Degrading Love

I don’t feel pretty without his cum on me.

His cock in my mouth, whether fresh from his pants or fresh from my ass, centers me.

His handprint on my face feels like love.

I wonder if he knows I love it when he makes me cry.

The marks he leaves on my body are love letters.

My body is his to manhandle. My mind and soul are his to fuck.

He pushes me, slaps me, hurts me. Thank goodness.

Fear makes me so wet.

He almost never lets me take his piss. What have I done wrong?

When he told me not to talk back, I was surprised to realize I couldn’t.

I don’t deserve him.

The only thing better than having his marks on my ass is having his hand there.

I can’t process the feelings when he spits in my mouth. I just swallow.

I like it when I can’t breathe.

I promise not to make a sound. I want to listen.

Sometimes he makes it so impersonal. I am in love.

What should I look like for you today?

He rapes me when I’m not ready. I’m so happy.

When he kisses me, I get scared, but I forget the world.

I don’t want to be as stupid as he makes me feel.

I hope I’m tight enough.

But.

If you hate, not your failure, but yourself. If the real abuse you receive comes, not from him, but from you. If you are sure you don’t deserve, not to be his, but to be happy.

If you think he’s wrong to call you Good Girl because how could you be? You?

Then it isn’t as it should be. No matter the interpretation, this is about healthy relationships. A life of self-deprecation and self-loathing is not one of service, but more importantly, it’s not one you or anyone deserves. No one does.

Dominants, submissives, women, men: check your partners and yourselves. Depression, anxiety, atelophobia, imposter syndrome, a lack of real self-esteem – whatever the issue, recognize it. Get help. Be honest. Foster a healthy environment. Nurture your mate and yourself. Take care of you.

When you’re upset, he comforts you. When you’re proud, he humiliates you. When you lose yourself, he's had you all along. Like each of his things, he’s made a place for you and put you in it. There, with him, you’re safe.