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It took a year but I finally passed my lowest weight 💫

*crickets*

I want to make other feel jealous, the same jealousy I feel all the time

It's like the ultimate form of competition, can I be the skinniest person I know

It makes me feel superior, the control I have over myself-

but also being lighter than someone in general makes me feel good

Having my parents finally notice when we went to the doctor and I lost 17 pounds

The concern I incur but don't feel myself

“It’s like folding doll clothes”— my mom while helping me fold my clothes

“And you can eat a piece of broccoli or whatever”— my brother at a restaurant

“You’re so lucky you’re tiny! All the best vintage clothes are size s and xs”— the lady at the vintage store

“Honesty (my name) you are so cute and petite”— my best friend’s mom

“You just keep getting more gorgeous”— my great uncle seeing me for the first time in eight months

“These are too small, do you want them?”— my aunt trying to give me size six pants

“Those are sixes they won’t fit her. They’ll be way too big”— my mom in response to my aunt