beneath the cracked and crumbling walls.

It genuinely shocks me how people are able to eat whatever they want without even thinking abt the amount of calories their taking in. Like how the hell are you doing that?

just a girl and her eating disorder that consumes her entire life every second of the day❤️

Hot goddamn, im smiling for a character in a game!

I cant stop of waiting my own appartement so I will starve myself without anybodyes notice

gotta say having an eating disorder and still being bad at it is really pathetic

I hate how much I DON’T look like someone who is starving.

How competitive do you guys get? Because I hate how competitive my brain gets. Like how hearing how long it’s been since someone has eaten/how little someone eat makes me want to “outdo” them. Or how I’m constantly thinking about how my friends look and how much I want to look like them. Things like that.

Yes this with my sister, i secretly observe what when how much she eats. And if she went to the gym and I get soo ducking pissed when she does better than me

When your Ed is so deeply ingrained into your personality that you don't even know who you'd be without it

Each day you must choose the pain of discipline or the pain of regret