DEFUALT PARALLEL

Opening my eyes to see the denizens of the morning sun, the heat rushes over me in a wave of despair, looking over to see you lying there, there was something about the sound of you in the morning when you inhale right before opening your eyes and as you exhale in relief the small smile on your face can renew a mans faith , I am reduced, reused and abused but when one loves his abuser can he really complain the moments of your weakness are the moments I strive to achieve the moments when you breathe, inhale for me, inhale for me so I know you are human and not the succubus of my nightmares with one simple glare you have me on knees begging you please when will I be freed chains and shackles inhale for me so I know I can still kill you so I know one day I won’t be trapped in this prison of my own making when it was the day we were creating a future to be together and we had no idea we would be hated and mistreated. inhale for me one last breathe as I take the next step to the ascension of my freedom. inhale for me one last breathe before I move on the light is calling me but the darkness is taking me Inhale for me as I can inhale no more... 

It’s a dark place, wet and musty, cold it’s where our souls go to die, we have been here before you and I thrust into the darkest corners of our mind trying to reach for an ounce of what it felt like before, the interest and energy we didn't care how much blood we spilt in pursuit of our happiness then time rolls on like the cherry on the end of the cigarette we just lit, it coils and burns as the ashes of what we used to be fall to the ground dirty fragile and broken, and the more we burn forward the less of us that remains until nothing else than a tar filled filter another nail in the coffin. Sun comes up but you stay down wonder whos gonna win this round, the fight of depression and life or is it the depression of life can never tell the difference anymore seems I’ve become all I abhor but hey who the hell knows who really is fighting this war I ducked out years ago when I thought I would never ever really let go Fuck you and your ego, this hate in me is the only thing I would ever really be thank you world for digging the hole where I would rest but in pieces would’ve been less of a test fragmented by the sun peaking through my window I’ve died a thousand times before one foot hit the floor and you want to call me a whore lite another and set the nail my coffins almost shut fuck this is too abrupt guess I am just a mother fucking fuck up but who the fuck are you to judge me I’m at the end of the police line take a look she looks so fine...now you know we are just ashes that coil and burn...

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How can you say it isn’t Politics or Race or Religion or Gender??? Because it isn’t it’s fear, it’s wanting to be heard and not. We have forgotten on simple important fact, your race doesn't matter nor does your sex or gender preferences I may disagree with 76 Genders but I will respect 100 Genders, your gender doesn't harm me, your policing of my speech harms me, no matter what your choice are or were no matter the color you were born, we are all human, HUMAN, you are not defined by your political views, your gender or sexual preference you are not defined by these thing though they may be part of you, they do not define you, you above everything else are human and as such you are beautiful but so am I, I may no agree with you but as a human as part of humanity I love you, I will never find a trans woman attractive, I will never try to be gay to make anyone happy, because my feelings are also important and shaming me for my feelings is like not giving a gay couple a marriage license and calling them abominations. I may have never smashed my gentiles with a hammer but I don't need to try it to know I wont like it. Just remember beyond the opinions lies on truth we all have in common one single objective truth you are Human and so am I.  

We were open and distracted, we believed that everything and everyone should be accepted, thick black lines and thin black lips to mask our emotional black eyes, we were scared by the sins of our fathers, we understood not understanding and screamed in the face of discrimination, personal subjectivity to scientific objectivity, we were young, we thought we could love everyone, our political agenda Freedom of Speech and Freedom of Expression for the masses, we weren't ready for when the towers fell and burned, we weren't ready for the loss of loved ones we weren't ready for the war to come, we traded our fishnets and black lips for camouflage and AK-47s , Tanks and bombs to avenge those we lost, we knew we fought for a lie but someone had to die for those we lost, then came the savoir the next JFK, he tied the noose and stood back and let fear rule the land, but not fear of bombs or missiles or terror form abroad the fear that my neighbor may hate the color of my skin or even my religion, we were soon at war with the man next door, and we weren't ready for the river of hate to flow out from under his feet so quite and so fast from nothing to Civil War, The Civil War of Ideas thoughts and feelings, everyone wanting everyone to think the same way we were watching your emotional decay, we saw the planes fly and gave a salute knowing we just voted in a brute but the treason of the other season was too much bare in mind as we tried to find our way like the blind, this isn't politics, this isn't race, this isn't religion, this isn't sex, this isn't gender, this is control, and now we all walk like the blind look for the sun you can’t love everyone we were the future and we did nothing,   So cheers to the future as you hate anyone who disagrees or pleas to be heard, sheep for the mile how long are you going to live in denial.