Bui

It's become all too apparent to me over the past year or so that I have an issue with an addiction to completion. (That's right, it happens). Over the course of the past two years, excluding much of the last year I spent not roleplaying, I've created at least around 30-40 roleplay blogs. (I'm not even going to include the number of non-roleplay blogs I've created. Did you know there's actually a limit to how many sideblogs you can create in a day?) I have these amazing ideas and I jump straight into making blogs for my characters. The typical blog I make and organize takes around 2-3 days to get together, if I'm expeditive. 

99% of the time I will complete making a blog, roleplay with that character for about a week or so, then delete my blog without so much as a bat of the eyelash. It's only until recently that I've discovered I have a literal, although particular, addiction to completing things. This is essentially the reason I actually get off on organizing blogs for days, then delete them once I'm done. Damn you, serotonin. I legitimately get really happy once I open up a blog and start using it for the first time. It's sad, I know.

So, to reiterate, I have a problem. And that problem is that I have an addiction to, basically, making roleplay blogs and organizing them to perfection -- but I have absolutely no addiction or drive or anything for roleplaying itself. (Only smut keeps my attention for long, let's be honest here). I'm sure you see where this post is going.

I've been gone recently (as some of you may have noticed I guess idk this fandom isn't exactly one to pay attention) and whoops I went off and created 15 roleplay blogs in the week I've been away. Also, in that time, I'd developed a state of apathy for this fandom in general. Not because of my characters themselves, but for various other reasons. Basically, this fandom isn't very large and isn't very demanding of my time. I can leave for a week and come back without a reply to even attend to. I like being swamped by threads. Another reason is that, well, certain unhealthy people have this fandom wrapped around their fingers and fans worship them like their ancient gods or some shit. I'm not down for that.

Sorry 'bout it.

TL;DR - I'm extending this unofficial """hiatus""" until I get my muse back, which if I'm being honest, probably won't happen. I lose interest in things incredibly fast. It works out 90% of the time, but for things like this it doesn't.

Part 1 of the Mun Questionnaire - In Which I Apparently Hate My Muse

Thanks asshole phone for not letting me know ahead of time I can only send clips that are 8 minutes, max! XOXO

(Also, I say I made Bui a year ago and didn't realize that some of you didn't know I made this blog a year ago and deleted it, then came back recently. So ... yeah.)

Questions covered in this audio clip:

Why did you choose/create your muse and how do you choose to portray them?

Do you identify with or relate to your muse on any personal level?

Would you be friends with your muse?

Do you consider yourself to have a “relationship” with your muse?

How does your muse feel about you?

What do you admire about your muse? What do you hate about them?

If you could spend the day with your muse, would you? If so, what would you do?

If you were dating, who would “wear the pants” in the relationship?

What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw? 

Is your muse a hero, villain or something in between? What’s their motivation for being such?

Do you play your muse as canonically as possible or do you take some liberties?  

Do you feel there is anything that distinctly sets your blog apart from other role plays of the same character? 

Part 2 of the Mun Questionnaire - In Which I Sound Increasingly More Homosexual Than I Do In Real Life

Questions covered in this audio clip:

14. Where do you see your muse in ten years?

15. Has your muse had any life changing revelations? If not, will they in the future?

16. What is your muse’s biggest regret?

17. What is your muse’s greatest fear?

18. Is your muse satisfied with themselves? 

19. Does your muse have any secrets?

[≈] Sports - no. The last time I played a sport was in middle school, true story. I believe it was scolf or baseball. Not sure. 

Musical instruments - no. I once owned a guitar, learned how to play one song, then quit. Then I owned a piano, learned one song, then quit. I’d really like to learn how to play the harp. It’s my favourite.