Hi everyone! Ava here.
Iām so sorry for the lack of updates. I meant to announce this sooner, but a lot has happened for me that made it a struggle.
Hereās whatās going on:
My mind has centered around Desiderium for years. I hold the characters dear and true to my heart and the plot has been constantly revamped up until the point where I made the blog and finalized it with the team. I love it and I adore everything about it regardless of its imperfections. I was super excited to make it as a game, or to at least share the story with other people.
But for now, that has to come to a halt.
Iām so thankful for everyone for the support, and Iām sorry to say that Desiderium will be on an indefinite hiatus. As much as Iād like to personally work on it, I do not have the time to work on assets nor properly manage the team. Iām thankful that you all have liked the idea of my game, and the RPGM community for the push I needed to pursue it.
Lately, my mind has been boggled down with other things. My mental health is not in the best state, I wonāt go into detail, but I needed to spend time for hospital visits and therapy. I do not have the free time I used to have as I wanted to focus more on school (I will be transferring to a university within the next year, so I need to keep my GPA up in college as well as pass all of my classes if I want to transfer and graduate on time). I also wanted to spend time with my friends and my significant other. And admittingly, I found drawing to be a struggle to work with as well and decided to focus on other hobbies.
Iām not on the computer as often as I used to be.
Iām sad I cannot continue on this project. But. Iām thankful for you all for giving me the opportunity to share this story of Suong and Hau, even if only a select few know of the entirety of it. The team got the heads-up about the projectās future several weeks ago, and Iām so grateful that they have been supportive the entire way through despite the several bumps along the way. While we didnāt get far in the assets, Iām grateful for the time they set aside for the project, and I enjoyed their company whenever we went into calls or had silly talks :) It made my days better.
Iād love to come back to it someday, which is why I donāt want to announce it as an axed project.
Once again, thank you all for the support. Please do not forget about Suong and Hau. Iām sorry that I must be selfish and ask for time for myself. Although Iām not super active on tumblr, please hit me up with a message or two (on my main blog or twitter) on occasion, Iād love to get to know some of you!
- Ava (@avaciil)
















