourhood or workshop where people will recognise you. Anyways nobody knows your name, unless its connected to me. Actually my day was going amazing till my friends spotted you while my last name was still stuck in in rancid ass marriage. Its like being a comfort man / woman to some loser with nothing down there. I can't even fake orgasms with you anymore! You are so ugly! This scam-ahh marriage did nothing but destroy and rot me away if nothing else. Why don't you go back to the shelf you got your head stuck in while searching for those divorce papers? Or maybe your mother's womb, since that's where you originally came from. Sad that she couldn't abort. Lying to me during my whole scam ass marriage till it fell apart, and GAWD THE DRAMA you did while I signed those divorce papers you delivered me. I still remember seeing you holding the mound of the paper so tight given how easily I signed them away. In your case,the rejection was so upfront, you didn't even confront me, just tried to undo your doings by hiding the divorce papers in the shoerack. Alas I called you out for it and there you are rubbing that file all over your body like some lotion cursing you a lifetime of loneliness and disapproval from others. Its like you saw it coming. Sadly for me, it wasn't a sandpaper, wish rubbing it would have sand down and chipped away your entire existence. Oh to simply endure your existence, the way I adored a Gollum art piece. Lord! What did I even see in you? You ruined my home life, my academics, my finances! Reported you to your HR yet had to endure this daily commute even while booking my uber/auto/ola/taxi, eww. My rides stinked of you! Thank me enough for staying by your side while you were seeking attention taking my name. People used to call "Miss Pissioti" as a joke. Drinking your piss and getting regularly sick! No wonder!"

"Now that I am free after all those years of suffering injustice from your hands, I can work again, in silence, in peace, without any judgement. WITHOUT YOU"

Tarot reader here : Ugh, damn! you guys could be finding your names in files or folders, your person used to buy out your land under your name illegally placing you in trouble. Damn bro! whatever the fuck this is! I am so sorry for you guys. But Ace! You won the race.

Cocktail, Mocktail, AI, AI resurgence, waterways, footpath, modern footpaths, smart city could be significant. Somebody could have denied you your rights or left you alone with nothing in your hands.

Maybe you could be leaving it all behind and starting over. Congratulations to you on starting over.

Idk why am I channeling Wiz's cheater husband Landon right now. Their story could be impactful for you guys right now. Take care of yourself (and nowadays maybe your self care looks like paying your bills on time and that's alright) Do Not Give Up. You can do it ! I am getting that you can do it all alone as well but I would definitely ask you to seek help using Justice systems or family facilities or community just in case to win a war or a severe legal battle just in case. Thank you, take care of yourself. bye-bye

Pile 4

Hey idk how to say this? But it reminds me of a girl who had weird fantasies of pegging Kim Jong Un cause you know, he's got naturally big racks, better than what any BBL could ever give....

Um.. Anyways let's move on, (Let's not side eye me, for casually dropping world's most weirdest fantasies, but this was a girl with actual kink for pegging men... so yeah, totally appreciating whatever side of LGBTQIA+ she's into)

I think your ex was someone who couldn't perform for you the way you did for them (Like you know how some of these egotistical people will lose their shit when someone tells to bend over for pegging, I think your ex was someone like that, not implying you could be into pegging, maybe they took "trying new things" or "change" to their ego ) Just saying that if you were into public sex, this person was not. And hey, that's totally alright! Not everybody needs to like it, some do it at their own pace, some never do it at all. So what? Doesn't mean you guys can't make it work out. As someone who's been into BDSM, I think its all about understanding your own needs as to why you want that type of intensity in love, how else can you translate this intensity in your daily life if not through sex, though its a slow transition, talking with a partner who can help us through this is very important. And yes you should know that people who truly love you will accept you for your eccentricities and are still willing to help you out without shame.

Hundred Dollar Bill by Lana Del Rey

Its another ex of Lana who treats her badly like an object and Lana likes it and romanticizes that shit cause she hasn't found her worth yet. I think that's the same case with you, some idiot who romanticized, fetishized or even fell in love with an idea of you that isn't you necessarily but kept on egging you in that direction. Its seriously so irritating, its like different fonts of patriarchy. They loved you for being an It girl and glorified your objectification, so they never found anything wrong with them liking it but its your fault for being that way. Hence their first idea was to decide to talk you down on it and then villainize you based on the kinds of kinks you preferred. Instead of talking down maybe helping you redirect that pent up energy into something new or artistic. This is the problem that you ma have refused to pinpoint or didn't see through cause maybe you too were deep in the patriarchal gaze. How do I say it? I had a boyfriend who once told me that he was assaulted and made jokes about how people made fun of him, I was so sad. I was just disappointed at him for regarding himself as deserving of it. But that's where I am at fault right? its not his fault for thinking like that. And that's what the world and the society told him, to feel like it was all a joke. Its us failing to realize that this person was made to feel this way by certain someone or their abuser and now instead of feeling bogged down by assault they trivialize that trauma and makes jokes on it to not feel as bad as they felt while explaining their trauma or maybe its just that he was made fun of while trying to explain his trauma so it scares him to even start the conversation in an empathetic way, hence he and jokes about it.

Many a times people make jokes of their trauma to feel empowered in themselves by trivializing the extent of that trauma and making the trauma look like a medal of achievement of their inner strength and endurance and hey! I am here to say that its okay, you were trying to protect yourself from your own memories and the realisation of how traumatizing these memories actually were. Its okay for you to be here in this stage of life, its just a proof that your mind tried to help you survive! And you know what, I am here with you on this. Congratulations on defeating your inner demons, you have come a long way my friend. Raise a toast, celebrate yourself! I am glad to be your guest, so as many others who chose this pile and read this today.

And what I hate here is that, maybe your ex was disappointed at you for acting out this way and instead of giving some real empathy, they fucking cornered you. I think I won't be able to channel a POV for you but its more like you don't wish them bad things like, "I hope you get assaulted the same way I did, only then you will understand me" its more like you kinda wish they go through the same confusing, jargon of a loop you and your mind went through to fucking protect yourself from being hurt after being constantly policed for your actions. Its like you never saw any other way to be able to end your suffering other than retracting to that state of mind or thinking. They behaved with you as if your mind and your entire existence was built to be trash talked on rather than actually engaging with you with compassion. You deserve good things in life. You deserve to be called good and to be appreciated as the good person you are. I think that's what you would not like to tell your ex, but shatter their experience of expectation of the kind of people they expected you to be surrounded with instead of the actual good, new people who are surrounding your life right now. And that they are helping you not handling you. They would have never expected you to be treated kindly for your differences from the society, yet here you are thriving with good people who take care of you and do not feel the need to monitor your every move, cause these new people trust you and know that you don't walk on eggshells. Something your ex wouldn't have trusted you with. Good for you, you know 🫶

Pile 5

Nine of wands in reverse came again and again. Its like bro you have given up on whoever these Shack O'Shayla is. Its like you are done with this ex of yours. So the first question my spirit guides led me to ask was where would you be without them? The answer Emperor in reverse back of the deck, Justice upright. As long as that place isn't where your ex is, you are glad to go along and be there. Its giving Justice is where that dumb excuse of a misogynist/misandrist pig isn't there. This person has been in folly, I am getting they do realize that, so they are coming back with cry-try sorries, Like bitch is the reason tissue papers were invented, I feel sorry for the trees. I also feel you are confused if you actually love them or not, cause I see you literally making that "ARIGATHANKS GOZAIMUCH" face as you walk away from this crying mess. Its like you are done, but you have to keep acting like you too are sad for leaving them behind or they will start victimizing themselves again. Gosh you are so funny!

This reminds me of my friend, her lover would legit threaten her that he would cut his nerves or take his own life if she ever broke up with him. We literally had to shout at her in front of everybody that even if he did commit something dangerous, she can always claim he "graped her" or "blackmailed her" over his de@d body and that we would all support her cause we knew and saw how he would threaten to off himself if she didn't reply his message or didn't turn around to look at him, [ I know its kind of a weird way to motivate someone but bruh we were 14 years old and all our classmates hated him once his actions revealed. Anyways atleast the boys of our class beated his shit. So that ended well]

Your Letter : 7 of pentacles, justice, ace of wands, empress, 4 of pent, knight of pent rx, page of swords rx. quenn of cups rx. Back of deck : Ten of swords rx, strength, mob card. Central card : Ten of cups.

Your pile is the longest pile I guess, Central Cee could be significant.

Spirit is showing me two rows, First one is your row : Seven of pentacles,justice, ace of wand and empress

Opposite of that row is : four of pentacles, knight of pentacles in rx, page of swords rx, queen of cups of reverse.

When you invested your money in assets. This person tightly held onto their savings. They never grew money, hence they always had money in their hands but never the patience to watch it grow while focusing on working hard. You were trying to get justice, to make a pathway and lead others with yourself. They remained stuck in that same road everybody traveled yet when an original problem popped in front of them, all they could ever do was stand at crossroads and rot themselves to de@th with their stale breath. You stood up for yourself and your people when the opportunity arises, they didn't even read the contract properly and gave their rights away to slave for that corporation. They never tried to proofread to get better results. You are coming through as an Empress who gave life to Earth, nurtured the soil so that people could walk on this soil and thrive here on it. They came though as Queen of cups in reverse. Someone who would bring tsunami into the whole world just because they felt lonely, its like someone who would rather drown the world in their sadness and loneliness if they didn't feel right about something.

I think my spirt guides are like : Girl/Boy, do you see the difference? Yaa you were too high on this person. Central card being ten of cups, you both built a family on two completely different thing despite having been in the same community. You were a problem solver, this person was always creating escape routes around their problems than dealing with it and when things come to a boil, they would rather make others feel the same way than help raise everybody up.

Back of the deck: ten of swords rx, strength, mob reverse,

I got 3 of swords in the back of my mind. I cannot bring myself to write a POV but You would start listing the differences between you two and they start crying about how much they can change but the difference is the mindset and it takes time to change that. They aren't ready to realize that yet. You know this person will keep smiling through the pain, shout with a mob of dumb people protesting for something blindly without researching anything. You know and see and understand that this person needs time to gain that strength to not let loose their inner demons, to not get swayed by the people around them. To not get caged in by the constructs that the society has set on them on how to spend their own money. You knew this and saw this person as hesitant. You are good at understanding that people like these cannot stand up with people like you who are trying change the system that's oppressing you and your community. Its hard for you to completely ignore or not empathize with someone groomed by the system, but you are done living in that cage and you do understand that people who are groomed by a system like this tend to think that they need to achieve something extra to be seen as better than everybody else. You do see it and realize that someone like this will cage you up in the same lame ass cage of achievements, making your life all about expensive stuff, brands and achievements required to be seen as valuable in this society, than understanding that you are someone who is all about your purpose because that's how they have operated for most part of their life.

I think your letter is something personal not something a mere reader like me can give words to. Also I think its intentional this way so that you realize that you are not supposed to be adopting a narrative (a reader's narrative) that isn't yours. I would recommend a good journaling session after this. Give some time for reflection before you write your "vent letter".

Pile 6

I am immediately channeling "Billie Jean" - She told my baby we'd danced 'til three, then she looked at me Then showed a photo of a baby cryin', his eyes were like mine (oh, no)

Did your ex try to baby trap you? I was getting gorilla traps. Gorilla time series database could be significant.

Welcome To Technical Jargon

Its an in-memory database used by facebook to store real time system monitoring data, thus it writes through your everyday cache and focuses on solving everyday queries of users. Idk why I am getting this either but I think its a sign for you to start studying or researching shit before signing them.

This is someone that tried to cause a rift in your current relationship. Or maybe has access to you or your data, or maybe tried to rift you apart with your partner using your data history like google searches.

How do I say this, Gorilla TSDB can process 700 million data points collected from the data monitoring system, so to simplify the tech jargon and explain this to you in simple terms, someone who could literally track down a large amount of data and tried to act like they knew the specifics. I am getting maybe someone could have stalked you based on how much time you spent doing a particular activity to recommend certain idea to your partner to cause a rift.

Idk June could be significant. But they may have tried to use a lot of verbiage (like I am using right now, like a lot of technical or complexities regarding something) to make their argument sound pretty or something and it could have made you or your partner rile up at each other.

Like the Billie Jean lyrics are exactly that, somebody alluding to bullshit using certain time frame. My spirit guides are saying, this mf made it seem or sound so convincing as if this aluminum foil tin hat knew what he was talking about! And you all got into a fight with your current partners or something shi- like that. This bitch could have been a heavy drinker at the time at some point, I am seeing ace of cups and temperance, both of 'em reversed. This person could still be a part of the friend circle or group. Reminds me of a bitch who is themselves in loan but still lends the resources they have taken on loans to keep or maintain some type of leader like respect/reputation cause they are deeply insecure, lacking or hollow from within. The business model of AMAZON tbh. Dude I am wondering, were you dating some Jeff Bezos chatbot. Cause why the heck am I getting so much techno-assfoolery in my read!

Wait lemme guess, did your ex stalk you or something? That too using technology. Someone could wear glasses while they work, maybe your ex, because I am imagining geeks. I channeled "Killer bee Instincts" , in finance corporates and investments, this is how it works : The Nature of Killer Bees They aim to either (A) make the takeover target prohibitively difficult and/or expensive to acquire, or (B) render it so unattractive that the potential acquirer loses interest in pursuing the takeover. [src]

Ok idk why spirit is making me go through so much technical jargon but I think this mf maybe took over your company assets or resources by breaking apart your strategies/allies one by one or breaking you off from progressing any further. I know people either spend lots of money impressing someone or try to make them unattractive for others as well. But I think in your case it was your company takeover something. I channeled "Now the burden is automatically on all of us now.", maybe they made it hard for you guys by never explaining the terms and conditions properly. Nobody read the contract properly and then you may have become the one who had to pay it all up. Its like there's something swarming up your mind, regarding this friendship, idk but I am guessing you haven't found the snake in the grass yet but are able to detect something is wrong. Stop taking accountability for other people's assets, claim and live for yourself please. I think you may need some time to reassess and being left tf alone especially far away from this individual. Cause what is this person still doing in your life? Idk why I feel like you need to get rid of this extra burden, wheel of fortune in the back of deck, only then is your fate set to improve.

Please read your documents, contracts, laws, legal service, papers correctly before you try to sue this person or try to make them pay for their shit. This shitass is like someone who made you sign your contract or paper without your knowledge and left you to suffer the consequences, turned people around you and isolated you. My spirit guides are saying "I just don't get why you are with this person anymore and still not cutting them off yet!". Idk why I am channeling ED and sanitary pads but I don't like channeling two words in a combo. Bruv please stay way from whatever this infectious person is. Maybe don't keep around your exes or hookup with them (if you are doing it ). I don't even need to give you a POV. This is the summary of everything you had to endure. And the audacity in this bitch to still lie.

Maybe you also found some employee reports regarding this person's discriminatory attitudes, dumbed-down legacy, dirty favours and behind the close deal along with SA allegation. Damn gator gator ALLIGATOR. Idk but your POV feels future geared , like someone stole your money and bought your silence and after this shit, this can be a flavour of future you. I felt like I was channeling your future self's energy than your present. Idk maybe you are still in blind and figuring shit out or collecting the documents to sue them, read everything carefully. Do not miss a point when it comes to a legal battle.

They may have some David Beckham resemblance. I am also channeling federal links. Sullen behavior could be significant.

Your letter : Page of sword, Six of swords rx, strength rx, world rx, puppeteer upright, 9 of cups in the back of deck

"I caught you and your dumbass, reported on your SA, and that unplanned escape to the authorities. For this time you will go to jail".

They might become quite sullen (bad tempered and reluctant to speak to others) after a little jail tour.

"You manipulative bitch, duplicious asshole, two-timer, friend jugglar, you do not belong in this world, among us. You deserve to be an outcast, you deserve this pain. I have finally taken power and learnt how to puppeteer you to your destruction as you did to me, my life and my family. FUCK YOU!!! "

I see you showing off your wealth or keeping your inner circle discreet and filled with luxury of your friends and family as you all dance around and party while this person smokes themselves away like an outcast they are or will be.

Pile 6, I hope I am talking to you from the other side. May everything emerge happily in your life. Take care of yourself.