deredere diaries

so the fact remains that jeff goldblum played the grandmaster with absolute peak perfection and absolutely no other mcu performance can top that, which is just a fact, but it means that either jeff goldblum has this fantastically nuanced understanding of this character who is incredibly ancient and powerful but still ultimately a silly hedonist OR he just rolled up to thor ragnarok like ‘i’m jeff goldblum and i’m gonna be playing jeff goldblum’ and fuckin nailed it

the fact that they actually wrote the role for him makes it even better because that means the execs were like “who should play one of the most powerful characters we’ve ever had, the ruler of an entire planet, who is more ancient and knowledgable than a literal god, and decides the lives and deaths of countless individuals” and the conclusion they came to was “jeff goldblum in a sparkly gold bathrobe” 

why did the fray go off so hard in how to save a life?

So we could cry when they lose patients on doctor shows

you need to change something for it to be an au

Do you guys ever see your pet sleeping by you and just think holy shit holy shit this little animal feels safe enough and trusts me enough to be near me and fall asleep near me and just how fucking cool is that

the deadliest mass shooting in US history was committed by a white american. never forget that.

Actually the worst mass shooting was at wounded knee so stop trying to pretend that this is a race issue when you don’t have your facts straight

this is one of the funniest exchanges i’ve ever had

One of the things about mental illness I wish was addressed more is when there’s finally a period where you’re happy you feel deeply uncomfortable and feel the need to sabotage it for yourself

me, having an actual meltdown: hmmm faking it

every single lesbian has fought through heteronormativity and self-doubt before realizing they were lesbians. if you’re questioning and leaning towards lesbianism, and it feels like everyone else always “knew” their sexuality, it’s simply not true. there’s nothing wrong with you for being unsure or scared or frightened. we were all there once and it’s all okay.

Maybe I’m rushing this. Maybe I rush everything. I think i’m doing what feels right, but maybe i move at a pace just slightly faster than the rest of the world, so that even as I build something strong, it falls apart because of the friction.