.Not a Thing.

Im still as delusional and hypocritical as ever but I haven't been this fucking joyful in months, Hell years. I found someone "new"; I've known them for about 5 years. From recently reconnecting and spending time together, We make each other happy in all meanings of the word. There is one slight issue but after next year it wont be one anymore, it'll be awkward for some but I DON'T FUCKING CARE.

I live in a delusion. What I want more then anything.. Best case scenario will happen sometime in 2022, worst case another 10 years. I have to pass the time just living my life and try not to piss it all away. I'm a plagued delusional hypocrite and that hasn't stopped me from achieving my goals.