what do you think about this auradazz concept?
aurora having memory lapses and dissociative tendencies, but then there's dazzler who's always writing in her diary and documenting every part of her life, no matter how mundane it gets
and alison has written or photographed documentary of jeanne-marie's recent lives, which grows abundantly the more time they spend together
and jeanne-marie hardly recognises herself most days, she especially finds it startling to read or hear dazzler's account of her because the woman describes alison is too good to be her
and yet, when aurora is confused about herself or who she is or what she likes, dazzler isn't -- because alison likes that people can be multifaceted, self contradictory, paradoxical, and like different things, she's always loving jeanne-marie, and doesn't think anything is wrong with jeanne-marie being confused or not remembering everything, because regardless, alison will be up every night, writing in her diary, talking about her day, all the people, and recalling every single thing she has heard aurora say or saw jeanne-marie do :)
and it's so easy to underestimate something small like that until aurora finds out there are decades' worth of dazzler's diaries, starting from when she was a kid to now as an adult and still going, and there are written and in depth documents of their entire relationship of the past two or three decades, and jeanne-marie trusts alison's accounts enough to be able to recall back to certain days and enjoy them, knowing that they did happen and they do matter because someone, aka her girl, wrote them down π©΅
I'm not going to lie this relationship might destroy Jeanne-Marie/Aurora.
No man has ever treated her this good...
She goes to therapy thinking there's something wrong because she's not worried about Alison leaving her, trying to hurt her, or using her and not being constantly panicked is freaking her out.
Her therapist has to explain that this is what a healthy and safe relationship looks like.