I N S A N I T Y

(I have so many faves that literally would want nothing to do with me, but I gaslight myself into thinking that they’d love me anyway because they’d think I’m cute/pathetic)

Imagine

Your F/O is not normally a very friendly or open type of person. They can be closed off, unemotional, apathetic, or even hostile at times. Safe to say, they are not the type to find most people very appealing.

But something is different with you. At first they brushed you off like they would with anyone else, maybe they dismissed you or were even unkind. It hurt your feelings of course, but you didn't let it get to you.

While you didn't harass them, you stayed persistent. You stuck by their side, and bit by bit, they started to let their guard down around you. It didn't happen overnight, but you could see them soften over time.

They start to notice your mannerisms. How you stand, the way you fidget, the expressions you make. The phrases you use often, the food and drink they always see you eating, the things you get excited about.

Maybe in the beginning they didn't notice these things, or even found them annoying, but they start to find them endearing and even cute. They start to find that they feel warm when they think of you.

At first it irritates or surprises them when they feel this way, they possibly even fight it. But as time goes on, they can't help that they continue to fall more and more for you. Their armor breaks more and more until they can't deny to themselves that they can't help but adore you.

Your F/O is still stoic or somewhat cold to others, they're still the same person, but it's clear they have a special soft spot in their heart, just for you. 💚