I'm Doing Just Fine

Between the two of them, Lil is more accepting of her sexuality and able to admit that yes, fuck, she does have feelings for her friend who is also her ex-husband’s ex-fiancé, jesus fucking christ why is her life so weird.

And she’d be like, annoyed about it, because Heather is annoying, and she loves her, and she’s in love with her, and those feelings will never be reciprocated because ‘obviously Heather is straight’

So Lil first, and she sort of has time to sit with those feelings and try to ignore them, only she keeps accidentally flirting with Heather and Heather seems like she’s flirting back but ‘obviously she isn’t’ so everything is confusing.

Heather, I think, is so deep in the comphet wardrobe she would just completely repress any kind of love or attraction to her friend, just file it away in her mind and rationalise it to hell and back. People like their friends, obviously people like their friends, and people think their friends are hot because why wouldnt they, that’s their friend and they love them. As a friend. And in no other way. And you know, dreams are weird, they don’t make sense, Heather literally fought a dream demon once, surely having a dream about kissing your friend is just a weird random thing that happens. More than once.

The only way she’s going to give those feelings any acknowledgement is if someone else intervenes honestly, like either Lil straight up asks her or confesses, or someone else is like ‘hey idiot your pupils are heart shaped’. And she’d go through every single stage of grief before getting hit with ‘oh ok no I think im gay and in love with Lil’ like a train.

John: [fuck]

John: It means happy…?

Dani: Why would I be happy, we just lost. You make no sense.

John:

John: I used to look at Sean like that

Dani: Is that why he get sad whenever You’re mentioned?

John: Yeah

Dani: Must suck losing your best friend like that

John:…

Dani: I kiss Rahne sometimes, that doesn't make me gay!