mila

my english is still kinda broken, i can read but i cant wright for shit;

i guess im slightly better but still struggle sometimes, fanfiction are still goooood, im not much into marvel anymore, but obssessed with heated rivalry at the moment. Mainly the one with WAG ilya, so fun i love it

ive had a better relationship with my dad the last few years, its been great, and now hes been diagnosed with a pretty bad illness and i guess hes gonna die in the next years to come? like if we get 5 years we're lucky? im so mad that we lost so much time over stupid stuff but also kinda glad that we make it work for the last years to come? fucking weird feelings sometimes,,,

i cried to much over all of that, i still cry sometimes, but its great. if i cry, then im expressing myself, so yay me i guess?

i have a roomate, i love him like a brother, and yes at the beginnin it was complicated, but now we work so well together, i dont see myself without him in my life. I officially adopted him, hes stuck with me, thats my baby bro.

Poms dead. Thats wasnt fun. i miss him sometimes.

Iagos doing great. hes getting old. its difficult sometimes, i cry about it. but thats life. hes almost 13. i have to accept it. but i dont like it.

work is stressing me out, but also i have made some incredible frends there, and i love everyone, we laugh a lot, i have a great time with the people, but the work itself? horrible. i should quit.

im so glad he’s with me everyday, bc sometimes i feel like i wouldn’t have live so far