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My take after playing both sides is that Darkside Sith Warrior whos not a dickhead abusive piece of shit to the Imperials is way more fun than lightside Sith Warrior.

Lightside Sith warrior felt boring bc you were emotionally detached and peaceful. Meanwhile, Darkside Sith warrior is fun bc you beefing w opps from all directions.

I didnt really fw the sith warrior storyline on my first play thru bc it was a lightside run. But playing the Darkside run, i was hooked. Shit was fun

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The issue Im having w the Jedi classes is that I play swtor for the story, and the Jedi/republic stories lack a lot of the messy ass bullshit of the Sith and Empire stories. I have nothing to keep me going.

Yeah, irl itd great to have peace and love but sis Im here to for the drama.

The Jedi storylines have nothing for your character to prove and I think that's why it flops. As a Sith youre either a slave or have to beat nepotism allegations.

As soon as you're off the mf transport ship, bitches is praying on your downfall and insulting you directly. That doesnt exist in the Jedi stories and I wish it did

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My take after playing both sides is that Darkside Sith Warrior whos not a dickhead abusive piece of shit to the Imperials is way more fun than lightside Sith Warrior.

Lightside Sith warrior felt boring bc you were emotionally detached and peaceful. Meanwhile, Darkside Sith warrior is fun bc you beefing w opps from all directions.

I didnt really fw the sith warrior storyline on my first play thru bc it was a lightside run. But playing the Darkside run, i was hooked. Shit was fun

Not gonna say Friday was a bad day at work. Yeah, at most I voiced some frustration somewhat lively-ish over a mf I've been working w for the last 3-4 months, mf has made no progress to closing a contract and bitches about everything, to my coworker. At most I was like "no, you don't understand" blah blah blah.

A couple times I also grumbled some shit under my breath, and a mf was cursing but it was a last ditch compulsory attempt to regulate myself during a shitty and stressful morning. I think I was quiet enough but my ocd will say anything to get me freaked out. Like I feel like I was far enough from her for nothing to be heard

The last thing was that we had a customer come in, and I feel like my customer service voice wasnt perfect. Like I had to really fight to make sure my external frustration didnt show through.

There was one time that morning for like maybe under ten minutes, probably less, that my coworker closed her door to talk on thr phone w somebody. She don't usually close the door. Idk what was said. But my anxiety is like "shes shittalking you and you're gonna lose your job".

See like my brain makes everything immediately worst case scenario. Even for shit that probably isnt that bad or "get fired" worthy.

Like my coworker didn't seem to treat me any different or allude to knowing shit. My supervisors didnt call or message me about it. I didn't have any run-ins, or even got into it with my coworker. To my defense, this was lie between 9:15 - 9:45 in the morning and I had a hectic morning and didn't have coffee yet. Once I drank some, my nerves chilled.

It was like as soon as I walked through that door it was bullshit. And outside of me having to try harder to not sound frustrated with a customer, be being a bit more expressive, and me grumbling some curse word having ass frustrations, nothing notable really happened

I hope Im tripping but my entire life feels like whenever I be a human, and dont wear a mask of beinh a NPC, i get punished

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#im sobbbing dawg

completed Sith Warrior story arc lets go

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like im not gonna rub it in his face, ima just buy it and use it. Idgaf if he see or not. yeah mf i can buy my own lil jar of peanut butter. Shit aint a problem to me

my fuckass adoptive father think he hurting me? son, you think I was lying when I said "you can throw it out, I'll just buy more. But ill try to put the peanut jar up when I'm through from now on". Throw that shit away, idgaf. Ima buy my own mf peanut butter and keep it in my room. fuck it, ill buy my own bread too. I'll buy my own jam as well. Fuck, ill buy my own mini-fridge too.

Yeah, thats what ima do tomorrow. fuckass old man you aint stopping shit. i fucking hate this man. He better fucking pray that I never have to take care of him bc ill put him through all the bullshit he put me through.

you wanna be petty over some fucking peanut butter? alright.

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I really think my adoptive father threw the peanut butter away bc he was butthurt that I was like "you can throw it away if you want, I'll just buy me some. But I'll try to not leave it out when I use it". Mind you, theyre closed theyre just not in the pantry

Like hes always had an abusive streak but this is the most stupid ass shit hes ever done.

Mf you not scaring me. Okay, I go tonight without a peanut and jelly sandwich. But I'm having one tomorrow. Ima just go buy me my own jar.

This is so fucking stupid. I also hate that my body has been programmed to feel fear about doing shit i want to do but my mind hasnt.

Again, I don't know. Maybe he hid them to be petty bc I don't see them in the trash. But it still stands like ima do exactlt what I said ima do. If he gets angry idgaf.

I hate this shit dawg I gotta move out. I have 25k saved up but I don't think that's enough to move to thr other side of the country w no support

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Like he got this look in his eyes when I said it, and it's like okay mf if you wanna play a power game over peanut butter, we can. If that shit aint back by tomorrow morning ima go out and buy me some.

These are two brand new jars too. Shit aint hurting me.

Im 28, why the fuck is this happening? If hes gonna be such a little bitch, I'll just buy my own peanut butter and bread and keep it in my room. I'll start buying my own food.

I don't understand why my parents insist I stay with them and then do this shit. It's fucking up my adulthood develop. It's why I'm so nervous.

Like my mind is angry and apathetic but my body is screaming that Ill pay if I go out and buy shit that I want. I hate my life. I hate my fuckass adoptive father.

I hated him at 16 and I was right. I hate him at 28. If I didn't love my adoptive mom, I'd go no-contact

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Ima fr have to ask him "is a decade of us rebuilding our relationship worth you being petty and controlling about peanut butter?" If he say shit tomorrow when I buy a jar for myself.

Like yeah I didn't buy it so the mf wanna throw it out he can. But if he have an issue w me buying my own shit then itll go down. Itll have to.

Im sick of this. My whole life has been this fucked up stupid ass controlling shit.